It’s pretty wild that this time last year I absolutely couldn’t drive on the motorway because of my severe PTSD, and today I drove on it for like 2 hours entirely on my own!!

I had the most overpriced heathenous Sunday roast this evening - beef with NO Yorkshire puddings. Not even an option to have one as a side. Genuinely upsetting.

Despite little reoccurring waves of anxiety and the vastly depressing nature of eating a meal deal while sat in my car which was in a flooded car park while it still continued to rain, I have achieved ✨many things✨ today ☺️

I could be Out Out right now, but instead I’ve made a balloon doggo. Livin’ the dream, baby!

I didn’t have “Graham Norton in a Taylor Swift music video” on my 2026 bingo card, and yet here we are.

It’s arguably a bit unnecessary that the tablets I’ve been prescribed to make me feel less shit, are now making me feel shit in a different way. My tummy hurtttssss, wahhh!!

I achieved the real bare minimum today because all ultimately-small decisions felt incredibly weighty and big and overwhelming. But we survived, and also ate a fucking delicious fried egg in a brioche bun (and then genuinely stalled real hard while trying to decide whether I wanted a second one…)

We gotta come up with a better system than “everything rests on whether these twelve billionnaires are nice”

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[insert sustained high-pitched scream here]

I require a pilot/I am on fire. (The latter of which probably doesn’t make a want of the former very appealing.)

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This was my only viral Tweet.

I managed to tick off TWO items on my “Things I Am Avoiding” list today AND did some emailing AND worked on my Game AND attended an online networking event…and yet…not a single hug nor forehead kiss has been received… An absolute travesty, if you ask me!

Look for the helpers

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Definitely made an error having kimchi twice yesterday… 💨

Fine, fine, have a picture of me in 2016 then… Photograph by Luke Stratta. Headdress by Me.

Jonas is also a Good Egg which is even more reason to hire him!

I told my mom about this and she laughed so hard that she choked on her own spit.

Today I cheered myself up by making my first charitable donation of the year - I paid $25 to have a cat named after my ex and then neutered. You can do the same here: www.zeffy.com/en-US/ticket...

I have an immense desire for things to return to being more easy peasy lemon squeezy, rather than difficult difficult lemon difficult.

In less frustrating news though, I followed along with a Yoga With Adriene video today for the first time in god knows how long and it felt great.

Gotta love that @igdb.com has rejected my game because it “appears to be about seeking to kill a real life person” (i.e. @brainmage.bsky.social) who LITERALLY CONSENTED to the game because it’s an in-joke about trying and failing to get him to drink water and HAS ALSO READ MANY PASSAGES FROM IT.

Got overwhelmed by having to contact customer services for 2 different electronics companies so decided to see who would win in a Helpfulness Race. After a rocky start of being booted from the Web Chat against my will, Philips knocked it out of the park with a replacement unit. Woo!

Surely I’m the only person experiencing this currently

I had an incredibly vivid dream last night that I met @matthewmercer.bsky.social and he was super supportive of me getting into voiceover work, and offered to be a mentor. It might not have happened in the real world (yet 🤞🏻), but it definitely gave me the warm and fuzzies 🥰

Feeling a strong urge to acquire more hand puppets. Please give me animal suggestions.

I don’t like how I was thinking about a very specific brand of hot chocolate that I’ve seen but never tasted and then 30 seconds later it’s in my Instagram ads.

If I’m ever rich enough to hire a chauffeur, I’m calling dibs on Jabran from Birmingham who loves a good lasagna. Best Uber driver I’ve had in a lonnnnng time.

Do we reckon we can get to Inbox 0 by the end of the year? My current stats are: WhatsApp = 9 Instagram = 13 Messenger = 8 iMessage = 3 Email = 22 😅😅😅

My mother has been introduced to improv for the first time tonight, thanks to @samreich.bsky.social’s Game Changer. And she actually found it funny - a pre-Christmas miracle!

Made a banner for LinkedIn, washed yet more clothes and all of my makeup brushes, had a singing lesson, did a 6km walk, journalled, participated in a Teams call, and cooked a delicious and nutritious dinner. All despite The Anxiety, woooo!!

Despite waking up feeling garbage I achieved a lot today - had 1 Drs appt & booked another, rescheduled the dentist, meeting with my coach, finished a crossword, made banner for LinkedIn, 3 loads of laundry, emptied my Norway suitcase, collected a parcel, bought a tree, & booked a singing lesson!✨

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I spent 8.5 hours getting my hair done today and now I’m having an existential crisis every time I see my reflection in the mirror because my hair is PINK and that is NEW and I don’t know who I am any more.

Me: “I’m tired, I’m gonna go to bed super early!” Also me: *still awake at gone midnight*

Let’s appreciate how my friend’s mom who hasn’t seen me since probably like 2018, remembered I’m lactose intolerant and bought me Free From cake 😭💕

Come on over to twitch.tv/insaninox at 11:30am GMT today for some co-working. I’ll be there in my Oodie so no need to get dressed up all fancy!

If you see this, post your bird art.

Saw an oak leaf falling from a tree earlier. Ran to catch it. Caught it in one hand before it hit the ground. Let out a loud YESSSSSSS as though I’d just scored a goal playing [insert sport here]. This is the leaf.

It is objectively wild that this time last year I was too scared to drive, and now I can just…go for a drive anywhere…whenever I feel the impulse…in my own car… Take that, PTSD!

Requesting someone to either knock me out, or to say goodnight in soothing manner so my brain will be quiet and let me sleep. Please and thank you.

Went to serial silks for the first time in monthhsssss, managed to do a few moves, petted a dog, and then bumped into my pole instructor and had the biggest squeezy hug and oh sweet jesus I needed that 😭💕

My laptop has decided to become unusable. Wonderful.

I actually managed to tick off some To Do List items today, thanks to Twitch. God bless The Internet.

Okay someone needs to explain how I can be incredibly eepy alllllllll day but then when I’m in bed I cannot sleep. GAHHHHHHH.

[To the tune of 'Wouldn't It Be Nice' by The Beach Boys] 🎵Wouldn't it be nice 🎵To eat a Minion 🎵Holding up a towel to hide from god 🎵And wouldn't it be nice 🎵Though quite forbidden 🎵Savouring the yellow flesh of Bob

It’s Oh Wah Ah Ah Ah time again because I am down with the sickness. A throat-hurty sickness. WAH.