think i need to shower, do my shot (i’m a week late so that’s probably half the reason i’m depressed rn) and just lay around doodling and reading

MY BAD - dashare.zone ADMIN

finally sending my pc for repairs this weekend and realizing that the techs are almost certainly going to see that i named my computer "goonstation",

there is really something so touching about laying down and a little cat coming over to lay on top of you every single time

フェンリス練習。

Another beautiful Wednesday clocking in to the torture factory

tfw people are saying ffxiv msq is actually good again for the first time in 3 years, but you're working 60 hours a week and haven't had the chance to play it yet and suddenly your tl is being flooded with spoilers. uh oh sisters

if papalymo was in shb he would have hit emet selch with a "young man" and emet selchs head would have exploded from rage

grief， i’ve learned， is really just love. it’s all the love you want to give but cannot. all that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes， the lump in your throat， and the hollow part of your chest.

Everytime I try to join a discord server it's like this

annoy your husband -> profit?????

bro watch out you got the warriors of light doing the happy tail

i got rid of that migraine from last week only for the stress of this morning's "come up with $10,000 in 6 months" to bring it roaring back. fuck me dude

i realize this may make me sound slightly insane to anyone unaware of my past issues with fandom, but i've decided i will try to be brave and start rting/complimenting eng-speaking artists that i don't personally know again. i may increase this to fic writers as well but we'll see lmfao

sleep token is releasing an instrumental version of Even in Arcadia in two days??? NEVER KILL YOURSELF

i shan't kill myself, chat. there's too much phaidei that i haven't seen or created yet

put in a position where i basically have to come up with something like $10,000 by november. rise n grind, boys

evergreen post

Bring back the ancient knowledge

for a long time i felt like the kind of synesthesia i have (physically feeling sound) is boring and sucks compared to like, seeing sound as color. but then i got a pair of noise-canceling bass boosted headphones for music and it changed my fucking life

watch the post-Elpis cutscene with Venat from Endwalker again, and as always, it hit me like a ton of bricks. this dialogue genuinely makes me ugly cry every fucking time

*guy who has had a migraine for two fucking days* i WILL finish this chapter of my gay fanfiction by tomorrow night, so help me god

need to get my pc repaired so i can get good at gpose and force everyone to look at my gray catboy in his tryhard glam and his lore appropriate name that i thought way too hard about when i was making him 8 years ago (oh god. the inexorable march of time)

took a gpose of the queers i cant stop thinking about and will miss during maintenance instead of sleeping for work🧎

he wants to play wuwa too

the alt text on this one is goated lmfao

many ways you can make healers look cool in a trailer. a friend gets critically wounded; hero is covered in their blood & starts pouring so much mana into them, grass and flowers begin to sprout from the ground that used to be barren. stands up, starts walking towards their enemy looking pissed. etc

19 year old mutual: Have you perhaps considered that shipping the princess with the knight has a problematic power imbalance, hmmmmm? 30 year old mutual: Thinking about ordering jerk chicken for lunch

Thanks Barret ur right 🌍

nobody laugh, but youtube was recommending a bunch of videos to me of luuk from wuwa being beautiful and Thirsty for rover while his banner was going, and i've been playing wuwa since then for... no particular reason...

MMY WIFE IS HERE!!!!!! AAAAAAAAA

my adhd superpower is losing my phone 5 times a day despite the fact that i almost never go anywhere

I love playing games because it lets me live my wildest fantasies, such as waking up fully rested, and owning my own house

got so lost in the sauce with coding and editing that i forgot to eat dinner again, and now my cereal is just a big blob of soggy bran. Ew

in honor of tomodachi life's sequel finally being released I've gotta share the best mii video of all time again

very odd feeling when a coworker that i really get along with sends me multiple thoughtful gifts for my birthday, but she has no idea i'm trans, and is the kind of person that thinks eIon msk is cool and went to a charIie krk memorial that she described as "so spiritual and beautiful"

drinking 200mg caffeine at 12:30 am and getting sleepy. real ADHD hours

good news is, i know what’s wrong with my pc the bad news is, the CPU is fried other good news is the manufacturer is replacing it without a fuss, i just have to send it all in and they’re paying for shipping boxing up PCs is a nightmare though, not looking forward to that. this thing is huge too

after the final Era Nova #phaidei

so bummed out about my PC dying right before my first vacation in over a year that i just realized it’s almost 3pm and i haven’t eaten anything since yesterday. oof

my writing assistant is hard at work

░Y░A░O░I░ ░I░N░ ░B░I░O░

had this PC for four months and it's randomly restarted about 7 times today. surely it will fix itself and isn't indicative of a problem that's going to become a massive headache

Yor Forger 🌹 #スパイファミリー

he’s helping me with my spreadsheets (yes i’m still clocked in to work fml)

tagged in this! how fun, brought back memories i used a different color for "had an artist draw a scene for your fic" since my answer is "kinda?". it was more like a collaboration, during a 'big bang' event for Fallout New Vegas fandom back in 2013. i wrote a fic and someone drew art to go with it