It's windy, it's grey, it's raining, and nothing can stop me feeling AMAZING hahaha Fucking love myself, feeling myself, I am great ~ can't stop smiling everytime I notice how much I'm feeling myself. Not a care in the world ~

still a bit heartbroken, but im really happy rn ~

Recently been diagnosed with BPD and am now trying to cope with this. Struggling lots with mental health, SH, sui**de (attempts) and more. Using the japanese craft of kintsugi to show that broken can be beauty #scars #bpd #artist

My doctor (who knows I'm su***dal): "Lithium is really good at preventing people from [unaliving] themselves. It's also really easy to [unalive] yourself with." I love her. Shes great. Its so funny when people have seen so much shit, their humour just gets really dark KEKW

I know that none of my symptoms technically can be defined as insanity but.. Like, I am not sane, especially when I split. My values, my self image, my hope, all are gone. Nothing matters Then I have a good mood episode and I love myself and everyone and life. How do you not go insane

Also having BPD, likely ADHD and very possibly also a mood disorder is wild. How the fuck do you even begin to explain to someone how you feel. Everytime my therapist asks me I have to give a review of the last few days/weeks to give a full picture because my mood changes so frequently

It's kinda funny reading articles about mental illnesses, especially mood disorders, where they relate depressive- and manic episodes to how your baseline is. Bitch my baseline is depression, everything that's not depression always feels like mania to me KEKW

Doing Quick SALE for YCH CMMS!!! Message me for serious interest!😍

seriously considering just making this a vent account for a while because ✨MY LIFE IS IN SHAMBLES ✨

BPD acting up again, HIHIHIHIHIH AHAHAHAH

Shylily x Masséna 💦💦💦 #ShylilyArt

In addition to moving expenses, I might need to take in my car for some repairs ☠️ I’m open for 5 painting commissions! 200 usd, I can go as wild as you’ll let me with the colors! Email me at ndasfw(at)gmail.com Examples(fanart, ocs, nsfw all totally fine!):

Nami 🏖️

some huntrix photocards :3

Princess' Peach

HI GUYS I need something to do SO I DECREASED MY PRICES A LOT AGAIN! Go check out my art if youre interested at all, and maybe ? I'll see you in my ? <3 #Vgen #VgenComms #VgenOpen

Updated cause I just had to do something with it. I like it much more! So much more interesting ~ #VgenOpen #DollOC #CursedOC #ADHDArtist

you know having cats is all fun and games until they disturb your *very rare* hyperfocus :< I feel like I just came out of a great dream and been thrown back into reality with a snap oxo

Quick doodle, just posting it for the sake of posting it PepeHands #Art #VgenOpen #Doodle

Boni 🐰🤍 #akumillust

Trying really hard to learn some more guitar and singing but holy fuck, i need a singing teacher (which i cant afford ehe) 💀

Your girl is not doing great. I fucked up hard and broke apart my relationship and my life. I hope you can bear with me for a bit, while I'm trying my best to keep it together 🙏🥲

Our new Casual Clothing references just dropped! 🤍⚡🖤 Featuring new model Alliee.

Doodleing around again ~ #rkgk #wip

Rigging WIP of my lovely daughter AriesShepard, whose first model I also rigged WAY back in the beginning! #Wip #Live2D #Live2DWIP #PuppetworksLive2d

Doodling around, may change the hair and outfit completely later, idunno kek #WIP #digitalart #humanartist

Yocci had the joy of orca-strating her friend Lily’s reference sheet. 🦐 Here’s a little womp-lapse from that sweet moment. 🌊 Please enjoy!

OwO`? Whats this? A rigging wip by me??? Who knew I could!! #Live2dWIP #Live2DBoobs #Skull #SlimeGirl

OwO`? Whats this? A rigging wip by me??? Who knew I could!! #Live2dWIP #Live2DBoobs #Skull #SlimeGirl

labels for weirder than usual art. inspired by Only Love Can Save Us Now by Kesha

Photo doodle study ish #soulscribble #art

🎉 Happy birthday Himey! 🎉 Whether your jokes are on purpose or accidental chaos, they always crack us up. We hope today’s full of cake, good food, and better company in the Arvo! 🦘

Haze. 🌞

ran rkgk #touhou

Messy Cat 💜✨ #NekrolinArt

Eye rigging example WIP of my dear Daughter Andie! (I dont have her tag if she has BSKY UnU) #Live2D #Live2DCommission #NeykaRigs #PuppetWorksLive2D

I gotta post more rigging wips and get over my fear of "posting unfinished work"

Me and who? <3

✌Raidian✌

🌙Live 🌙 Come Yap with me While I do some more arts ☕️ Link in comments⬇️

Lumen's design was so good, it was making Yocci weak in the knees during the process. ♨️ Watch her practically jump off the screen by the end! #timelapse #VTuberUprising

#rkgk boing boing

doodle uwu

Finished skeb-like sketch commission for PiggybackPeak on #Vgen ! Trying my best to find my footing in the commission world. is hard KEK #VgenOpen #VgenComms #artist

Some of my "lewd art" which I really need to study more, i know 🙏 #art #lewd

I already had this posted a while ago but I touched it up with some much better/interesting lighting(?) !!! #RinRee #Vtuber #Fanart

Im baking more and more cookies lately, not only because they are really really tasty, but also so I can lick lots and lots of spoons ~ my tongue is gonna get so skilled at.. licking..

Waking up with ass in your face hnnnggg ....🤤🤤🤤 If only it wasn't just my cat :|

What are the chances of only attracting women when starting to #horny post? #Lesbians & Co Assemble!!

Who do I have to call for emergency hook ups? Asking for a friend <3