#hsr sometimes i think robin is too flawless and almost get baited into thinking she lacks writing depth and then i have to sit down and calmly remind myself that robin is meant to contrast sunday and that her kindness, charity, and personal approach to hardships is an allegory to christian ideals

i have such a hard time worldbuilding but as it turns out the problem isn't a lack of ideas. i just can't name things for shit

#dnd time to revert back to my manic pixie dream girlfriend™ personality and write down a bunch of disconnected ideas then hammer them into shape like a crazy inventor overdosing on caffeine as i craft a new world

"she was a fairy 🧚🏻‍♀️✨" (in the sense that she needs constant reassurance of being liked and wanted or she'll die)

it's that time of the month again (wanting to adopt a cat and a dog)

more frog, again. seasonal frog

i need mydei artists who draw him in modern fashion to STOP accessorizing that man, i have poor self control and a deep love for ear cuffs

saw a video of a group of women knights and one of them wore chest and shoulder armor with a beautiful long skirt and hip plates while another had a breastplate, leather pants, a bomber jacket and aviator glasses. i've never felt this much envy over opposite styles in the gender spectrum at once

Turn on the TV. Doesn’t matter what channel.

nothing is as hard as going to work on your first day of vacation from classes

reflections on physical touch after therapy: "maybe i DO reject contact after all" "wait no i reject it when someone demands it of me or complains me into it instead of positively inviting me" "hmm i definitely have people i'm 100% comfortable with" "oh god i'm a cat with a list of favorite people."

reflections on physical touch after therapy: "maybe i DO reject contact after all" "wait no i reject it when someone demands it of me or complains me into it instead of positively inviting me" "hmm i definitely have people i'm 100% comfortable with" "oh god i'm a cat with a list of favorite people."

i feel so head empty no thoughts after finishing v3.7, amphoreus truly became my everything and drove me crazy for a full year and now that it's over it's like any discussions trying to expand on the world outside of canon completely goes over my mind

#hsr 3.8 about to be dead as fuck let's goooo

irl entered the room while i study for finals and immediately drew evil catzai in front of my salad

Solitude was an old nightmare. It came like a silent scream of despair, built a home in his hollow body, and desolated him until dawn.

lygus is such a pathetic being he thinks discovering an aeon is a wound on his chest, adorns that wound with seeping blood, and cradles it with the golden arms of the aeon he wishes to serve instead. and even then, he fails 33 million times by having his own tool for destruction rebel against him

#hsr HOW in 8 patches has NO ONE commented on lygus' design. obsessed with being "out of the cave", yet covers his own eyes. craves destruction, so he designs an avatar after the golden aeon he wasn't chosen by. cradling a self as empty as his missing heart, like a petulant child throwing a tantrum

#hsr completing late content is always fun because i'll forever hate gold and gears and all the simulated universe expansion modules (herta was SO STINGY screwllum i'll always love you for being a real one) but at least i get to cheese through with phainon and his billions of damage

i've cried so much these past few days i could permanently hydrate all the plants i ever killed by forgetting to water them

sigh

starting december with a bugged currency wars that won't reset for 2 weeks now plus YET ANOTHER bronya light cone, this truly will be A Month huh

#hsr every time someone draws cerydra being shy towards hysilens a fairy dies

little marionette doll, dancing to everyone's tune but her own little marionette doll, when will you learn? little marionette doll, one day you'll finally seize your strings and pull the entire theatre down with you

love this art so much, i've been yearning badly for the chance to just hang out casually with people so it hit the exact spot for me x.com/HoYoLAB_Mimo...

ENOUGH NORMAL SOCIALIZATION I'M TOO GAY FOR THIS!!!!!! I'M SUPPOSED TO BE AT HOME YEARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just saw a cipher cosplayer dancing to a nightcore version of just dance and i'm devastated. i'm NEVER gonna be this cool

#hsr ngl i know it's like. a slippery slope because hoyoverse tends to model the aesthetics of a planet based on the ideas they plan to develop during each story, but i'd rather have them change the aesthetics and name of benzaitengoku than have to butcher the story due to censorship like in inazuma

honestly i don't fault phaidei for fishing for compliments and aura farming near each other, feeling wanted by your partner is just nice, plain and simple, and sometimes couples get too comfortable being in a formal relationship and forget to properly treasure each other

#hsr it makes me lightheaded to remember that cerydra unified amphoreus under OKHEMA but would still hold so many feasts and celebrations in styxia, simply because that was her gift to hysilens

#hsr "mydei would tease phainon for molting" you fools. YOU BUFFOONS. he collects every single one of them. first drawer of his nightstand. phainon has no idea

if i had a dollar for every time i had a panic attack at work and nearly fainted i'd be rich. makes me wish i could write ode to terrible hours again

#hsr i should be asleep. have beagle coconut as my favorite meme

#hsr i'm still collecting nymphs and after knowing they are born from phainon's memories over the cycles it's so much cuter to observe each of them and find out what they reference

shout out to that one time when my therapist started asking me about my hobbies and habits and i talked SO MUCH about media analysis and creative writing that she had to stop me and ask if i ever STOP thinking because she couldn't imagine a person being able to sleep with a head like mine

#hsr it's so funny to me that i heard mydei call phainon "deliverer" ONCE and immediately clocked the mockery in his tone expressing that phainon is just phainon with him, with no need to be a deliverer carrying others' expectations, yet never realized it might be the same for mydei as a prince

i can always count on my brain to serve me angst when i'm busy and have no time to write

it's so attractive i want to [This message was removed by the Department of Health and Human Services.]

someone posted random memes in the cursed bird app and i snatched myself this one for whenever i think about phainon's choker

#bsd thinking a lot about odazai and their broken sense of belonging during the dark era tonight

THAT one the last of the real ones phaidei edit always makes me so nostalgic for 3.0-3.1 phaidei, can hoyo please make a whole sidegame of amphoreus where indeed the entire journey is about defeating the titans and conquering glory for themselves 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

#hsr so the red and blue nymphs who meet in castrum kremnos not only have phaidei colors but the blue/night one asks you a riddle about the divided aspects of strife and the red/day one asks you a riddle about the sun's blazing flames. ok. alright.

someone posted random memes in the cursed bird app and i snatched myself this one for whenever i think about phainon's choker

feeling like i need to be sedated every time i look at anything phainon, mydei, or phaidei related

cat sleeping on a giant snorlax plush

🕯️Flins

#bsd thinking a lot about odazai and their broken sense of belonging during the dark era tonight