my brain feels weird... is this what thyroid meds do? delete my account? yes/no

I think I'm giving myself a time out. I'm clearly a complete asshole.

I'm sorry

there is literally no ethical reason to oppose its universal availability. Anyone who opposes it is suspect.

Yes, I have to sleep on the floor, but I have two $500 100% duck down pillows, satin pillowcases, four comforters, a 20 lb super fuzzy weighted blanket, about about 12 other blankets to choose from, a BLÅHAJ and every kind of black panther squishmallow ever issued. Why am I alone?

I start thyroid meds in the morning. I've known I had thyroid problems for years but couldn't get docs to listen. Every woman in my fam... mother, sisters, aunts, cousins, nieces, and it's a big family... has had thyroid problems for generations, sometimes nearly killing them. Some men too.🧵

If you see this, post your getaway vehicle

Go to your Gmail account and tell me how many drafts you have accidentally accumulated in your drafts folder (where else would they be? Look! There they are! The things with no subject or contents!)

I start thyroid meds in the morning. Hopefully this will stop my nails from shattering into pieces when I try to button a blouse.

I make no apologies for who I am and if you don't like it I'm really really sorry. 🥺

Loneliness Skeet

I'm sorry. If you're expecting me to be a role model, if you're expecting me to be a perfect advocate. If you're expecting me to represent trans women as a positive image, give leftists good representation, any of that shit. There are people who have that skill. That's not my skill. I'm here as me.

What SHOULD work is the United States Constitution's First Amendment which makes states banning flags illegal.

Woke up to the sound of beeping. They're putting new McMansions in the woods again.

Thinking about putting myself up for auction. Might raise a couple hundred bucks.

It's hilarious to me how since Amazon etc. wont sell 510 threaded vape batteries, sellers are now selling "soldering iron tips" with vape batteries and buyers are leaving reviews about "discrete soldering" and "soldering with their favorite flavor solder tips" etc.

I'm close to fed up and I just might let you know it. I might pull a Schumer on you and say something tepid.

I think something bad is happening to me

MAKE LIKE IT'S 1923 AND RE-NATIONALIZE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILWAYS!!!! WHO THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO SELL IT TO THE AMERICANS

Doctors are so fucking out of touch. Told my neuro I couldn't switch to the migraine med she wants me on every day because it's over $1000 for 8 pills even when using a GoodRx plan. She messages back that she's mailed me some *discount coupons* she had in her office. Right. Thanks.

Yeah I came across this video yesterday and I think it sums it up well.

*raps valerate vial on counter* is this stuff working? It's been over 24 hours, I'm supposed to be feeling GOOD now.

Am I even a real person?

you will never live in, cannot even visit, the world of your what-ifs. all of us can only live in the world of the is, the world of the now, dreaming of the worlds to come. so don’t torture yourself trying to live in these what-ifs, when yr the best you that this world has ever seen.

This is confusing to me... I thought I was black... do I have to choose?

I'm sleepy and I wanna be LAZY today but I have a telehealth therapist thingie in an hour with a person who's doing eval for my WPATH letter so I can't just look like a fucking slug 😭 dammit.

there is so much pressure on transfems to use our dicks and its fucking weird and gross and I hate penis obsessed chasers so much I don't have the words to properly express it

Someone from local PRIDE emailed me to let me know of groups I can participate in. Every single one of them meets & coordinates on Facebook. Besides YOU KNOW, FB kicked me off for not using my deadname in 2009. When I signed up with my now-legal name they INSTABANNED ME. Come on people, wise up.

Fuckit. I've held out long enough. Time to vape.

I'm tearing up. 😢

AAAAANNNDD I just made a complete ass of myself in someone's DMs. I will never learn to shut my stupid fucking mouth.

Am I the only one who has a mild headache the afternoon/evening after her injection? (I inject in midmorning.)

Switched to smaller gauge today. Neato nifty keen gee whiz! etc.

I was against the death penalty until the Gaza genocide. Now I kinda don't give a shit what you do to those responsible if they're brought to justice (unlikely). You might say that perpetuates things in a sense, and yeah, maybe. Guess I've been dehumanized. Whatev.

So ditzy this morning... just boofed a vial of estrogen. Everything should be ok, right?

The House is scheduled to vote today on bipartisan legislation that would make it illegal for Americans to participate in pressure campaigns against Israel... Meanwhile...

I love it when my reply to some guy embarrasses him to the point he deletes his skeet. 😂

When the topic is women the conflict is that women are failing society. When the topic is men it's that society is failing them.

Feeling a touch of imposter syndrome when the botchecker wants me to confirm I'm human.

It's fucked up that meds apps won't let me schedule a 5 day cycle. It's either weekly, daily, or scheduled individual doses. So for a 5 day cycle I have to enter a pile of individual dose reminders 5 days apart. PITA. Humans are stupid. Chemicals/biology don't know what a fucking calendar is.

I'm constantly hungry now with strange cravings. Who knocked me up?

The U.S. has less than 5% of the world's population but nearly 1/4 of its prisoners. That's not a justice system, it's a carceral regime. The damn country is a carceral-police regime with two right-wing parties.

no site can withstand the amount of need people have, whether it's starving Gazans or homeless trans people, and there's a guilt and a sense that inability to act contributes to a kind of passive evil, but you know what makes you a verifiably shit person? reporting one of these accounts for spam.

MIGRAINE sufferers: Because Topamax is making my hands and feet numb/burny, my neuro wants to switch me to Nurtec. Anyone got any spearmints with taking Nurtec? spearience? (what, me talking childishly isn't cute? 🥺) dammit. I'm lying in bed on a Sunday morning. picture it. 😁 no? 😠 bastages.

Something about getting tattooed makes me feel SO comfy in my body.