It would be really nice if I felt like I had some control over my life. I'm losing weight, sure. But I've never felt "in control" of it. I play with variables a little until I find something that works and I stay exactly that way ad infinitum. Funny how I felt more in Iowa. Not fully sure why, I

Two steps forward, five steps get removed at random and you're literally blind. Hope your insurance carrier covered the seeing eye dog you requested cuz I can't see either

After being VERY got direct and blunt with my boss and our boss about how I function they seem to actually get that my behavior makes sense...for me. They don't get it but they understand a lot more. And I got to voice serious concerns over the language our casually company president uses

Had my performance review yesterday. Not great. Not bad. I really don't care. I can't be given "special treatment" even if I am disabled unless HR is forced to through threat of lawsuit (ADA). Those will help me a lot to get but my doctor seems to be dragging their feet for the paperwork. I'm so

I'm second hand scared and stressed out and there's not much I can do about it right now except wait. Definitely better than being stressed over my own shit rofl I can't fix any of that but other people? Fuck yeah we're gonna kick some ass, friend. Everything will be fine. We will make it so.

Yarp. :/ youtu.be/v2H4l9RpkwM

No more guinea pig means no more cage and this spot feels monstrously empty now. So I'll setup my tools and a strong as fuck lamp and work out here I guess. Need to put the HVAC panel back up. And clean this disaster. But eh

Buy an icon!!!! But also, hmm...

0.1lb lower, I'll take it. And once I've a lot to eat today sooo.... Can't wait for 195lbs. And then 190lbs. Somewhere between 169.9lbs and 190lbs I'll be able to find my 34" jeans. And then 32" ones will fit. I can't wait to show my friends, most off them said nothing during my birthday-day?

GOOD NEWS! Researchers at Stanford University have developed a UNIVERSAL vaccine known as GLA-3M-052-LS+OVA, that protects against a wide range of respiratory viruses, bacteria AND even allergens. The vaccine is delivered intranasally AND provides broad protection in the lungs for several MONTHS.

After having one big tiddy goth gf I guess one reason I don't care to really try dating is that I know I have a type and most women outside of that don't spark joy as quickly or easily as my type Fellow disabled, Autistic and/or ADHD, etc I feel I'd trust and relate to which is not a big population

hey look a fun history lesson!

I'll always remember Kristi Noem for the "Meth. We're on it." campaign.

Y'all want to the fuck away from my desk? I'll do touch typing tests for the next hour on my loud as fuck mechanical keyboard. 87wpm is only my lazy speed watch what happens when I'm SPITEFUL

Avox A = without Vox = Latin for voice Things I'd not have picked up years ago

anti-trans Dems ate shit last night

I want a new icon but I don't knOw where my ref is and I'm afraid to ask the one person who certainly does

Rofl fuck AI

I need you all to show up. I want us to have a thousand people there if not more.

Grab your Crafty Tricks the fox, finally a big soft weighted buddy!!!!! @ LittleSofts.com !!!

I just want to feel safe. And secure I was feeling some of that until recently and plans were in my head that would let me get even more. But it doesn't seem like I deserve to have either. Or wouldn't I have had that in the last six years?

Trump Writes Netanyahu Strongly Worded Check

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This is the first time in 14/16 years I haven't a guinea pig at home to throw weeds at. I'm just broken.

finished embroidering my jacket :)

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Between an apparent allergy to paper bedding and hormone changes she's lost a lot of hair but she's cold and struggling to stand upright. I can't imagine she's got more than a few days left at most. My last guinea pig. Cocoa is about 7, which is a long life for one. :/

My big project: The Death Generator. It's a tool for making fake video game screenshots, just fill in new text and it'll give you a (generally) pixel-accurate image back, the correct fonts and everything. deathgenerator.com

Ok that was fun. After that conversation I'm going to put at least OKCupid down for a minute.

Everything feels...transitory right now. I don't like it. I used to feel like I was building back to self esteem, seeing old friends again, jumping off from that for new friends and eventually (maybe) dating. Moving to Sac. But I may as well be deep in debt and unemployed at the same time.

Timelapse

Oh dang. That line item used to be half that, $375/week. Yeah sure I'll take double here no problem. Makes it easier to donate more to random folk. Granted it's datacenter money :/

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Got my sub going already, nice

OFF style sprite thread

Report: Only 20 Minutes Until Introverted Man Gets To Leave Party https://theonion.com/report-only-20-minutes-until-introverted-man-gets-to-l-1819576241/

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world-altering decisions are being made by a cabal of gambling addicts hell bent on self enrichment no matter the cost to humanity, we should look into that.

Got two job interviews lined up....for New Mexico. My cousin is helping me out so they're solid leads but I don't know that I want to move away from norcal rather than to it. :/

Iranian intelligence has a huge advantage since they can just check polymarket to see what the US will do next.

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Wish I could play the new RE9 game but I don't have a PS5

Good: 36" jeans are wayyyy too loose now Bad: where the fuck are my 34" jeans?

Guess I'll get baked and watch the Hunger Games all day

From Hunter S. Thompson’s ESPN page 2 column one week after 9/11.

Oh no, not today. But I can't fix this on my own so I'll just suppress it as usual

Having a big audience here must come with a price. Think I've realized some of it