my brain is not good lately 😔 i knew id probably have a ~depressive episode~ this year, but i forgot how all consuming it feels.

HANG UP YOUR HAMMER, TODAY YOU WILL BATTLE ENNUI. AND YOU WILL WIN.

man i always forget that all washers aren't the fuckin tiny broken ones my landlord has for us? i thought this was like 25 loads of laundry and it's barely two???

off to break into* @meiday.bsky.social's house to do laundry! *i have a key and also permission

please use alt text so i can share your posts 🥺

someone yelled at me on the phone yesterday and almost triggered a meltdown, so im hoping today will be better 😔

it should go without saying but if you want users to voluntarily tag their art then you need to not threaten to ban them if they do. like, you can either have a well-regulated, easily-filtered art ecosystem or you can ban art you don’t like and see it come oozing back out of every crack and crevice

trainee jungkook

i forgot my lunch at home so i am sipping a ginger ale and holding on until 6 😔 the ginger ale is good tho!!

💜 BTS is/in Art 💜 Once again I bloom, a lotus flower 🪷 ART USED: The Sacred Egyptian Bean, Robert John Thornton (1807) #btsisinart #bts #suga #yoongi

mood and motivation are low lately 😔

ANGY 😠😠😠

in a weird mood about my job and then made it weirder by listening to a band that makes me viscerally homesick for my hometown and also realized that even tho the minimum wage here is better than 0, i can't actually live on it 😔 time for more job apps even tho i otherwise love this job 😭

tomorrow's goals after work: - finish betaing - dishes - buy trash bags and dish soap this is not in any particular order 😂

also another public apology to ollie!!!

busy today and going up and down the little step ladder has my back FURIOUS. i still have another hour before im done work and then i can go home and lie down.

i told myself i wouldn't spend my whole day off playing shitty puzzle games on my phone and now it's 10 to 6 and i still have not done anything o)-<

hello lgbts i am back after mostly acclimating to working 40h/week in retail after 25 years of grad school~ (it was 9 years, but collectively, i had been in college since 2011)

i got a job and im going in for my first shift~ it's been fun suddenly having to flip my sleeping schedule tho /s 😂

got good news! still a bit anxious!! clutching my lavender scented anxiety dragon for support!!

tomorrow's plan

I'm gonna do so much!! i say, listing "try not to grind my teeth into dust out of anxiety" on my to-do list 57 times.

oolong tea might be too much caffeine for me on meds days anymore 😔

is this anxiety about my money situation or is this a delayed drop from a couple nights ago?? (yes.)

bts are great but goddamn i wanna go to the beach SO BAD now

no but this is so funny as someone with narrow feet and ankles bc sometimes shoelaces are so fuckin long like WHY ARE THEY SO LONG

feeling too ace for the timeline again bye~

my body decided we're sleeping today, which is fine bc clearly i was very tired, but i had shit i wanted to do!!! i did go grocery shopping tho and saved $18.99 with coupons 🥰

yoongi in that recent instagram video

Cutie. ☺️ Postcard from my collection, 1915.

losing my mind with apps bc im say here like "idk i could be a driving instructor" BITCH YOU DONT HAVE A LICENSE!!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO DRIVE!!!

LOOK AT HIM 🥺😭

putting him in my pocket for safe keeping ♡

i love I refreshed my timeline and it's just everyone screaming yoongi's name 😭😭😭😭

yoongi's lil face 😭😭😭

Namgi and I don't even know which is which

We only rate dogs. This is the goth cousin of Mike Wazowski from Monsters Inc. Please understand it's not just a phase, and only send dogs. Thank you… 12/10 (credit u/vincidelaunc)

tomorrow: - gonna take a walk (assuming the sky isn't poison) - gonna do the lowest stakes thing on my to-do list (beta) - maybe run to [grocery store] for broth so i can make more tteokbokki (also relies on a non-poison sky)

love realizing that my anxiety has been quite bad all day, which is why i wasn't able to focus on anything. 😔

man i gotta take a break from these heavy books but fic just isn't hitting rn 😭😭😭 adhd hyperfocus, please let me read other things!!! i have betaing to do 😭😭😭

Wooper just vibing

in my headache and stomachache era 😔✌🏾

what if i made bts as linguistics subfields 😂😂😂

shoutout to the aces yall the real aces 🥂

accidentally got day drunk oops

It's worth repeating that Paypal is not a bank. They will close your account without warning and for bullshit reasons, and then slowly drain it with made-up fees over several months while they "investigate" your claim. Never keep more money in Paypal than you can afford to lose!

bad thing about relearning how much i love books is that my brain now ONLY wants to read books. i have non-book things to do!!!

💜 BTS is/in Art 💜 I saw this painting and just knew what the edit had to be!😂 ART USED: The Art of Living, Rene Magritte (1967) #btsisinart #bts #suga #yoongi