If ever it happens again... truth is, it doesn't matter with my walls built so high there's no "after" left to shatter. I used to fear the hurt of being abandoned now I'm just selective with people I let in. #moonmystic

He's the chivalrous type always eager to fix any & all problems that's thrown into our mix The calm to my chaos balance I could not find a gentle kind of anchor for my restless, racing mind. #vss365

I'm always joking that I'm dead inside never displaying all the things I hide The echoes haunting every ghost I keep all the parts of me I have buried deep. #inkMine

crystal ornaments retain the soft glow of Life's elegant grace #BSPP48 #poem #poetry #WritingCommmunity

We should have stopped all the demons in me but with wild abandon chaos shaped what we'd be Slowly I surrendered to all that lived in me I claimed the darkest pieces & then set the rest free. #FromOneLine

It’s the promise of you at the end of the day and a vow softly whispered of a love that won't sway. #moonmystic

Imagine being an option discarded like trash not even half chosen no future no past.

They still hover around the memories of you as if time were standing still & you're all I ever knew. #vss365 #soulseedslove

Counting Stars #poetry

today I am grieving too many of the lives I decided not to live I am an agony of unhappening #poetry

Connection counts good chemistry too or are they the same? It felt that way with you. Our love of Hockey the silly little jokes sarcasm our love language & a spark that never broke. #soulseedslove

I woke with a start it always seems so real we met in dreams again you’re a shadow I still feel I reached through the silence in hope that you'd appear but the only thing that answers is the emptiness here.

We were lonely dreamers with cameras in hand capturing moments only we'd understand Frames of forever never developed dreams only half-formed hearts never enveloped. #moonmystic

Happy birthday I hope you're well & things are better for a spell I hope the love we never knew will find its home at last in you.

'Perhaps...' what a load of crock either say what you mean or don't bother to talk You circle with words never planting a stake dodging the truth like it’s too much to take A half-hearted murmur a shrug, then a sigh ‘Perhaps’ is just cowardice dressed in disguise. #vss365

It was a combination of playfulness in the mix sarcasm, chaos & calm, but... I know honesty did the trick Through the laughter & sighs my heart slowly picked moments to hold close while the clock softly ticked. #soulseedslove

Another week passed humanity gets worse lost in its hunger forever a curse They poison the masses with carefully spun lies & the truth is forgotten while our hope slowly dies. #FromOneLine #inkMine

Like articles of clothing she shed them one by one rebuilding solid walls but far away from done Patching cracks with care so they would never fall with steady hands & will she prepared to face it all. #vss365

This wasn't what she wanted but she accepted what it was self defense was the reason & she truly had just cause. #FromOneLine

she likes existing quietly in this space

Amazing early morning bright moon in Minnesota 🌖 #Photography #Photographer #BlueSkyArt #EastCoastKin #Moon #Nature #Minnesota #Sky

Whispers full of promises a chance for something new yet the echoes of old memories bind her to a love that she once knew. #moonmystic

Sometimes you return to me bittersweet shadows of what used to be A fleeting smile a haunting sigh a thousand whys that never die. #moonmystic

Can you stay, here in my heart, here in my arms, settle down deep in my soul and find a home there? Can you trim back all the thorns that have grown in places abandoned by others, and water the ground deep with love? #poetry #fernrenee #writingcommunity

the subtle art of being present for them

Don’t discriminate Alleviate the hate Defy the odds ignore the Gods Fecund minds #Abject indoctrination No one’s coming Isn’t it enough? Played for fools, Youth as tools. Truth is clear Obviate the lies Keep us divided, Undecided. Wake up Before it’s too late! ~rev #vss365

PNW sky~ ⛅️

If only love could cure suicidal ideation "What do you mean you're depressed? Aren't you in love?" Is if to suggest the two can't exist concurrently Love doesn't cure trauma and suffering Our cuddles make survival possible but not inevitable #poetry

We stood in silence clinging to time warm, comforting hugs "it will be fine" It's what we had hope for though not what would be his body surrendered so his soul could be free. #soulseedslove

when you stare into the abyss and the abyss stares back at you because the abyss has to poop

the heart of a perfect pixie she waits on her pillows restless and mischievous watching the door and waiting those footfalls in the hall a single signal of what's to come my angel with stardust eyes from the heart of the woods #vss365

a bit of shadow n' sun ☀️

💙 🌚 💙 Once in a blue moon we fall in a star crossed love and then we shatter #poetry #haiku #senryu #yeehawgust day 7 #bluemoon #hobonichi #journal #doodle #daily

I clipped my own wings for quite some time loyal to a heart that could never be mine But I burned through the chains left the ashes behind now I fly where I please and the sky is all mine. #vss365

cantabile..

Sleep wouldn’t come insomnia holds me thoughts swirl in my mind while the hours slowly bleed. #FromOneLine

I love the way he laughs when his dimples mirror mine it whispers of a future that was never meant to shine. #vss365

I know it ends it will eventually evermore, forevermore not in 𝒎𝒚 reality All the promises will fade like echoes in the wind & nothing will remain but the silence within. #moonmystic

Noche dulce, magia indómita.

I know it isn't fair & I shouldn't compare but I miss you the most & wish you were still here The Earth keeps on spinning as if nothing has changed & I'm stuck in a moment time can't rearrange I smile when I must laugh now & then but it isn't the same as it was way back then.

These demons of mine embrace my twisted thoughts. #Only8Words

#FlowerFriday #BloomScrolling 📸 mine 🌺🌸🌼

Serenitas. ☀️ #flowers #nature #photography #bloomscrolling

I knew better. Still touched the flame. Still fed the voice that said run. You watched. Waited. Wore the weight I left behind. This is late. But it’s yours. #Sorry. #bornbattleready #poetry #writing