Time for bed before I get so deep in my self hatred I reach the point of wanting to blow my brains out again… 🙃

And what makes it worse is I can’t just sleep it off or just act like I’m okay, once I’m in that state it’s just ride it until the wheels fall off or I crash into a bigger situation stemming from it all. God I fucking hate myself

Sorry I’m terrified to confront people about how I feel unless I’m upset myself because usually if I don’t I’m a shaking scared mess because that usually ended up in me being choked out by someone before

Yeah sorry I suck at deciding things usually that would end up with someone being pissed off somehow to such a degree at times that I literally got clotheslined for it

Like I’m sorry I suck at talking honestly about my feelings to people, my parents made sure that I knew my opinion never mattered and never would to anyone because they directly told me that as often as they could

I hate how my upbringing severely fucked me up as a person like this.. it just makes me sink into this hole of deeply hating myself and that’s a dark part of my mind I hate being stuck in because I’m stuck in it by myself most of the time

Just love how any emotionally overwhelming situation really fucks me up mentally now and of course that just makes things even worse when I show it somehow even when I literally try not to because I DONT want anything to be emotionally overwhelming to begin with.. why am I like this

I love horror and horror elements but we do gotta have a conversation eventually on how difficult it is to remove racism especially antiblackness from horror (mainly American horror) I say this as a hardcore horror/psychological horror/slasher fan

Wow! Happy Hyena Day n.n

thinking about how my first mating press rewrote my biochemestry forever 😮‍💨 #furry #nsfw #furrynsfw

New musical pokegirl character design! Wooloo, the Metal Sheep! She came up with a new riff and she thinks it's cool, wanna hear? And she's up for grabs, info below!

Tits.. that is all #furry #tits #lesbian #nsfw #sketch #art

𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘠𝘦𝘢𝘩, 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘚𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘵 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 💖

Happy Lesbian Visibility Week!! #lesbianvisibilityweek #lesbianfurries #lioness #hyena #golesbians #furryart

I love how I’m finally feeling good about myself to some degree and then my brains like “now let’s think about all the bullshit you’ve been through for two months now in complete random order so you’ll be bummed out by it eventually”

I can be so pissed I would want to punch a wall and my gf @sharkkay.bsky.social can do this to me and it would still end the same exact way. This shits my kryptonite!!!

remember to give your sub a little squeeze~ <3 ✎﹏﹏﹏﹏ #eggucart #furry #furryart

Is me! I’m Kiara! A.k.A Kikubeen!

EVERYBODY DO THE DINOSAUR 🩷💚

it's Andi! she's a red panda

I really miss being able to draw like this… kinda bums me out life’s made me lose touch with this part of myself so much but I hope to get back into the swing of things again soon… #furry #traditionalart #sketch #furryart

dragon ufoo

✨️🍑

Totally didn’t just bawl my eyes out at the fact that my gf @sharkkay.bsky.social genuinely sees a future with me so secure and so much so that she just casually drops things she wants to do with me and our future children. I love you to the moon and back baby. 💜💜💜

Decimated all the leftovers gf left in the fridge but other than weird leg feeling that was it for me, took 3 so I guess I would have to take more next time to actually feel something?

My legos (yes I typed it like that on purpose) feel like tv static

Fuck it we ball yall! #furry #edibles #shrooms #fuckitweball

cm for @bratrat.bsky.social auuhj

Butts n Fluff #furry #nsfwfurryart

wip of my gal, Penelope

Still one of my favs <3

I FOUND THE ONE WHO BROKE THE SERVERS

And previous trauma only has made it worse tbh, I’ve had so many people get so easily frustrated with me to the point they just tell me to stop talking altogether or they’d go “aw here we go again..” grimacing the whole time they were listening to me.

I dislike how my brain with ADHD can make things more confusing, especially when I’m trying to explain what I think someone needs to know about something I’m talking about and it’s even worse when I’m super excited about it.

afternoon sex

Hey cutie~💕! [reward]

needy puppy

ROCKSTAR KILLER 🩸💥 [ commission | #LabRatArt #furry #furryart ]

i know you've got a taste so just take a bite of me

This is exactly how I felt doing yoga leading up to my bottom surgery omg

have sum bs #athdoodles

safe day :3

A bit more gold

🔮 Edd confirmed trans woman heck yeah

Drawing bodies can be soothing sometimes #furry #furryart ##furryartist #art

Tits.. that is all #furry #tits #lesbian #nsfw #sketch #art