this feels fucking horrible and i'm really embarrassed to ask but i've found out my job is at significant risk. i'm the main earner for my household and i don't know what we'd do without my wage. we have no savings to fall back on. thank you for any support you can give. ko-fi.com/blitzcranks

if people are like "your tone is really rude and it makes any attempt to talk to you deeply unpleasant." and you're like "that's only valid feedback if you're willing to have an extended direct conversation about it with me off anon." you are setting up a very obvious catch-22

occam’s razor innit. if you catch yourself thinking ‘nobody can be that oblivious after being told so many times’, the simpler explanation is ‘they know they piss folks off & drive them away. they don’t care. they get off on it. they’re contrarian on purpose bc their only hobby is proselytising’

i have been informed that by posting this screenshot without even including the username of who posted it, i am ‘doxxing’, if you needed any further info about the relationship between these folks and reality x

and when they finally push someone to their fucking limit and get a tiny taste of what they’ve been dishing out, they drop to the floor and scream that they’re being bullied

you know those kids who’d take your toys, destroy your sandcastles, knock you over on your bike, change the rules of games so they’d win, and generally make the playground miserable, and then when no one wants to play with them anymore they’d run crying to the teacher

it’s normal to see posts praising others and think ‘i wish someone would praise me’. but jfc you have got to think ‘maybe i’ll do something nice so it’ll get posted about’ and not jump straight to ‘well nobody is talking about me so this blog is shit and should shut up about everyone else too’

it’s so validating to have all of my points proven by the booting off that is occurring as a result 💛 thanks folks

I don’t really want to speak about this more than I have because again, I don’t come to fandom for any of this, I come here to escape the horrors of my real life, but here is the post I made at the time in the face of all this with more of my thoughts, if you want em 💖 www.tumblr.com/soupbtch/783...

this group accused me of ‘white fragility’ because when they were having disingenuous, circular conversations about fandom racism without listening to the poc (me and others!!!) around them, I blocked them and reiterated that fandom is supposed to be fun and isn’t supposed to make me feel this way

In my experience when people get to the "naming names" stage they have tried everything else. Safe to assume this is like.... step 20. Not step 1.

the bulk of the behavior that's running people off tumblr, also, is not even ostensibly about racism; it's stuff like constantly showing up to scold anyone who writes crackships, or who affectionately dunks on stede, or who mentions jack without pausing to specify that he's pure evil.

anyway goodnight folks. i will leave you with the following questions to Ponder: is it a clique or is it a group of people who chat and interact bc they’re friends who are nice to each other? and are they excluding you bc they’re mean or are they just not friends w you bc you make them feel unhappy?

thank you so much to this unnamed tumblr user for proving my exact point. this isn't about racism. the people mentioned in my post are not being anti-racist, they're just being shitty. there are poc who've been ran out of this fandom by these white people insisting their perspectives are invalid.

a very merry fuck it tuesday to all involved

just to add to this: i am absolutely not one to name drop in callouts. but many many people have tried to politely tell these folks that they’re being rude and they’re acting like the fandom cops and so on. nothing works. the fandom is going to die if everybody just quietly leaves.

(also if i just unfollowed you and refollowed you it’s bc i was trying to unfollow all the arcane accounts that i now follow from my other bsky lmao sorry) (also if i de-mutualed you it’s again bc we are mutuals elsewhere now)

oh fuck it, i've had enough. ofmd tumblr is incredibly unfun for me and many others at the moment bc of the behaviour of celluloidbroomcloset, iamadequate1, and others who share their views and posting habits. 1/?

Be the change you want to see sluts

Dealing with my employer's cruel and stupid bathroom ban with knitting. This is going in the pride display at the library to piss off as many terfs as possible.

Friendly reminder to watch eddiepeaches' tiny ed and stede speed drive animation today

gay friends in phone real (caught on camera) (NOT clickbait) (these aren’t the friends in question but i’m not face revealing on here babe that’ll cost you some £££s) thanks to my beautiful ofmd pals for a weekend so nice that even the rail replacement coach service feels bearable rn 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜

Very emotional experience seeing the Aids Quilt in London yesterday with friends 🏳️‍🌈🏴‍☠️🏳️‍⚧️💔

The legend himself (and some of my friends down there!) ❤️

This was the first day we shot Taika as Blackbeard. He still couldn’t decide if he wanted to do a different voice or not. I suggested that it’s funnier if his normal voice came out of a biker looking guy dressed like the Road Warrior

sometimes a post is so correct you have to retweet it on multiple accounts yk

people cannot create an environment where every single headcannon or even ideas about sex positions that don't align with their own must point to some massive moral failing and expect all the writers and artists to want to stay. like I'm sorry this is supposed to be fun

doing a lil bit of skedaddling bc the only person who likes my particular combination of posts is Me and i'm tired of feeling like i'm bothering people jayvik enjoyers please follow me this way to @blitzcranks.bsky.social pirate enjoyers. as you were

doing a lil bit of skedaddling bc the only person who likes my particular combination of posts is Me and i'm tired of feeling like i'm bothering people jayvik enjoyers please follow me this way to @blitzcranks.bsky.social pirate enjoyers. as you were

domestic #jayvik #arcane

forge accident! jayce x nosebleed!viktor for my final piece for bottom jayce week 🥺 i will miss it!!! day 7: blood (kinda) #BottomJayceWeek #jayvik

my favorite type of viktor fanart is when hes 1. being lovingly taken care of by jayce 2. kicking heimerdinger into the distance with his cane like hes a football

There’s a reading of Arcane where season 1 is defined by Viktor yearning for Jayce and season 2 is defined by Jayce yearning for Viktor #jayvik

gromit but puppy

hey girl sry for leaving u at the bottom of the ravine with a life threatening injury n no food 💔 if its any consolation i knew u’d make it out. yeah thats the dilapidated husk of ur alt self. ive always loved u across time n space btw 🥺 ok so i have a mission for u

im organizing a theme week called jayvik rest week. it’s where no one posts anything for an entire week and we all take the time we need to rest and recharge after burn out

viktor arcane you will always be famous

“This is Bob” #arcane #viktor #jayce

Loved too little too late(fixed) #Arcane

Sketch of the boys with my new brushes that im still trying to get a feel for 🧡

That one Viktor hair concept art #jayvik

well since that new otodus guy is Definitely Not Atticus someone should probably let him know that his fic is almost identical to the fics that atticus 'wrote' and that kind of plagiarism is frowned upon x

wip 😴 #jayvik #arcane

out in space floating untethered being weird together

Cutie with a sweet! #LeagueofLegends #Jayce

weirdos and freaks make the world go round actually. both within fandom spaces and outside of them

there was no need to clock me like this. and yet uquiz.com/quiz/vNQPkn/...

starting 400 new wips before i finish even one #jayvik

“Thank you for finding me” I honestly can’t wait to see these two fall apart in arcane season 2, and to see the designs Fortiche has in store. I’m ready to be hurt.