no , i'm not innocent , and i would do it all again the devil earned his sin , wrapped in that worthless waste of skin

And what is love, anyway? It’s clawmarks, scratches, scars, traces someone leaves inside of you. The thing I fear most is stillness, silence. I want permanent marks, life. What’s love for you?

they have no idea of the depths of agony they caused meˎ of the scars that run deepˎ and of the amount of irreparable damage that they left behind.

I probably lack something fundamental that makes you human.

Am I a robot or a doll .ᐣ Am I anything at all .ᐣ Maybe a soul like me 、doesn't even deserve to know.

it was my natural reaction: lash out against the injustices i faced. it was a defense mechanism born out of pain and anger. but ... i knew it never made things better. it kept me stuck in a cycle of hatredˎ of retaliation.

why can't you see me? why can't i stop needing you to see me?

"That's not what I'm saying?"

".... Jealous much?"

"Maybe he thinks I have a type."

".... Why am I being hit on by a rip off Ajax."

tell me you love me one last time?

If he's made a comment like that before, it's clear he doesn't remember. But the mention of him needing 'space to think' had his stomach dropping immediately. Clearly not happy with the implication that has, lips pressing together and biting the inside of his cheek a bit too hard as he struggled +

Stunned. Wanderer's genuinely at a lpss for words right now- eyes widening slightly and parting his lips before snapping them back shut, brow pinching together now as he just.... Stared. "What the fuck?" It's not sctually directed at him— He just isn't sure how to respond right +

Now that definitely earned a frown— Blinking up at him, clearly not believing that in the slightest. He's reaching out to grab his arm to prevent him from leaving. ".... Liar. You're not going anywhere right now. Spill it, Ajax."

Slow squint. Wrinkles his nose. ". . . . Spit it out. What is it?"

"Because you are. Time to accept it. Even the first time, you were throwing tantrums and begging to be on any of my team's missions until you were assigned the role Harbinger. So. Take that as you will."

"YOU half stalked me and the other half pouted about it until I agreed on a date."

U g h.

Because I said so.

Ugh.

I'm sitting in the bathroom 、I'm crying citrus tears. Everything I usеd to love 、decayed ovеr the years.

☆ : I've been having an awful amount of typos still without noticing.... No one comment on it, okay....

.... Don't question how he had walked up to @necaautnecare.bsky.social- reaching up to him to grab him by the face and tug him down, eyes narrowed with a tight-lipped frown and he pressed the palms of his hands into the mest of his cheeks. Intently focused on him, staring for a long +

☆ : Come forth Sumeru cast.... Let me harass you all....

i keep telling myself that i don't deserve to be lovedˎ but the loneliness i feel seems to contradict that belief and makes me crave it all the more.

grief taught me inhumane things.

☆ : Cracks back and dies

i think there's something wrong with meˎ why can't i just live happily 𖤠

seems like all i'm worth is what i'm able to withstand sooner i can realize that pain is just a middleman

Those childhood memories, however painful, they meant you were someone.

☆ : Cracks back and dies

i have a very childlike rage, and a very childlike loneliness.

☆ : Wish me luck this Thanksgiving, we're in the trenches of subtly disguised bigotry and Trjmp voters as a trans dude with an nb sibling. Here's to hoping I don't lose my shit on my uncle that's been horrible to my family for things out of our control <3

☆ : I was planning on deleting my Kaeya soon but now here I am. Mildly conflicted. Bc folks are comin' in with more Mond characters.

SNORTS?

.... Side eyes Buer?

"Looks like the oversized baby man is upset no one wants to play the game by the rules. Oh well."

"I wasn't looking for your approval."

Like she'd do anything about it.

"Just saying that cheating in TCG is encouraged if you're trying to get out of the game sooner. Or throw it."

YOU SAID FOREVER! TELL ME, WHY CAN'T YOU STAY?

☆ : Slowly cracks back Gonna work on the lil bit of replies I have in a sec

(You don't want to fight a n y m o r e )

Crawl inside this body - find me where I am most ruined, love me there.

no , i'm not innocent and i would do it all again

.... He's slowly turning back around to shoot him an incredulous look— Both brows raised as he reached for his hat, sighing a bit as he stepped further into the shared living space. "Can't say I'm surprised by that. I hope you're not expecting me to hold your hand the entire time." But something +