my response regarding everything i was reccomended by peers to make it public i know i repeat myself a lot but i have to stress, im not doubling down and im taking full accountability for my general shittiness that the response entails. please read the entire thing.

i wish everything was back to normal

i wish i was honest i wish i still had my partners i wish i still had my closest friends

i deserve this but i dont want to survive

i think if you try to defend me by defending the parts i condemn and regret doing and trying to get help from you are not defending me

im completely hospitalized

i still love you

please tell me i cant fix things because its too late. no matter how much i want to

how should i kill myself

please just how do you want me to end this

all my closest friends want me dead now

everyone is gone, it was my own doing

i dont want to survive this i dont i cant live

unpostponed

guess whos going to the mental ward lmao

i have to do it, immgoing to do it this friday

stop trying to stop it, ive set my mind

300 dollar cash prize for suggestions

300 dollar cash prize for suggestions

GIVE ME FUCKING SUGGESTIONS

i need suggestions

if this is going to be spectacle i might as well make this a spectacle. i'm going to livestream my suicide sometime this week. give me suggestions on how to end it. i deserve this

if this is going to be spectacle i might as well make this a spectacle. i'm going to livestream my suicide sometime this week. give me suggestions on how to end it. i deserve this

Moments like this should be shared as widely as the terrifying shit. Not because they’re proof we have nothing to worry about. Because they indicate that he cannot in fact do whatever he wants, whenever he wants to. Recognize people who are doing their jobs rather than following his whims.

fuck it i might make it a total redesign im not sure

excited to announce I no longer like anything

don't forget your daily click arab.org/click-to-help/palestine

might make a new pinned soon as well i just want nothing to do with them anymore

:))

bea noncewithab is back in here so like, yeah probably be careful with her or anyone who associates with her

"foreign dignitary visiting elite US university threatens war crime against US citizens on US soil" seems like the kind of thing that should get some media attention tbh

Betar USA says today “expect naturalized citizens to be picked up within the month.”

Palestinians are already saying that no food or aid is allowed in & they’re terrified of yet another manufactured famine. With water being their only main resource left, they are doubling down on the genocide and taking away electricity prevents anyone from immediately reporting on what’s happening

DONT SKIP‼️ URGENT🚨 VERIFIED Can anybody help Musa @loverAnimalBest get breakfast for his family & himself today? They only need about 20$💔🌙 Musa has been feeding strays all while struggling to feed himself! Its URGENT paypal.com/paypalme/AmanyHerez gofund.me/a24451fa #gaza #palestine #mutualaid

leave me alone unless if you're in palestine

hello idog !✨🎵 #lowpoly

i was playing doom eternal and i was so cracked at it that it crashed

Pls dont skip🙇‍♀️💕💸🍉 ‼️😢URGENT🚨‼️ Khaled URGENTLY is trying to pay for his sisters SURGERY after she was hit in the head & leg with SHRAPNEL D0nos are also needed for food & other necessities Last dono 3 days ago Pls share & d0nate if you can chuffed.org/project/khal... #gaza #palestine #gfm #mutualaid

Hi folks, please donate to Ahmed. Help him to provide for his family. Please donate whatever you can. 🙏🏾♥️

US hostage envoy Adam Boehler told Israel’s Channel 11 that Hamas has suggested an exchange of prisoners, as well as a five to ten year truce in which the Palestinian group “would lay down all weapons”, and not be involved in politics. 🔴 LIVE updates: aje.io/b0ec

Here's a little reel of my music from the past year! All of them are on all streaming services & YouTube!

Enjoying Brian Eno’s book, What Art is For 📚

i dont think ive shown her on here b4 (or at least in a while) so i guess i will make my sona my pinned post because i love her💜 literally me for reals so um yah. look at my The Creature if you wish (i didnt draw any of these i just commissioned friends/people in general)

Uni did a cute stretch! :3