meghan markle netflix show indicative of the woman i used to be

had to strike a pose to build my confidence *10 minute sigh*

accidentally acquired a fck ass bob today didn’t mean to do that however it’s fine bc i can Pull it Off

i did achieve this goal however

bad things keep happening but then followed up by a good thing almost instantaneously if this is what life is all abt what a sick joke it rlly all is (good will always prevail)

My Dolls? Goo goo.

pov i just said something psychotic n we both gained a mutual respect for one another now

this makes this weeks crash out sm more sense now

If You Give A Mouse A Gun…

most of the “unhinged” shit i say inside my head isn’t even that crazy tbh u r all just pussies that’s fine tho

i like living rn

on fridays we wear cowboy boots for some reason 🤠

gn from my brother who loves me

one thing i’m not givin?🤭 a fuck! 🥰

just had a profound thought abt how things have been less than gucci lately n how i am trying v hard to make them gucci but then i think abt how i was being told i was “crazy” just for existing almost every single day by someone who was supposed to luv n care abt me n it makes it all feel worth it

snow day w my mom watching new kardashians just straight talkn shit for the entire hour screening.. needed this tbh

if i was still a housewife i would be on my le creuset grind so hard

So you’re familiar with the breed

when my body is done keeping score where do i get to put my initials down on the leaderboard

i love being crazy i also love being employed what if i could have both

would u still love me if i was a bitch

my own personal hell is waiting in line for eternity at the deli in my hometown

screaming n crying n shutting tf up

It probably feels so good to explode. Like all your cells are finally allowed to leave the party someone made them go to

one thing i’ve learned to unlearn abt other people is that it isn’t normal to see life as “conditional” n things shouldn’t be held over ur head just bc u feel like it.. n why that feels so uncomfortable to address ill never know but im really not abt to start making excuses for anyone ever again

if u look up the word “downtrodden” on dictionary dot com this pic of me will populate

did not know abt net carbs they are different from regular carbs now my days fucked up bc of it so that’s amazing

i forgot i saw this guy at the saddest mall in america earlier today and i shed actual tears in the boscov’s over it

(saddest i’ve ever been): hahaha

sry i cant, i have to sleep for 16 hours instead

ok ok ok ok ok here we go

selling cloud tech to legal firms n uploading to the meta verse just like my ancestors predicted i would

blue sky and foo red

it’s a beautiful friday night when when u get relax n unwind eat a beautiful salad and sip some wine while watching a rom com without the constant fear of someone screaming at u :) just bein myself n loving life for the first time in a long time cheers ill drink to that!

how the hell do some of yall have the audacity…the balls… where does the delusional thinking come from n where can i purchase it

u wanna kno how we rlly feel?

From Mary Oliver

who up bein the most beautiful girl in the world

this is just where all my t****** drafts go to die

the lobotomy has been lifted

2024 mirror selfie wrapped post lobotomy u can slowly start to see the progression of light return to my eyes

who else up being scared

this and a benzo (bc i’m in pain)

my biggest take away from this is that i got a room and a table so cmon let’s get drunk!

the amount of fb requests i’m getting has me feeling like a country boys dream

oh to have what they have…

I need y’all to yap a bit more