This week, I got the bottom surgery consult I'd been waiting a year and a half for. Got given an estimate of another year and a half until surgery. Don't super know how to feel about it. I know I should be happy the opportunity is there at all, but it feels so far away.

I've struggled to engage with basically any form of social media since the move. Feels like we keep just narrowly surviving by the skin of our teeth because of the kindness of our loved ones, and that's a hard place to exist. I'd like to try to dig out of the hole. Thanks for the patience.

Bye, discord.

We landed an apartment! I haven't been talking about it a ton, but I've been like Physically sick with anxiety from apartment hunting. It's been such a dire few weeks that we were all scared of the worst outcomes. On the plus side, I'm so happy. On the other, I got sick 🙃🙃🙃

A trans woman publicly accused Epstein of sexual assault when she was a minor in 2007 and everyone treated it as a joke. nymag.com/intelligence...

In light of everything, one reason ICE needs to be abolished at the absolute minimum, is that it is one big pedophile ring. Every single ICE officer is either sexually assaulting minors, or is complicit with the sexual assault of minors happening within their organisation on an industrial scale.

I never used 4Chan and only know about it in passing, so seeing every post in my feed be connections between the place and Epstein feels like wandering sun drunk from Plato's Cave into a car crash in heavy traffic.

Haven't been posting at all this week really. Finding a new apartment has been stressful as hell, with some places not even running our credit checks and another saying "Hand me 9100 bucks and it's yours." We're a month away from this lease ending and it's sobering.

The most upsetting thing about being trans today and knowing our recent history is that we’re not fighting for anything new! We had the right to go to the right bathrooms, access healthcare even under 18 (with extra hoops), and even play sports! It wasn’t everywhere, but nobody really cared!

#iceoutmpls #iceouttacoma #iceoutcomics

As we grieve for Alex Pretti and Renee Good in MN, please do not forget Victor Manuel Diaz, who died in ICE custody after being taken from here. And all others who have died in their custody.

Absolute banger of a comment on r/military: www.reddit.com/r/Military/c...

I can't put into words the feeling of watching our government, a hive of evil antisocial filth, the absolute worst humanity has to offer, colliding with the best. Ordinary people trying to help each other, risking everything to stand up for what's plainly, unambiguously fair and right. It's unreal

You can tell things are going well in America because accounts with names like MovieTVFunZone are posting things like, "THE PIGS ARE KIDNAPPING CHILDREN AND PRIESTS. THE TREE OF LIBERTY DEMANDS TO BE WATERED"

it does feel fundamentally dysfunctional, right, to beg lawmakers to use the law to force law enforcement to obey the law

Just for the record, I shrunk two inches and went down two shoe sizes on E. It does in fact happen.

why is she like this

Life has been A Lot™️, but my mind cleanser lately has been Pokemon Lazarus. Finished my blind Nuzlocke yesterday and I couldn't be prouder of my babies. (I know Percy's name is spelled wrong but we double down in this household.)

It's super cool how every apartment you apply to charges you fees just to apply, so while you're desperately trying to save money, it slowly drains from your bank account as you stare down the impending threat of you no longer having a place to live

I've discovered a new miracle hrt supplement that'll make your tits grow so so fast, it's called Culvers Milkshake And Fries Twice A Week

Coordinated a beer drop by a white friend to deliver a 30-rack of Hamm’s to a Hispanic friend’s doorstep because his wife wouldn’t let him leave the house to go buy more beer for fear he’d be brutalized by lawless armed masked federal paramilitaries. This is Minnesota community. We take care of us.

Comm for a friend back home who isn't on BlueSky of her Viera girlie~

Tell me about yourself in a single post and I'll assign you a Digimon partner. No takesies backsies.

Neopets- and shortly after that, forum RP for Sonic, Yugioh, Digimon and a few others~.

If you support Gavin Newsom, even in the slightest, even if it's just his AI slop social media posts, you're signaling you're as eager to get rid of trans people as the most rabid Trumpist. You just want it done with a frown instead of a laugh.

So it turns out the psych my insurance referred me to was not a psych, but was a counselor- she had never written a bottom surgery letter before, and her superior wanted me to have *three months* of sessions to get re-diagnosed with gender dysphoria. I'll have been out for six years come January.

Full color trans pride avvie for @northwynd.bsky.social~ Thanks again for the commissions and for being lovely. 💙💗🤍💗💙

i'd like to have an open discussion abt how much of the hatred for trans masc ppl is just an excuse to do misogyny that ppl would object to if we were cis women, but i'm not sure i'd have the patience to explain how saying i experience misogyny as a trans dude isn't misgendering myself over & over.

💯💯💯 never underestimate the power of Refusing To Go Away

Anybody out protesting, please be fucking careful. Cover your body. Get away from this as fast as you can. They're inflicting heavy metal poisoning- this is permanent damage.

Post a game you remember playing that nobody else remembers I used to say I'd never touched a FromSoft game until I realized two of my favorite GameCube games were made by the Dark Souls folks

Ryoko commission for @skullbusiness.bsky.social

Imo, if you're writing Sonic the Hedgehog and he's not a *little* bit of a dick? That's not Sonic

Mono-color avvie commission for @northwynd.bsky.social 💙 Thanks so much for the work. 💙💙💙

decided to animate the remainder bit! The pug's name is Guns, so I'm thinking of naming the lifeguard dog Roses.

Comm for someone not on socials for their partner in her WOW gear~

Growing up with Sonic gave me a love affair with line weight and motion that never really went away.

We lost our way when we stopped regularly producing feral catgirls

There's this guy in Seattle, Dr. Don, and his music advertisements have become like the only ads I get on YouTube recently, and let me tell you- it's been the one shining light in the scrolling cesspool. He just shows up in my feed and I'm like, "Holy shit, it's the dancing man, Dr. Don."

Abolish Democrats, then.

I'm this fucking close to going back to forums I swear to god

I mean this sincerely: I would not still be here if I had not had access to online community as a teenager.

Not doing great

idk, if it wasn’t having some amount of impact, they probably wouldn’t be whining about the whistles in fact, they’ve seemed to disburse the gang of sex abusers & murderers from @homelandcbp.bsky.social & @homelandgov.bsky.social more than once there’s more of us than there are of them

We're living through the second coming of nazi germany but I have to find a way to pry my mind off the capture and killing of innocent people to pay rent and find a new place to live and I'm gonna be real bestie I'm not doing great

On my way to the Supreme Court where I'll be proud to support 15-year-old Becky Pepper-Jackson, West Virginia's only transgender athlete, as she opposes the state's effort to ban her from playing as herself. Win or lose, Becky and her family are heroes for standing up for what's right

Artists, I love you. Please keep making shit.

Four sketches and four inks down today means your girl doesn't have to feel guilty about collapsing into a pillow tonight. Time to play Pokémon Lazarus until my brain shuts off~

Please. I just want to go home and this is the only way it will ever be possible again. ko-fi.com/d7th/goal?g=11

Not even CLOSE to the biggest problem of the day, but can I please go a few minutes where someone making a point I otherwise agree with doesn't put on a thick country accent to say something stupid, or or talk about the fat fucking inbred toothless morons that brought us here. Christ on a cracker.