Yeah... Im staying off the internet for a couple days. If you need me hit me up on discord, telegram or my streams monday, Wednesday, friday, saturday at 5pm.

look who is back! they just made another bsky account and its only about 9 days old! THIS IS A SCAM, DO NOT SUPPORT IT!

your move partizan, im now 2 kills of you vs your 1 kill of me. fucking sneaky bastard...

And now i have the battle block theater main menu ost stuck in my head

I just received a contribution towards XFX Speedster MERC310 AMD Radeon RX 7900XTX Black Gaming Graphics Card with 24GB GDDR6, AMD RDNA 3 RX-79XMERCB9 - RX 7900 XTX Black from rowannero via Throne. Thank you! https://throne.com/varrek #throne

1 fracturing orb has led me to now owning the most amount of exalted orbs i have ever held in one season... 1100 exalts holy shit...

look who is back! they just made another bsky account and its only about 9 days old! THIS IS A SCAM, DO NOT SUPPORT IT!

If this is the case then i need your help now more than ever to secure a better graphics card before i cant Check out XFX Speedster MERC310 AMD Radeon RX 7900XTX Black Gaming Graphics Card with 24GB GDDR6, AMD RDNA 3 RX-79XMERCB9 - RX 7900 XTX Black on my Throne Wishlist! throne.com/varrek/item/...

People with trauma histories often interpret neutral cues as negative. "You can come if you want." sounds to them like the person doesn't actually want them to come. Affirming that you want them there helps remove any doubts.

Yup its happening again #nookredd #animalcrossing

Athosh the dracthyr rogue on a mission in the streets of Azj'kahet! I've been slowly working on this piece for the last few months. 😊 #WarcraftFanart #Dracthyr

All i wanted was a fucking soda and i get attacked by a fucking dog... Try to fucking tell my bf's i cant afford to get injured because ill get blood diseases but its okay its important for him to breed dogs and not care that several times i warned him this was happening...

So i got 3hrs deep into killing floor 3 and i dont know how to feel about it. Its like part hero shooter, part looter shooter with a sprinkle of that killing floor flavoring via the enemies? Like we dont even have the normal modern guns any more. And my biggest gripe is the crosshair bloom.

YES! finally!!! lvl 25! jesus christ that felt like an eternity for me XD

Also happy 900 followers! Um... Only thing i promise is to have a better mental state going into next year and to continue doing cool things!

This has been added to my library as a christmas gift from a friend. I look forward to playing this on stream soon!

It may not be kaijune but that never stopped me from wanting to be a kaiju snek!

Merry Christmas from the doomadome yall <3

Merry Christmas from the doomadome yall <3

Could also make a level with a cybie and play dodge the cyberdemon rocket~ Honestly there are a multitude of horrors you can inflict on people. Specially with the use of archviles.

Thank you again @keymailer.bsky.social and @killingfloor3.com for approving me for a key to KF3! come Check me out for review stream of Killing floor 3 on Friday at 5pm EST! Key mailer has been very useful for me to get my hands on games to review and play for you all! #keymailer #killingfloor3

I know i had a massive blow out several days ago. And i know no one is going to argue when i say i hit my tipping point when i heard someone close in the community passed away because they were hit by a car and forced to resign from life.

Tonight we share our memories of a dearly loved community member, @jesskay.bsky.social who passed away last month. If you have stories or memories you would like to share, please come by and join us as we honor her memory. In loving memory of Jess, but never forgotten. www.twitch.tv/zathiumm

Side note. I hate how incredibly horny i become after recovering from being in a horrible mental state...

Date night food tonight with @erete35.bsky.social

I know that I sound like a broken record, but I could REALLY use some financial help, so if you have a few bucks laying around, PLEASE consider buying my game, it would mean the world to me! s.team/a/1999140 Alternatively, if you need to hire a programmer, let me know! My DMs are open!

@shikizshigls.bsky.social Hey bud ive tried reaching out on fa. And its been almost 2 months now wince i paid you. I dont know exactly how everything works but im getting rather worried if ill even see it finished.

