From the late Jesse Hamm. My personal mantra for the past decade.

last commit 2 weeks ago,,, how do you create motivation from thin air. i want to finish this project. why am i like this.

burger container

im about this close to buying a poster of that stupid cat. oughhhh the brainworms

sometimes i just make up sayings, its quite fun

DEMON DUST is releasing on 2/6/26 !!!!!!!!!! It's a surreal survival horror dungeon crawler I've been making for the past 2 years and it's coming to your home computer in 33 days yaaaaay wishlist it on steam right noooooooooooooooooooow please

been working on a signal simulator type vrchat world, almost at a playable prototype. genuinely the most fun ive had working on a project so im very excited to show it off soon :3

Anything I wanna say about the US will get me knocks on my door. Evil ass country

rotten shit country. like a great smothering force choking the planet

social anxiety fucking sucks, what do you mean i just spent eight hours fixing a bug in one of my tools just to be too scared to make a pull request. I DID THE HARD PART ALREADY

ppl on twitter are debating over github's ui again, open the schools

we actually did try to order a pizza tonight (like that one ancient meme) but all the places are closed already :(

2026 is the year of make my freaking projects or die trying.

u only get a few new years in ur life,, make sure to spend at least one of them feeling like a project zomboid character whos just been bit

Work on terraformed planet IA-234 - Commission done for Thaeliscyn and AzureRaine of their characters performing maintenance on a solar power array on a terraformed planet. Looks like their business has attracted a few spectators.

Fuck you people. Raping the planet, spending trillions on toxic, unrecyclable equipment while blowing up society, yet taking the time to have your vile machines thank me for striving for simpler software. Just fuck you. Fuck you all. I can't remember the last time I was this angry.

meatloaf

i need a boyfriend figure in my life that i can constantly flood with useless information and pester when their off work and play games with for way too long and watch shows with and

lowkey entirely disengaged from modern gaming and its been cathartic. spent the last few days playing dynasty warriors 4 and robot alchemic drive and im having a blast, i cant believe i almost missed out on this stuff

I think a lot of nostalgia for the 90s and 00s comes from wanting a society where a 20 something can afford a shitty apartment with a shitty job, and you could get a shitty job.

the more I think about it and the older I get I realize that it really IS weird that it's "radical" to say that everyone, no matter their background or how useful they are to society at large, deserves housing and food and comfort and privacy and so on

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i cannot kill myself. i HAVE to live to see this album oh my god its gonna be so peak

can i reinvent the wheel? just once? as a treat? 🥺

theres like a 0% chance ill ever find a way to save this car, but oh my bug how id love to

there's the horrors but yknow, there's also the joy

on some level, i feel embarrassed posting visually scripted code. it feels like im a "fake programmer" somehow, even though i wrote a discord bot in Rust less than a week ago.

my body is a machine that turns redbull into udon

every time im referred to with he/him i kill myself in my mind 200 times

visual scripting is self harm. please never program like this. i spent five hours porting code from UdonSharp to Udon, and my arm hurts in places i havent felt pain in before

when i asked if it could get any worse, it was a fucking rhetorical question!!

I'm going to print this review and put it on a wall

"Beacons" Commission for @astaxol.bsky.social Thank you so much! ^^

UNTIL IT’S DONE, Ep. 4: Sylvia Rivera In the 1970s, queer New Yorkers had been pushed to the margins of NYC. Our trans neighbors faced immense cruelty. But in Sylvia Rivera, they found a champion. As we combat Trump’s politics of darkness, her legacy can light the path forward.

inventory tetris #gamedev

Made a new sona! :'3

inventory tetris #gamedev

spent the last seven hours programming, and it all works flawlessly. hail before the monarch of c# while i claim my rightful throne (a pillow and blanket)

Customer: (not on record) DMV: ? Verdict: ACCEPTED

doing hot they stuff, like kernel panicking gparted (my flash drive is worn out)

And then you see it. As it strangles and beats your friends to death... the sweetest most courageous people in the world. You see the fear and power in its eyes. Then you *know*. That the bourgeois are not human.

this is christian nationalism on full display. this is the most consequential moment in our countries history. this cannot stand, if it does america is finished

TODAY #art #digitalart #hollowknight

I really hate the term "sideloading". I preferred the original term, which was "installing software on a computer that you own"

this is the only 9 to 5 i clock into

working on a sort of "snow trail" system