mood swings

I wanna get coffee but I think it’s gone backfire on my anxiety & I can’t deal with that rn.

finna be a long day. I probably got 30mins of sleep 😭

I really do think I leaned about myself that I cannot do casual. I don’t do casual anything. Everything I do is intense. Even if it’s just for a moment.

finna rewatch stranger things.

the way ppl drive in columbus actually makes me sick to my stomach.

the bug repellent I got for my patio door is working really good. saw a few gnats but not nearly as many as last summer.

ppl really do get offended when you read them. I don’t even do it on purpose. i’m just honest.

my alma mater got better when I left & I actually think they need to thank the BSA classes of 2016, 2017, 2018, & 2019 for that.

I need to learn that there’s only a few people that I can tell my true feelings to without being gravely misunderstood.

i’m not falling for that again.

I love when it thunderstorms bc it forces everything to slow down.

I feel sick as hell.

challengers is such a weird love story.

I can feel this experience changing me.

I hate waiting for news. my anxiety is literally killing me.

i’m so distracted.

ATL didn’t really have much of a plot. but it’s a cultural staple.

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my anxiety is so bad rn. I can’t eat a thing.

my family be wondering why i’m single, yet they are all cuffed by men that been cheating on them for decades.

i’m frustrated, overstimulated. my period finna start soon. it’s a lot going on inside my body.

HELLO!!!!!!

Been feeling like this since March 2020, NO BAP.

someone told me I should be an AI instructor & when I said I don’t support AI they went into how it’s the way of the future & everything. slavery was the way of the future at some point too.

being a human with morals & ethics right now feels like… idek how to describe it.

love kendrick lamar to pieces. but cleveland is the land.

I miss having an apartment on the 2nd level bc my patio was more discreet. but nonetheless, I love smoking out on my patio at night.

man, educators definitely need higher pay. these job interviews be so fucking intricate & they expect you to do all that for a $60k salary.

I get very emotional when ppl show up for me in a meaningful way. i’m not used to that.

woke up to my air conditioning not working. the universe just don’t want me to be great.

idk. huda is just weird to me.

being sad while my momma is here is hard. I only got one bedroom lol.

ima always be misunderstood. i’ve accepted that.

today is going to be one of those days…

woke up with a migraine.

I am being abused by my job & can’t do nothing about it.

that cbd bath soak gone do it every time. finna sleep like a baby.

idk why I get the zoomies when i’m in cleveland. I be feeling like I need to get up & be moving. going somewhere.

I smell weed in public and start looking around like I’m lost 👀🤣

some men make relationships sound like so much work that they don’t wanna do & I want them to stay far away from me.

today wasn’t suppose to stress me out

I don’t wanna go to this conference. like at all.

I try to be supportive as possible when i’m struggling too.

Y’all don’t apologize to or cuss out inanimate objects?

stacey would have 50 this year 🫶🏽 my first known ancestor. he passed when I was 9 & he was only 30. my favorite big cousin on my daddy side. he used to treat me like a lil princess lol.

finally watching the beginning of Sinners 😭

I appreciate having the opportunity to grieve right now.

random girl gave me a shot because I was twerking. then a man walked up to karizma & gave her a whole fifth of don julio. like what? that bitch was full.

they was on my body last night.