anyway, sleepy time now, i have a headache... probably due to not having a monster today, eep. caffeine dependency is real. my plushies say goodnight

in terms of fetish I find it interesting how vastly different sensory needs and preferences are across different individuals. some don't care for it, some don't want it, some are really specific with it, and some can't get enough (until it's too much. and sometimes that's the point)

happens

little bug....

i gave myself a thorough bath like i was a puppy being groomed and now I'm all soft and clean and it feels good... sometimes big self care is necessary... i hope all doggies out there are able to get some self care in and feel nice and comfy too

take the time away from the world for yourself, it's a safe way to realise what your body needs, reflect and introspect, and when you go back into the world, nurture those needs, because it is imperative to the nourishment of your soul. do what you need to be comfy and happy, all for yourself 🐾

i have to get this out of my head cw nsfw somnophilia plushophilia

awrruff

don't underestimate yourself or your worth

it is cold,, the dog,, yearns for snuggle

oug... look at it... i dont think it has a brain... its so stupid... gguh... it just makes weird noises and stares at me wagging its dumb tail.... its so stupid.... patting its dumb empty head until it bites me

sleep time, goodnight from my favorite plushie cuddle pile 💤

dog

pats for all brave stupid dogs

the risk of being caught makes him behave cw feral nsfw public

afraid ive kinda cooked with the thing i just drew

I accidentally proposed the idea of a huge event for the lunch my project has to do and I have to be so real being a team leader / project manager is stressful ;w; I am just a dog,, it is nice that there are some participants who are really passionate about it, it does take some pressure off

most beautiful plant to ever grace the world with its existence and luckiest dog to watch it grow

I SAW A RAT

i think the differences in lives of siblings is really interesting. both of mine have successful careers and long term partners and my sister is starting to build a family. meanwhile i am a queer freak dog. i think i am arguably set to be happier in life if i keep following this path

we couldn't euthenize him so we just removed his brain, he no longer has desires, one step closer to becoming a plushie

I think I need to find a recipe to make extremely hard biscuits. Like teethers? But bone shaped

you shouldn't say things like that, what's wrong with you? sorry, we are going to euthanize him

self service

honestly you probably shouldn't be talking to your plushies like that, or at all

autism dog brain is real because sometimes I'll formulate a question or reply that makes perfect sense to me but when I say it people will respond as though I just growled at them

honestly it's about time cw feral nsfw watersports

there are some things i really wish i could repost

i love the moon so, so much. really

i love my plushies

sleepoverrrr!

me making excessive piss jokes over the last 4 years

i feel so fucking feral today, i need to go home and fuck and bite my plushies and then draw freak shit

don't underestimate yourself or your worth

ggrrf.... woof

somebody needs to silence me before I start ripping my clothes off, pissing on the floor and barking at everybody in my vicinity

nobody, nobody has seen or knows the extreme extent to which i repressed my entire being and self my whole life. i am now uninhibited, and it will NEVER be selfish. i know how to keep myself safe, i respect and love people, and i fucking love and respect myself. it is my turn to live.

artistically expressing is as close as i can get to meeting physical expression needs and desires, i need to live a life full of expressing perversion because by i am by nature perverse. i am a little fucking freak and i will not repress that any longer. i am a pervert!!! pervert artist freak!!!

i am a freak full of excessive depravity and i need to artistically express it

dog want

i can't fucking STAND IT ANYMORE !!! that dog that I FUCKING HATE. FUCK. UGH

fuck

u cant go out dressed like that man

Gotta love a messy "sword sheathing"! Something tells me Undrethyl will be asking Elargar to show him tricks like these more often!

sleepy doodles...

i expressed needs / boundaries multiple times today (and in the last days) and it was really scary and honestly i want to cry but ultimately i know the energy and emotional toll from not doing that would have been so, so much worse. so i have to say, I am proud of myself ;w;

i feel i need to put out there that sexual expression towards my art / characters is okay, but towards me directly can be uncomfortable unless we've established something. i am very open with sexual expression and draw porn but it doesn't mean I want to rp or have sexual advances towards me

i can't post every single thought i have (partly because some are not translatable to words) but i can sum up briefly with: awrfff wrff grrrff awrf grrrffff nnmmnnn BARK awrff wrff

if you ever catch me wagging my tail and giggling and wruffing into my plushies like a dumb dog um I'll have you know i am actually ve