Okay so I was gifted dinner money hecc! Getting a steaky dinner. ;-;

I suddenly desire a diner steak dinner. To celebrate. Alas! Shouldn't spend it. But. The temptation.

Just tested negative for covid, thank the GODS. I'm still unwell, obviously, but now? It feels like I'm making healing progress. Like I can. I'm having a gummy to celebrate. HECC it.

I've just found Red Dwarf streaming on demand again. I'll see y'all in about three seasons.

What if you’re not broken? The world just wasn’t made to contain you.

I've parked my cane next to the bed, instead of by the door. I'm a learning machine!

This is trans representation.

I had to get up to pee, and I managed to find housecleaning wipes and started cleaning again (I scrubbed a DOOR) and now I'm tapped out. At least I used my cane to get to the bathroom? Aheh.

I've been sick for two weeks of resting! ;-; I'm gonna nap, promise! I've even got the America's test kitchen channel on in the background.

Good morning

I had a little energy and opened the curtains and vacuumed and did a little cleaning and now I'm back in the bed hugging George and with Alejandro on my back. Drained. HECC.

simon says happy monday

Happy Indigenous Peoples’ Day

It is so weird falling asleep then being awake again on a 'normal' diurnal schedule. Nine? AM?

Oh. Then no. Because relationships require emotional investment, and that requires care. The cost of love is grief and the cost of taking a chance is disappointment

Taking my meds! If you've forgotten yours, this is a reminder! Hello!

Can't take credit for the awesome Amphifa logo, but the one I designed is free to use! Here's a png with no background. You can buy sticker paper everywhere and use a normal printer to print them out!

The crickets are so loud tonight and I just know they’re reciting the most beautiful poetry

Good idea: Making myself a pot of rice. Crow function requires regular rice offerings. Yes indeed.

As a bit we should convince trump that leaving trans people alone will get him into heaven

You are worthy of respect, of friendship, of love. Sometimes you may need to work harder to bring it forth, but never doubt that it is within you.

Rain today. Such blue gray rain.

Screm!

Deep breath checkpoint! If you're doomscrolling, unclench your jaw and take a few deep breaths as you enjoy this Brown Creeper creepin' Shoddy camerawork and urban park audio, but the bird is too cute not to share #birds

You know what, it’s worth a try

In bed buried in blankets with my heating pad, corner window room during the first real soaking noreaster in the season. Gray rain, blue room. Soft crow healing. Sipping from a cold mug of tea. Cold radiating from the rain behind long blue curtains.

Dream realized. I managed to fit all in me. Deliciously.

I dreamed a dream of of fruit gone by, melons ripened and half-rotten. I dream of fruit flies flying high! On fermenting fruit besotted.

I've got half a cantaloupe, a spoon, and a dream

"The World of the Dark Crystal" documentary (1983, 1 hour) is available for free on Youtube. >> www.catsuka.com/breves/2025-...

Good morning, creatures. Don’t worry about all the teeth. They will replace themselves in their time. You will stay sharp.

Watching The Expanse and now I want to make Belter food. Red kibble sounds real fun and delicious...

Giant cuppa tea! Yes.

I keep forgetting that I have a wonky stomach until my gummy kicks in and suddenly food exists for me personally again. Given I'm still covid positive I'm going to have to emerge for supplies like a hibernating animal. With a mask on. Worth it. Let's go. There's ravioli and ripe melon!

Covid self portrait day eleven? I think?

Covid sucks so very. Back in the bed.

I've finally moved from the bed to the chair. And I've eaten fruit and bread and a little cheese and meat. And a gummy. I'm so tired.

I get ppl like the Jem'Hadar but we all know that the Misfit’Hadar songs were better.

I really need to do laundry and cook and I just don't have the energy for it. Hecc. I've managed some bread, margarine, and salami and rehydrating drink. Barely. I'm so done with this already. It's been two weeks! HECC.

#birdbot

There are no carnivorous plants big enough to eat you, and there’s a good reason for that. Check out this piece I wrote for Smithsonian Magazine to learn why. 🌱

it would probably be sorta hard for just anyone to do it *this well* because it requires you to actually be normal about trans people, but still it feels important to state for the record that WE ARE NOT HARD TO STAND UP FOR AND ANY OF THEM COULD DO IT.

Unsolicited dik-dik pic!

Happy National Coming Out Day!

“Croaking” Raven in a palm tree. Hail the genius bird. 🪶🌿

I WOULD LIKE TO NOT BE SICK ANYMORE THANK YOU

UNTIL IT’S DONE, Ep. 4: Sylvia Rivera In the 1970s, queer New Yorkers had been pushed to the margins of NYC. Our trans neighbors faced immense cruelty. But in Sylvia Rivera, they found a champion. As we combat Trump’s politics of darkness, her legacy can light the path forward.

its really frustrating trying to speak up for trans people's basic human rights and dignity when 'hey maybe please dont play a video game about teen wizards in recognition of the harm it does" was seen as a completely unrealistic demand.

Frog and Toad stand up to ICE