Finally made it to acceptance

beautiful day to have a beautiful day, regardless. 🤍

Not broken, becoming 🥰

I am loved and worthy of everything I desire.

I need a retwist, real bad.

Ended up with a full row to myself… it’s the little things.

Almost forgot the wristbands, had to get the Lyft driver to go back smh good thing I don’t live far from the airport

Well, I made it through the day 🥳

All the tarot on my TikTok fyp is blowing me 🙄 I guess I should be working anyway

But it’s going to be a great day!

Two weeks… it hasn’t gotten much easier

Buying a house

Now where would I find a man like this? 🤔

definitely need to discipline myself and meditate more 🧘🏾‍♀️

I’ve been having the weirdest dreams lately. Someone was in my dream that I haven’t seen, spoken too or thought of in over 10 years… wonder what that’s about.

I need a distraction

Ima have to go without my nails for a few months, I’m very sad about it

This has definitely changed me.

Therapy was heavy today 😓 and I have to go back to work

It’s crazy we just had to break up a fight at the fair

There’s this couple that comes to the gym and I love watching them. He encourages her and records her for her new fitness journey on TikTok (yes I’ve been nosey) they’re so cute 🥰

I’ve been going down this Christian tok rabbit hole since Deante Kyle said what he said about Jesus. I found ex-Christian tok and they’re arguing about the 2 creation stories in the bible and I now have a theory about them, maybe folks are thinking too deeply.

The gym was not giving today…

This one hurt so bad I had to cut off my good guy friend that be cheating. He just hit me like, oh you were serious? Yes 🙂‍↕️ you are not a good person and I can’t continue to passively condone it.

I’m chronically online cuz I work all the time and I don’t want to feel isolated.

Cudnt Be Me is my favorite song for the moment, I know I’ve played it at least 82 times in the last few days.

It’s the typos for me 😩 I’d been doing good

I haven’t been to the gym in the few days, definitely ready to get there. I don’t have any pre-workout though, we’ll see how it goes.

I did have a good night though…

I really don’t want to be by myself tonight…

I hate that ‘something’s coming’ feeling, it makes me so anxious. I need to get better at understanding my intuition.

😁 #sneakersky #shoesky #gotem

Knowing what you deserve doesn’t mean much if you don’t have the patience to wait for it. Damn.

Those actively dating, where do you go to meet people? And how do you become approachable? I’ve been outside more but I don’t get hit on a lot, just stared at mostly. I really want to meet somebody in the wild, I hate the dating apps.

I will be winning the lottery this weekend 🙂‍↕️ just so y’all know

Expeditiously! Please and thank you ☺️

Money can’t change the fact that you’re lame 😒

The shuffle is shuffling today… I appreciate it

You really be ok until someone asks, “are you ok?” lol

I release what hurt me and make room for joy - today’s affirmation. Much needed.

To go to medical school

I’m low-key scared of them but really been thinking about taking a class and getting one.

Did y’all bananas are used for weight gain?! I eat one almost everyday lol 😩

I am so thankful to have a job that I actually like

I honestly didn’t think anybody would see those skeets lol thought everybody was sleep or being freaky

Black people who have been suicidal will tell you hanging themselves from a tree outside was always off the table.

Like I’m really mad about how I maturely handled this shit. Why tf didn’t I crash out?!

Hopefully my next therapy session comes before I figure out revenge ideas that don’t include destruction of property or jail time.

And I’m a very forgiving, “be the bigger person” type person. I’ve never felt this before but I need something bad to happen to him and I want it to be because of me.

Yesterday was a good day, not one tear. But today 😤 I am pissed! I want revenge, I need this loser to hurt way more than I do.