Ive tried holding this in but i need to post it... You ever just hit your point where you feel worthless or what you do is pointless to anyone and everyone around you? I want to be someone people can look to for a different point of view or different genre of games... But im just boring or nobody.

Merry fuckin christmas...

TW: De*th/Pass*ng Hello, I know a lot of people have been wondering where Jess has been, and I apologize for the long delay in any update. As you can tell, this isn't Jess, but their sister. I am so sorry to inform you all that Jess passed away about a month ago due to a tragic accident

I just hope youre in a better place... Good bye @jesskay.bsky.social ...

Fuck man.. can’t believe the news I’m seeing. Legit made me drop what I was doing for a good 20 minutes and process it. Rest in peace @jesskay.bsky.social, I’ll miss you terrorising me with puns in my chat. You were a good bean. Rest well.

youtube.com/watch?v=h7TG... Yeah and this is exactly where i knew this was going. People were out for blood and trying to sink larion and jason is a fucking ass hat. Im still buying divinity. Do your research!

Jump Space is on SALE for $16 right now during Steam Winter Sale. We just released a big update, a seasonal event and several hotfixes - there's never been a better time to hop on! store.steampowered.com/app/1757300/...

Peach Fuzz poomang.com/en/t/mycolor... Fuck you... Grumble grumble...

Hey all! Today ill be doing a stream review of @morosprotocol.bsky.social at 5pm thanks to @keymailer.bsky.social! Then ill be playing @keepsakegames.bsky.social's new update with @zathiumm.bsky.social @fadedfoxxo.bsky.social and @apirateking.bsky.social at 10pm est! Links in bio! Happy friday!!!

This feels like a "well no duh idiot" kind of post. However ive been carrying grenades on me for my pmc raids in tarkov. Its a fucking game changer forcing the ai on pve out of cover or just watch them stare right at it. Or get them as they are running with the timer.

Go check out this game too! the devs and community are amazing to the point i got 3 items i suggested eventually being put into the game!

CW: big cock Santa Varrek has a gift in his sack for all the good puppies out there on his nice and naughty list~ Thank you @nirohrothsky.bsky.social for the christmas gift <3

Relentless Frontier is 34% off for the Steam Winter Sale! Give the gift of "Hey, that was pretty fun" to someone who likes boomer shooters and/or metroidvania-adjacent stuff! store.steampowered.com/app/1677900/...

Another one that i need to get my mits on. Also just been lovely interacting with them. No im not going to stop sharing cool devs making cool stuff!

Another fantastic game getting a ton of love and updates Worth every penny spent

While i have a wildly different opinion on ai stuff. Ill always be promoting games that dont use ai first and foremost. They work their asses off the most trting to get known for their work. looking for fps titles that are made 100% by genuine human beings? check out @hellforgestudios.bsky.social

I cant be the only one that finds hospital hold music genuinely annoying to listen to and down right cringy/corny... Its like watchingnthose horrible training videos all over again...

Those who arnt in my discord, My new stream schedule is mon, wed, fri, sat 5pm until i crash. And taking tues, thurs, sun off for myself and to work on stream stuff ect. So far it feels better to be taking breaks and just having time to myself even if its doing nothing at all.

youtube.com/shorts/defOT... This man is exactly where i stand on the whole subject.

In happier news. Here is my kiddo. Sorry for the messy desk with the belly and nipple shot. This kiddo is not small by any means.

Trying to assure myself that having a differing opinion is okay... Not everyone needs to be perfect or agree all the time. Seeing things and understanding them differently doewnt make you a bad person. Having different morals and understandings does not prevent you from enjoying what you love.

Yes, it sucks that the Bad Tools were used in the creation of Expedition 33, but you cannot look at that as a whole and tell me that it is not a work of human creativity. The studio SHOULD be criticised for their AI use. That should be fought against. The light of humanity has not been extinguished

One of my favourite Mario 64 modders experimented briefly with using ChatGPT to help with code optimization. I feel that a 'Hey man, knock that off, it sucks' is a more useful response than 'You are forever dead to me, traitor to humanity, I can never trust anything you do ever again!'.