It smells like the left wing of the day of judgment

We've officially entered into another "anger" phase in the stages of grief. I could crush things with my hands and rip off people's faces with my fingernails.

Is that the robot from BTS World?!

Stupid fucking post office. I'm so furious and annoyed. It has been 7 years. Deliver my mail correctly!!!! I bought a sign pointing to the mailbox. I have everything labeled. But still no packages delivered to the right spot. Today, they didn't even TRY, just drove by my back gate.

Staring with his mouth agape since 1557.

drag race is really testing me this season.

My new e-reader has made it into the state of NC. I hope I'll get it tomorrow, but it will likely be Monday. I'm going to continue with organizing my digital library in Calibre.

Simon And Garfunkel next. #totp

Tough day today. I've tried to distract myself with some knitting, obsessing over organizing my ebooks, and making a Shepard's pie for dinner. I ate dessert while dinner was still in the oven. I miss my baby bear. I haven't been able to move his food and water dishes yet. 😩

I'm getting a rebound headache from my migraine medicine. I can't fucking win. I'm going to go back to bed.

[Exit Murderer.]

In the formation they've held since day one. Left to right: V, Suga, third guy from the left Jin, Jungkook, RM, Jimin. J-Hope.

BTS the Comeback Live on Netflix #BTS

I just got off the phone with Mom. It turns out that her BFF has rented a condo in Tampa for the entire month of April, so we're going to stay with her for the BTS show. We're going to stay for a week now, too.

Look sharp, all of ye! There are whales hereabouts!

I got startled by a bug on the lampshade and made myself laugh for 20 minutes because my first reaction to seeing it was to say "왜??!!" 😆

DON'T EVEN JOKE LAD

looking at those song titles i'm expecting a really nice mix of horniness and depression, which perfectly encapsules bts

Oof. Had to unsubscribe from a YouTube channel I've watched for years because she's suddenly spouting conspiracy theories about Jim Carrey and pharmaceutical companies. 😶‍🌫️

Tab hoarding is leading to stress and information overload, and distraction, since the Middle Ages. #tabhoarding

I took my meds ages ago and aim just now starting to get drowsy... at 5 am. My sleep schedule is so out of sorts after almost 6 months of constant dog monitoring all night. I know I'll adjust back to my normal hours eventually.

I ended up going with the BOOX Go 6. I didn't need anything with color, so this is ideal. I found a $5 off coupon, which helped offset the $19.99 shipping fee. shop.boox.com/en-ca/produc...

Guys, I *specifically* became a medievalist because I'm a huge nerd who likes books and wanted to escape reality. Could we please knock it off, I'm trying to dissociate.

the boys in R&D finally figured out how to do a crusade the pope hates

Mopping the floors at midnight.

I've been weirdly half-cold all day. POTS is so weird.

Toad went back to bed. He pulled the covers over his head and fell asleep.

Post a Jedi…wrong answers only:

I'm looking for a new e-reader. I hate the Kindle 10/paperwhite I have now. It is so bloated with options to sell me things that it is basically non-functional. You can't add files to it via a USB cable, you have to email them to yourself or use this stupid drag and drop website.

When Yoongi and Namjoon start planning a song.

Frog and Toad were sad for a while.

🎶 Heathcliff, it's me, I'm Kathy. I've got a new phooooone. 🎶

Still awake, sadly. I took some anxiety meds about half an hour ago and I'm getting drowsy.

I'm exhausted, but not tired. I hope I can sleep soon.

I simply thought about eating and my IBS was triggered. FFS.

Sean came over to watch some Ghosts (US) and eat some fried potatoes. After he left, I painted my nails. I need to do some laundry next.

come for the tits and ass, stay for the clinical depression and chronic illness

I made myself go walk a mile around the neighborhood. I took Toto's favorite route, so I could visit with some of his friends, but none of them were outside.

I tried to knit, but meh. I think my brain can only allow me to sit on the couch and rock back and forth slightly for comfort.

Oh congratulations, Time magazine just named you Insidious Plague Upon the Earth of the Year.

I finally managed to get some sleep. I was woken up by the company dropping off his memorial box. 😭 I'm glad he's at least back here with me now.

Thank you for letting me be me For helping me fly For giving me wings For straightening me out For waking me from being suffocated For waking me from a dream which was all I was living in When I think of you the sun comes out - Save Me

I have the worst possible news. Toto left us this afternoon. I'm so heartbroken and distraught. He's such a special boy and we have a very intense and close bond. I can't even comprehend what life is going to be like now. My entire universe is gone.

Numb.

Can't sleep? Have you tried making a list of your biggest regrets

The dog finally fell asleep again about 45 minutes ago. He's wrapped up in a blanket on my lap.

If you've never read The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, please do so. It is one of the most illuminating book I've ever read. I learned so much. I've been hoping for a resolution for her family.

I can't get the pup settled down, so I've been watching House of Villans S3 and the podcast afterwards. I love this cast. I hope Plane Jane makes it far and her breasts get increasingly larger with each episode until she's Jimbo ×10000. Just a blimp attached to her while she floats over the house.

sorry Pink Floyd, turns out that we needed education. a lot of it. all of the education, really