Having forced to move in with familt thats at least 500km away from anyone i know is truly fucked up dude. Back to square one, but also more broke on top of it ✨️

God i hate living in an age where im subjected to excessively low quality and shitty content with advertisements at every corner. I would kill to just get out and see a friend or something and do stuff together. Thus suckss

Have to see doctors again to make sure i havent got cancer, medical issues are still going on with my bowels which have been very sudden. I have a lot of the symtoms of either IBD or rectal cancer and its been a bit stressful lately. Hopefully its only as bad as IBD or Colitis but i have no idea

People wonder why i get so easily pissed off and with trust issues, why i struggle to express myself and open up. Why i struggle to allow myself to be around new people or smile. Its always been who i was but i have never wanted to be this way, i was forced to be this way my entire life.

Lord knows i need to be on medication 24/7 and have people to help me with living to a good enough standard because i cant manage on my own, not at this point anyway. I really want to have stability for once, theres not been a moment to breathe with all the stress.

Cant even tell what people to trust anymore with such personal things. Or that it is taken seriously, that people would care enough to be mindful of things that affected me Its been horrid. Lonely. Painful.

Sincerely struggling atm in life. Every angle and at every possible stage i have felt abandoned, ignored, lied to and used. For years ive been scraping my way to get better and all of that went to nothing with the single most insulting way possible. I just want to be myself dude, i want to live.

he ate too much hotpot :( [ #anthroart #furryart #art ]

OH MY GOSH THIS YEEN

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Finding out your ex is dating someone theyve been increasingly seeing more than you before your relationship ended does start to make you think that they cheated on you lmao

another lazy burr doodle #feral #feralnsfw

Commissions are open

bro i need to work out so bad but this 40 degree weather in sydney is killing me and keeping me indoors haha i wanna look thin again mann, all this sitting around is just making me wanna snack

someone caught u staring...

Progress is progress

MARTENZILLA 🌃🔥

Man I love✨️ dog ✨️

puppy boy swag #furry #art #furrynsfw #furryart #nsfwart #pinup

The atrocious drawback of being a night owl and needing a proper sleep schedule

i would do ANYTHING for morpho books - and i do mean anything.

I met my favourite Pokémon at MFF! #puppyplay #pupplay #ukpup

DAMNIT THE FRENCH WIN AGAIN

Custom ref from a few years ago

Cocktober 2025 - Day 12 penetration^2

Yea

Pounce!

Another new adoptable! 🏜️

Me when i get my hands on @shekhels.bsky.social

Doodlin

❌ trad-wife ✅ trad-wolf

Remus is amab but has genital dysphoria so he exchanged it for the other part instead, he's dating Mathan the bear cop who work in the same building as him🐻

I share this message once again because two of these really seem to have bounced back from being on-sight cancelable kinks, and certain people aren't happy.

Warm Glow 🕯

I want someone to sleep with me for a night... i want to feel company

So little time to change so many things. forced to find new roommates, needing to probably be put on more medications, therapy, find a job, fix my health and relearn how to be a person again. theres so much to do, and i only have a couple months for the harder ones.

The stoat returns by request, along with a marten.

Float on

waog anisota.net

God, Apple Music casually hitting hard in the feelings with the music lately while im laying on the floor

BITE‼️

No hands, just vibing 👋 on FA: furaffinity.net/view/63189420/ 💖: patreon.com/ahogedog

Also im sorry to the folks who follow me for the art, i kinda dont have any other place to put these thoughts and talking to myself makes me feel like a psycho lgjdkndns This is just how its gonna be for a bit

I dont know exactly what to do anymore, if i really have been that far off with using my heart. I dont know if i should trust myself anymore. Things feel so intense and it worries me what that really means about me, why i do that to myself.

It is very alarming how easy it is to get emotionally attached to people in a romantic sense. It scares me, and isnt good for me. I have hurt myself by fantasising and leading myself on, causing myself distress when i see someone i like being sexually active with others.

Lazy