As Bloodlines 2 threatens to come out, looming like, I dunno, something large that looms, on the horizon—a boat? a draft horse?—remember that you still have time to play Vampire: The Masquerade — Night Road, "the best Vampire game ever" according to some guy who followed me from Twitter to Bluesky

ran into a spider in the kitchen and lemme tell you, that lil guy made a u-turn so fast i could hear the screeching of all eight tires

came across the top surgery mantra “kitties, not titties” and as a inveterate cat lover I am incensed I didn't think of this myself

the trend of looking at photographs of your childhood and adolescence to look at the ways you exhibited signs of queerness or just the difference between your attempts to conform and your present day self has me so sad. I'll never again get a chance to look through old pictures of myself.

gosh it feels like it's been at least a year

It's my favorite month, at last 🎃

the unfortunate urge to soften and reduce and apologize for one's masculinity

have been reminded of the lesbian finger length…thing, and I find it very funny that my index and ring fingers are noticeably different on both hands, not just the left

My leg is doing better, so I've been trying to stay on my feet a little more often, but it can still get quite painful. I can't do much more than get up to put the kettle on or stand to brush my teeth in the evening, so no cooking or cleaning or going outside. But hey! it's better than nothing. 🤸🏻

I don't want to keep getting older in this body.

Feeling desperate (with a soupçon of panic 🤏) as winter approaches with its rising costs and higher bills. Please do put first those who need help literally surviving, but if you have a little bit to spare and want to help me out, I'd appreciate it. My birthday's coming up, too.

Just a reminder that Freydis Moon's new book is going to released tomorrow and that they are NOT Latinx or Mexican. They are a serial Brownfisher who loves to appropriate and steal from BIPOC people and be a cyberbully on top of that. Please give your money to real Latinx Authors instead.

FUSSY TODDLER

“I can fix her” basic and infantilizing “I can help her unleash her full power” supportive and inspiring

Anything I stand up and take steps for means extra pain as my leg howls in protest long after I settle down again. it is a cranky, fuzzy toddler

I (almost literally) can't do anything for myself. If you know me very well, you will understand this means I am going out of my goddamn mind.

"prepackaged, purposefully cut spaghetti with pippi longstocking theme isn't real and cannot hurt you" meanwhile prepackaged, purposefully cut spaghetti with pippi longstocking theme:

#LateNightWrite Check out my werewolf novelette for free! I recently read Spoiled Rotten by @mommywiseau.bsky.social and it knocked me on my ass. The most uncomfortable book I've ever read in public. And I'm always gonna talk up @vexcorvine.itch.io and hir bloody pulp werewolf story Morning Shine.

write stories that make unimaginative people say 'oh my god!!! whoever wrote this must have been on drugs!!!!!!'

how I sleep knowing I wrote a story about two werewolf dykes killing fascists, centered on the transsexual lesbian who finds fierce, unadulterated joy in fucking shit up and being a monster, and it's my best writing yet, and also I fixed the typo

I routinely enjoy food which offends my gut, so I have quoted Dorian many times. Really, what can you say to “I'm an obligate carnivore and I have a condition”

no one: me: fryktdryck :]

positives to keep me from panicking: • hurts a lot, but a little less • there was no pain or discomfort at all when lying in bed last night • no swelling or numbness • contacting the doctor today will not lead me down a path of ruin :P

nah I think there is something actually wrong with my leg, this is fucked up and scary and I would like a ticket out of this body please

no more heartache

My landlord does not accept late payments as I apparently maxed that out (when first unable to work) and he now will now not accept anything late or we will be evicted. I got this home for my kids and I when I was working two jobs but life has drastically changed but our need for our own space and

There's so much pain now I can neither stand nor sit at my desk and I cannot focus to work so I could really use that uhhhh [*scribbles in an extra 0*] 100.000 SEK, I think we agreed? e_e

I just want to feel content, like my body is mine. I don't want to fight it or hate it anymore. I just want to live in it ffs

back has improved but my left leg is NOT better, I can't even stand or walk for a minute before there is so much pain I think I'll fall over. thinking about the state and future of my quality of life a lot and it makes me even more anxious for top surgery

it's been worse today 🌈💔✨️

I deserve to live up to my gayest potential. to dyke out. to lesbiall I can be

Rat boys and goblin girls UNITE!

TO BE FAIR, I really like heists and I'm usually willing to check out a zombie film, but I mean it was also Tig Notaro

me while IDing as bisexual: it's really cool there's a bi character, but I'm not gonna watch something I have no interest in me, A Lesbian: they used a greenscreen to insert Tig Notaro into a dumb zombie apocalypse heist film as a cigar-smoking helicopter pilot? MOVE

attn: Hollywood, I watched Army of the Dead (2021), and would like to recommend—strongly—writing and casting more butch lesbian roles for your stupid big budget films from the get-go

Spouse once came home to find me sitting in the dark and eating crunchy peanut butter from the jar with my fingers, which I think is the transmasc equivalent of this

Zlotys or bust!

*notices you breaching the Masquerade* ÒwÓ

this means Ten Thousand Swedish Kronor btw, but I'll settle for 25 Thousand

the pain is much worse today and my left leg is fucked, please buy my book or send me 10.000 SEK

if you haven't lived with a trans woman, you just gotta try it, they make the Most goblin girls

🖐️

also immediately thought of a scene that lives in my head rent-free year round (A Southern Gothic Easter Special by @magencubed.bsky.social )

just saw someone assert 26 years of age is “pushing 30”