We should bring back dropping cryptic clues to our emotional states through the sharing of highly curated songs on our profiles

I've been saying since day one that when stelle gets a gun alt she should either be using kafkas ivory and ebony guns or have equally dorky guns. (engraved with some shit like "death / rebirth" or "trail / blaze" or "trans / gender")

the problem is not that you are bad at writing or drawing it is that you are bad at believing in yourself and the things you make.

i find most discussions about characters' moral greyness boring and uninspired but it's really funny when the character in question isn't even human and any notion of human morality is completely foreign to them

anything that involves carrying a foreign object or another entity inside your body can be considered pregnancy horror to some degree, especially if it's something that corrupts you or drives you insane

saw a post i liked on tumblr today.....didnt see that they'd posted it on their account here but i wish they would its a sentiment that resonated w me more than making "good" art it's just important to make art....thanks man

when ur constantly thinking abt a ship and running detailed visual simulations of scenarios in ur head but none of it comes out as writing or drawing. only, like. constant, overwhelming yearning for the concept

i'm gonna be honest i can't take a lot of angsty talk about mydei's experience in the sea of souls seriously because to me it's clear that the main reason hoyo wrote that he was dropped there as a Baby is for Vibes and Aura

this is phainon teaching the other heirs to cook in the restaurant event

praying to the formless new-age deity known as “girl” for help (cyrene)

i like the idea that this image of a perfect hero that phainon has is as genuine as it is a facade

thinking about phainon freshly drafted into okheman army after aglaea took him in. he rushes into battle without thinking, he lacks technique and can't manage his energy, he gets so lost in the fight that he stops obeying orders and puts himself and his comrades in danger

you will be happy. you are going to be happy. even when it sucks you are going to eat good food and talk to your friends and watch a good movie and stand in the sun. and you are going to be happy.

godhood as dehumanization 👌

been having a lot of madoka magica x amphoreus brainworms lately. in order to perform her duty a magical girl has to go through a ritual that basically turns her into a reanimated corpse whose sole purpose is being a vessel for the power within her

love when divinity and monstrosity are two sides of the same coin

what bugs me the most about all those character coding arguments is that i think people tend to forget that coding requires intent from the author and you really have to ask yourself "how likely is the creator of this work to imply such coding and why would they do it"

post-canon phainon healing arc where he gets back into antique appraisal and relearns how to love things that are broken and worn down by time and use. maybe he even learns some restoration techniques, takes his time to get used to caring for things and mending them instead of destroying

bsky feels like a breath of fresh air after just a few days of being more active on twitter

been really into all the aquila!hyacine concepts lately, there's just something so cool and unsettling about this cute pink kind-hearted healer who's all sunshine and rainbows suddenly looking like an eldrich monster

why is the tribbie-khaslana parallels thread that i thought was pretty mid and not nearly as interesting as some of my other threads popping off on twitter

okay that's enough odazaiposting we have enough bricks to build a house by the ocean to write novels in

anyway (major madoka magica spoilers)

as much as i'd love to see him live and heal, odasaku had no other choice but to die; not only because he had to die for dazai's character development but because this conclusion to his arc makes the most sense

i feel like among all the possible universes within the book there are ones that don't meet dazai's criteria of a happy life for odasaku (=being alive and writing novels) but turn out way better than the beast one

as much as i hate to admit it it seems like beast dazai was right when he said that the world he created is the only one where odasaku is alive and writing novels cause like these are the two main requirements he's looking for in each given world so

one of my silliest hcs is that odasaku's entire vinyl collection consists of stuff he looted on his jobs as an assassin and he TRIED going to the record store with the specific purpose of choosing something he likes enough to buy but it just Doesn't Hit The Same

my hottest bsd take is that og odasaku was never going to leave the mafia and start writing novels cause it wasn't really about that. it was something he convinced himself he needed to do and not something he actively desired to accomplish (even if he didn't fully realize it)

i love the way odasaku keeps insisting that he's just some guy and not a hero or someone remarkable and deserving of attention because while he can't quite forgive himself for everything he did, he still tries to be better

feel like reposting a couple of my odasaku threads from twitter...

if you think about it, a jujutsu sorcerer is also a madomagi-esque magical girl, especially geto with the way his cursed technique works

meet my favorite characters! that one friend that's too timeloop, that one friend that's too timeloop, that one friend that's too timeloop, that one friend that's too timelo-

rotating mydei in my head again. i think that even if becoming the king of kremnos and a demigod of strife wasn't 100% his choice, he still reframed that as the choice /he/ made in order to protect what he holds dear and that's what matters to him

semi-related but the LAST thing i expected from this fandom is birthing SEVERAL phaidei svsss or svsss-inspired aus

people write anaxa like he's chu wanning but honestly he's more shen qingqiu to me

i relate to phaidei's 10 days 10 nights duel because i, too, once had a friendship that started with us arguing about headcanons and characterization in the replies for a while before we were both like "actually i really enjoy our discussions let's be friends"

good news: sumeru chronicled banner and flins aren't in the same half bad news: nothing stops me from being greedy and stupid and trying to pull on both

loved when phainon said "don't you ever forget my worthless pride" when he scratched nanook in the animated short

what if you were thrown into a body possession trope but instead of an evil spirit it was a woman who treats your body and your brain like it's her new vacation home with a fancy attic and her favorite pastime is annoying the shit out of you

what adjustments cerces. why are you rearranging his insides like furniture

something i found interesting is that for a story about a simulation amphoreus surprisingly lacks that "nothing's real and therefore nothing matters" existential crisis that usually comes with the territory and, in fact, skips it entirely to focus on its main theme of fate vs free will

sometimes i look at things written before amphoreus release/around 3.0 or certain pre-3.4 theories and just sigh. don't get me wrong, i absolutely love the story that we got so far but oh the possibilities

i think about this a lot

phainon

i got like four hours of sleep and i have no energy to emote send help

my brain is so fried bro

is that a SUITS reference in my cute phainaxa office au fanart

i haven't spent nearly enough time rewatching/rereading everything amphoreus-related to let it marinate in my brain properly, that's why nothing is cooking in there

i wonder if anyone in the atz fandom thought of seongjoong as cerysilens yet

love this pic of suguru because he has that look of someone who has been kissed senseless for an hour straight, dazed expression, lazy smile, messy hair and everything