i can't think about delayed onset muscle soreness (DOMS) without thinking about death stranding DOOMS too. hard day at the gym yesterday i've got DOOMS now. actually i have apocalyptic dreams maybe i do have DOOMS.

An account with this avatar was just blocked.

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Today I lifted 3x what I lifted my first workout, and I’ve also lost 10lbs over the past month (while also building some visible muscle)

deeply frustrated by my dentist appt yesterday and had me feeling very down this morning and then i had my follow-up with my dr who gave me kudos on losing 10lbs in a month and told me i'm on the right track with all of what i'm currently working on so i am at least feeling encouraged, keeping on

next big thing I'm looking forward to is Teenage Sex and Death at Camp Miasma early next month which is absolutely the most I've looked forward to a movie in a long time www.youtube.com/watch?v=dimC...

dick's nice and all but clean your room you nasty bitch!

guy who has to spend $800 at the vet today award goes to me, the guy who has to spend $800 at the vet today

one day something will go in my favor

Bro. Please Watch My Masturbation

mad men spinoff about a firm that writes JAV titles and the don draper of that firm coming up with this one specifically

I shaved my beard and you can’t even tell I cut my lip in the process

I finally had my MRI today and it was a very relaxing experience, I got to lay down for an hour while they sent me into a tube and had me do breathing exercises (hold my breath), probably sucks if you're not deaf and are claustrophobic but that's not me so we rocked it

i can handle food fasting no problem but water fasting is where they get me... i'm so thirsty

It's funny when you start working out hard how it actually just freezes your weight loss because your body doesn't know what to do with what's happening to it and starts retaining a lot more water and glycogen, before it finally adjusts and starts dropping weight again.

i peaked that shit

turns out I blame myself for past mistakes and decisions a lot and say “should” around my behavior even when it pertains to compulsions. As expected I got caught off guard and will be thinking on this

therapy today but i don't have a topic i'm ready to go in with so we're just going to wing it i guess lmao

If I Melt I Can't Go Back

I’m thinking about shaving my beard but have to continue thinking on it - it grows back fast enough so it’s not like I’m making a big commitment

Went for a walk and I was the only guy I saw today wearing a tank top so you could say I’m an iconoclast

honestly kind of endears me to them

Losing weight is weird because you kind of look like a slug for a few months because you just got so much loose skin. I could grab and lift my thighs by the skin as if I was picking up an unruly cat.

new practice on bluesky where if i see somebody posting a joke i think is very lame and unfunny i mute them, hopefully will curate the timeline here to be tolerable long term

did too many upper body sets today my tits hurt

had some black grapes with lunch today, grapes are very very tasty

Little Big Planet 🌎✨

very grateful I’m seeing an eating disorder therapist I made really good progress today and have a few specific things to work through

Marina - Mischief Makers

therapy again tomorrow afternoon, docket is following up on the OCD behavior chain analysis and I need to ask how to manage binge eating cravings as my appetite comes back from my throat recovering

i worked out too hard on saturday i'm still sore today but maybe it means i'm going to get incredible muscle gains from it and look like a baki character

i will also say one of the things i loved about Zelda games when I was a kid was the feeling of getting to explore and finding new villages and little secret areas and etc. - the dungeons were fun sure but just exploring and finding new things was the biggest appeal, the feeling of adventure, etc.

tears of the kingdom is still a great game fuck the haters

You were, basically, stealing from Subway. They had their rules for their company and you decided not to abide by them. What you do with your own business is up to you but what you did was wrong at Subway.

new fun part of the experience - my throat, chest, and stomach are sore from the biopsy sites, i sort of feel like i got kicked in the sternum

I cried with happiness right after the GI gave me the results because a) I don’t have any cancer or Barrett’s esophagus (yay) but I do have a very weak lower esophageal sphincter and very visible gastritis (stomach inflammation) so there’s symptomatic issues and I’m not just malingering

This might be one of the most insane scandals in game history When Pokemon Go players scan PokeStops, theyve been unknowingly building a detailed visual model of the world which is being sold to a military contractor to build a no-GPS positioning for the new generation of unmanned killing machines

coming out as saying OoT doesn't hold up today the way that many early CRPGs don't hold up - yes it pioneered a lot for 3d adventure games, but Ultima III literally created the modern RPG yet you don't see people clamoring en masse to go back to it

i have both an mri and an endoscopy this week so it's going to be a tough one

Vampire: The Masquerade's Talent/Skill/Knowledge system is exactly the kind of role-playing-first RPG system that Disco Elysium was inspired by so this one actually makes sense to me.

I had a dream I went to the Verizon store (I don’t have Verizon) and they had doctors there and the doctor took a sample from my hand and told me I was pregnant (I’m a cis man) and I told him I don’t think that’s possible and he said well you are and figure it out and then I was panicking.

I went for a night walk