The woke ginger won't let me sleep. He haunts those dark places where a sane mind might otherwise find respite. He lingers invisibly in the halls and rooms of my faded estate. Whenever I close my eyes, he's there—his awful beard, his yawning maw stretching ever wider.

Castration Movie II Turbo: Hyper Fighting

memoria on 35mm at metrograph :)

anybody can make art. anybody can be an artist. if you want people to think you're special, you have to learn how to juggle.

I'm gonna be talking about Castration Movie at Duke University on my birthday. Being in your 40s is weird.

Nameless Cartographer – Shrouded Peaks of Ourea I. Moss-cloaked Effigies II. Flowstone Passage III. Oracle of the Diaphanous Tower IV. A Gathering of Toads V. Dreaming Pools

I had takoyaki and a ube mochi donut :)

all zines are shipped out for this week but I will go to the post office again some time

top 5 French Jeanne d'Arc biopics: 1. Dreyer (1928) 2. Rivette (1994) 3. Bresson (1962) 4. Méliès (1900) 5. Rivette (1994)

is there anything I should check out in nyc?

after months without seeing so much as a blade of grass, a million purple crocuses have sprung up wherever the snow melted

watching Jacques Rivette's Joan the Maid part one and listening to aughts math rock: yeah I like battles

tbh sometimes I get high and I just say some shit on here

speculative music (dungeon synth, electro, gorge, etc.) feels less like a retreat and more like a margin to which I've been forced, the only remaining ground from which to imagine a world and a future where my life has meaning

I couldn't remember the poem I submitted to taco bell quarterly like a year ago so I looked it up and it's pretty good

I'm shipping out a batch of zine orders tomorrow. otherspaces.bandcamp.com/merch/ishtar...

smoked too much weed and now I'm isometric like a super nintendo rpg

new poetry chapbook "A SAFE PLACE TO BUY", work from summer 2025 to yesterday $4 or best offer, free downloads encouraged <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 frogindustrialconcern.itch.io/a-safe-place...

dungeon synth as an attempt to make meaning in a world where meaning has been made impossible, recontextualizing the signifiers of a past that never was and a future that will never be, a path through a labyrinth with no entrance/exit

Disability is so socially isolating. The world is dead and I am not in it.

happy women's day to women and cisfems

the people on this website don't have enough love in their hearts for the humble ozark chinquapin

Co-wrote an essay with Steven Gimbel on "Jokes, Puns, and Philosophy" featuring an overview of syntactical / semantic / pragmatic approaches to humor! Carnap, Gödel, and Derrida together at last: philpapers.org/rec/MARJPA-5 #philsky

missing these guys

savandepaul.bandcamp.com/album/wifef-... B-B-B-B-BANDCAMP FRIDAY PUSH CUZ A GIRLS GOTTA EAT! GO GO GO GO GO!

that nine games website doesn't have hunt the wumpus :(

been getting into grail quests. listening to tall tales from shady wizards. putting on armor. getting lost in fruitless search for divine relics that bring me face to face with my many moral failures.

Our crowdfunding for Castration Movie Anthology iii. Year of the Hyaena is now live :3 www.kickstarter.com/projects/wea...

keep writing but never let yourself become a writer

new hasji!

it's wifefucker friday! new music from Ishtar Sr. and a new zine from Other Spaces!

cat surgery tomorrow

got excited cause I thought they were bringing back lightning bugs but it's just some tv show

the snow is starting to melt. I saw a patch of bare ground with grass coming up out of it. there's birdsong. I lived.

I thought paçzki were just overpriced jelly donuts but I was so wrong

I put some new stuff up on internet archive this morning, including Jamie Berrout's translations of the late Argentinean travesti theorist and organizer Lohana Berkins. archive.org/details/loha...

I got invited to a panel for trans elders :(

new hasji!

months after reading a/s/l and I'm still thinking about it. probably my favorite contemporary novel since dhalgren, which is a book I own a t-shirt of.

one day I'd like to hear some of the stories they tell about me

I just put Aoi Fukuyama's Needlepoint up on the archive, which I think is the only photography zine the Trans Women Writers Collective ever released. Really cool work! archive.org/details/aoi-...

next Friday, 3/6 Savan DePaul drops her new Ishtar Sr. record – savandepaul.bandcamp.com/album/wifef-... Other Spaces drops the exclusive lyrics zine – otherspaces.bandcamp.com/merch/ishtar...

ow fuck ouch my autumnal city

[0010076] No poetry has a subject. Always "the work has no particular subject"

I still like some of my old poems

post a pic you took, no context, to bring some zen to the feed

gary numan looking at a tiny pyramid voice: hell yeah, man. feels pretty good. I love this shit.

is anyone who doesn't suck publishing visual / experimental / nonverbal poetry?