Have to put down one of our cats tonight. heart failure, she was coughing up blood. She was 16 so she had a good run, I just wish she could be here longer. She was such a good girl.

What am I supposed to do with my life when Im so disabled I cant do 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨? I hate this feeling its making me go insane.

happy halloween! Now go eat a pumpkin #art

I kindaaaaaa hate myself and wish I wasnt alive sometimes

Stick

im so burnt out, I miss when I loved art.

my beautiful girl calypso is so snoot. pointtyyyyy

Summer freckles starting to come out in the fall this time.

I would really like to stop being cripplingly depressed. That would be so cool.

Im really sick and tired of crying all of the time

please how do i get my drive back to create art PLEASE IM BEGGING HELP ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

discord down

Icon for @ashbyfur.bsky.social  Thank you for adopting this drossum 💙🌙 #PossumancerCo • #FurryArt • #FurryArtist • #Furry

Trying to fight art block so you get to see more lucian art #PossumancerCo • #FurryArt • #FurryArtist • #Furry

Completed ych for zipmins! #PossumancerCo • #FurryArt • #FurryArtist • #Furry

You ever talk to someone whos presence is so calming it feels like you took an anti-anxiety pill?

There must be something fundamentally wrong with me, because this happens too often. It has to be my fault somehow.

how do you handle one of your best friends randomly unfriending you on everything without saying a word?

King of deleting my message shortly after I send it because im embarrassed of trying to talk to people

OK I ACTUALLY HAVE DAYS WHERE I DONT HAVE A MILLION THINGS TO DO so i SHOULD be able to get some art worked on. If Im ok later this month, I may open some coms to help with med bills Probably renders like this or b/w If you want to donate in the meantime it would mean the world to me! #furryart

Got extremely vulnerable with my therapist yesterday, I know im making progress and shes expressed shes very proud of me and happy to see me get to this point where I can be 100% open about what Im feeling and thinking. My therapist is fucking awesome.

Just gotta say, even though these arent the fancy expensive metal ones, these seriously worked for the pain. I woke up this morning after a day of wearing them and the pain in my hands has been dialed down to a 2 instead of an 8.

I feel like im severely unlikeable. Every conversation with my irl social circles is dry or im talked over. Or even as if everyones waiting for me to shut up. I feel so annoying. Years and this never gets better. It has to be a me problem right?

It would probably be better if I wasnt alive anymore.

will try to lock in next week and get more owed artwork completed, this flare is kicking my ass much longer than i had thought :L

I saw a possum last night runnin like this across the street it was so cute.

Return to the 2000’s!! #digitalart #animation #furry #furryart #caramelldasen #art

[C] one of my fav doodles ive done recently 💤💤

If any of yall have taken Corlanor/Ivabradine for POTS, could you let me know your experience with it? Or any advice for someone scared to take new meds in general? Ill be starting it soon and I've heard it can be great. However, hearing more personal experiences makes me less anxious about it :')

This just in! The weird person who barely has friends feels annoying anytime they try to talk to anyone!

I usually have severe panic attacks when I have to leave my house or ride in a car but when I have my puppy with me its like it goes away entirely. I forgot I even had car anxiety until I had to ride to the store without her today, full blown panic attack.

Youre telling me a gar licked this bread?

Thank you so much to everyone who has donated so far, I could cry 😭❤️

OK I ACTUALLY HAVE DAYS WHERE I DONT HAVE A MILLION THINGS TO DO so i SHOULD be able to get some art worked on. If Im ok later this month, I may open some coms to help with med bills Probably renders like this or b/w If you want to donate in the meantime it would mean the world to me! #furryart

my puppy is the sweetest critter in the world btw even when shes grumpy

something no one prepared me for in adulthood was just how many hours id waste having to make phone calls to "confirm my appointments"

All they wanted was a Pepsi! 💥💥💥 #Furry #FurryArt

Let's Keep Calling!

Can anyone even afford being disabled in america?💀

Happy birthday to me i finally got an mcas diagnosis and a handicap parking pass for my pots 👍

Its mah birfday

ArtFight '25 Autumn Possum Ruby Attack for @possumancer.co [ #kostus_art #artfight2025 ]

Was a long weekend, we spent a whole day taking things to the dump, gutted the kitchen and are waiting for the plumbing and electrical to be done before we prep everything and install the cabinets. Its been so much work, if im not very active this week..thats why!

Attack on @possumancer.co 🖤🩷

Having to do yard work and home repair on probably the hottest florida weekend of the summer, with a heat advisory warning and having POTS is a special kind of hell I wouldnt wish upon my worst enemy.

Every time I stop doing art for a while and then come back, my style changes quite a bit.

Doing a raffle for a free icon on here! All you have to do is reply with a ref and repost Raffle ends when I hit 5k Good luck everybody 🖤 #PossumancerCo • #FurryArt • #FurryArtist • #Furry • #Raffle

Completed ych for zipmins! #PossumancerCo • #FurryArt • #FurryArtist • #Furry

Kittys amputation was a success. However he is extremely stressed and having a hard time keeping still to rest so I will not be letting him out of my sight. I hate cancer.

"you should relax and take a break for a couple of days!, Youre pushing your body too far!" -starts twitching- BUT I NEED TO GET SHIT D O N E