Would the fall of words reach the ears that need them if the voices all fell silent,rushed whispers muttered like prayers into the stillness of emptiness? Will touch replace thought,quiet like the rain of a waterfalls spray? Can you tell me? #poetry #fernrenee #writingcommunity

Proof of life, or so they say. Proof of nothing except pixelated ideas about living. #poetry #fernrenee

There is no tidy way to be alive.

We make it too hard to be human.

This Sat (28th Feb) EDGEWAYS presents "The Esoteric Coding of Gender in the Tarot de Marseille" with the incredible Adrien Mastrosimone. WE WILL BE STARTING AN HOUR EARLIER at 19:00 GMT this week!!

Music to move me music.youtube.com/watch?v=R_4d...

Hail the Traveler! 😭 What is remembered lives.

It's 12:16am, and I have to be awake around 6:15am. Here goes nothing.

Am I crazed for wanting the things I do? I am beginning to think maybe I am. The silence in my life is deafening, so I try to fill it with music and words and pixels on a screen. And yet,nothing feels right,and tears are hollow and cold. Still, I drown. #vss365 crazed #poetry #fernrenee

Can't wait!! Gonna be so good.

Chris Cornell has been on my mind alot the last few days,and now I'm fighting tears from watching a video of when Audio Slave played the first show after he passed. Spotlight on an empty mic stand,and the crowd singing Like A Stone. About waiting for death,for a man tired of waiting. #rambles

The EDGEWAYS JAMBOREE 2026 is nearly fully booked! We have 4 SPACES LEFT! Just to remind you that there is also a Saturday Day Ticket available which covers all meals and sessions on the Saturday, as well as the bonfire session for £130! And also an Online Only Ticket for £50!!

Stuff and things happening at EDGEWAYS!! Also lots of Jamboree planning!!!! 5 MONTHS TO GO!!!

The people who would never self-sacrifice are counting on the rest of us to.

You. Me. No destination. Just this.

Pretty noose Pretty hate I don't like what you've got me hanging from. -Soundgarden His voice has always been a balm to my crazy brain.

This whole day is completely off.

Music needed today. music.youtube.com/watch?v=2InL...

It's One of those days where I am drowning in a need for validation, a reminder that I'm still needed,wanted,thought about,and all the other things that help remind me that I'm real. At least in someone's world. I know I shouldn't need it,but I do. #rambles #mentalhealth

I had a line about the way the clouds looked like the raw edges of herringbone, but the rest drifted away,like those clouds. Gone into another's horizon line,like random daydreams against the wind. #poetry #fernrenee #writingcommunity #rambles

How I've spent my valentines day, A nap,junk food,playing a flower game on my phone,reading love poems that were never written for me. Daydreaming about shorelines and music in the air,wondering if there is actually room for me out there. #rambles

and it hurts like a sunset without you cut my heart with words that don't get through the light of the stars piercing the night sky this #wound won't heal with no dream to feel let me close my eyes to start this song over. #vss365

there's a river runs beside me in the winter cold as hell past a churchyard sings my heartbeat where your teardrops never fell, never fell time brings the #ghost love promised dreams are all I have to know you again. #vss365

Cynical romanticism I have it. Sometimes, I loathe it,sometimes, it's the only thing that makes me hope. Twisted sense of fate there,believing in love but always feeling like it will never be something that stays around. I want a dream, and yet all I have is reality. #poetry #writingcommunity

Cynical romanticism I have it. Sometimes, I loathe it,sometimes, it's the only thing that makes me hope. Twisted sense of fate there,believing in love but always feeling like it will never be something that stays around. I want a dream, and yet all I have is reality. #poetry #writingcommunity

Choosing safety this morning and NOT going to work. The road conditions here are still under watch/warning conditions. Temps are also a factor. The downside is having to use my PTO for yesterday and today. It's about time to start up my side hustle, or art,or whatever. ko-fi.com/fernrenee

This song will never get old. Do it wish we didn't need this music? Yes. But here we are,again,and again,and again. #FuckIce music.youtube.com/watch?v=2o9a...

Like a dream drifting past waking,the way the sea caresses the shoreline,the way that it whispers.... #poetry #fernrenee #Inspired

About to go outside and brave the cold and snow so that I can get to the car. It's about 7* Fahrenheit with the windchill at -7. It's definitely fucking cold. I'm definitely NOT a fan. #FuckIce #resistance

Group Hug. 🫂

I can't find the words to articulate how angry I am. Trying to describe the rage inside, knowing it will never be sufficient. It grows by the minute,every breath that some of us can't take anymore, it gains the height of mountains. It's time to pull the mountain down. Get Angry Stay Angry #FuckIce

Another shot, Another killed, Another public execution. Another's loved ones cut off from the sound of their voice. Another name added to the list of KIA while standing for what is right. Burn it all to the fucking ground. #FuckIce #FuckTrump

Another shot, Another killed, Another public execution. Another's loved ones cut off from the sound of their voice. Another name added to the list of KIA while standing for what is right. Burn it all to the fucking ground. #FuckIce #FuckTrump

Current mood

This Saturday (10th January) #EDGEWAYS presents it’s first session of 2026 “Magickal Uses of Astrology” with the lovely Bill Duvendack from 20:00 GMT. There are two main ways you can work with astrology when it comes to your spiritual path...

My strength and growth offending you is why we no longer speak.

Don’t worry about words, remember you’re a witch.

Proof of life,or concept,or whatever it is,we are calling this existence. I'm not even sure anymore,nothing seems to feel right,the air,the ground,the blankets I bury myself in. (1/2)

Bill has been a practitioner for 35+ years and is a student of the western mysteries. He's an internationally known astrologer (specifically esoteric), author, presenter, psychic, tarot reader, teacher, & ordained Thelemic Bishop... ... Also a fellow plushie aficionado! (Shush... I said nothing!)

capture the moment, none too fast for an eye to see, transient meaning lost inside a fragment of forever,though nothing will it mean- #poetry #fernrenee #draftfiles #rambles

Leigh is a dear person who is in desperate need. I appreciate that these are difficult times for everyone, but if you can help, whether financially, or through amplifying, it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you

Happy New Year!! We made it!! May you all receive the joy that is yours,may you weather through the grief that may come,but most of all, may you decide to truly live this year. I know I am.

I need a zero consequence day. Just one.

Here’s your daily reminder to just love me.

Mothers night,longest night solstice fire. I will be here till the dawn. #MothersNight #solstice

New earbuds came in today, and I'm breaking them in with some Jeff Buckley. Lover, You Should've Come Over, off of the Grace album, is probably one of my favorite songs. It's got such great lyrics and makes for an amazing slowdance song,and that voice.... #JeffBuckley #Grace #music

Proof of life,or whatever. My oldest got me an early Yule gift! #StrangerThings #greenhousegirl #HellfireClub