i choked on so much longing that i spit it out. yes, desire is so different when god bore you hungry.

I LOVE YOU AS A FIST LOVES THE BROKEN RIB / AS THE LUNGS LOVE THE CHASE / AS THE FINGER AND NAIL LOVES THE GOUGE AND TEAR.

JUST BECAUSE YOU CARRY IT WELL, DOESN'T MEAN IT ISN'T HEAVY.

to the earth we’ve been committed, and now we must depart.

if i am killed for simply living, let death be kinder than man.

there is a child who cowers inside me, and hopes that a god will eventually find me.

you never hold me. / don't be the sort of person who needs to be held.

A HOUSE IS NOT A HOME. there is no sanctuary. things are deeply messed up, and have been for quite some time.

i wanna dance. i wanna stomp my feet and let happiness take over my body.

however, the curse continues eternally, never broken.

i touch your fingers, and when i hold you to my chest, a flower bud blooms.

you, who bares all of your teeth in every smile.

you're waking up soon, stretching in the morning light.

i'm probably just having a bad dream. i need to wake up soon.

i'm probably just having a bad dream. i need to wake up soon.

there ain't nothing i can't do with a gun!

you never even told him you love him.

i can't breathe, and i can't smile. this better be worth my while.

i may not be the prettiest girl in the room, but what i do have is a gun!

we hope your rules and wisdom choke you.

i want to take a bite out of you. find out what you're thinking.

i hate all the evils in the world. i feel like i'm about to break.

you've been known to obsess over the future. do you think you'll ever get away from the past?

allegro agitate / the ringing in my ears won't fade, won't stop.

you give me something to care for, and that's worth the peril.

hop and step, and may i have this dance?

it's nights like this that remind me of my deepest fantasy, where i'm all alone, and i feel the cold, dark earth caressing me.

my breath is entangled with the scent of blood. red drops on my greedy lips.

i can't be the only one who sees you cry.

i was so happy whenever you came to visit me. a single glance from you in my direction could brighten up my whole day. you were almost like a calamity. and i have always, always.. always loved that very calamity that swept over me like the tempest.

if you don't have a problem with my problem, maybe the problem's simply co——dependency!

corporate and cold, gushing for gold, leave me alone.

when my death begins, i wanna know that i was dying for you.

nothing good to do, just bored to death.. hey, can i take your hand and steal you away?

there ain't nothing i can't do with a gun!

holding hands under the hazy sky, we walked together.

it's a summer day, and i want to be wanted more than anything else in the world.

this pussy v.i.p, and he can't get in.

i am who i am, and what i am is a freak of nature.

my breath is entangled with the scent of blood. red drops on my greedy lips.

tears left unshed turn to poison.

you touch me like i am everything you asked god for. underneath your hands i become poetry.

there is a child who cowers inside me, and hopes that a god will eventually find me.

all that we are requires sacrifice.

i'm the number one princess in the world! and that's how you must treat me, got it?

you've been known to obsess over the future. do you think you'll ever get away from the past?

love me dead!

the next words that spilled from my lips came from so deep within my gut that it nearly made all the things i've ever said feel like a lie. “𝗜 𝗪𝗜𝗟𝗟 𝗞𝗜𝗟𝗟 𝗬𝗢𝗨.”

i choked on so much longing that i spit it out. yes, desire is so different when god bore you hungry.

the words spilled from your worn-out lips spilled like foam.