i'll just get left behind and forgotten.

@xxlostthemself.bsky.social “They worry me a lot. I was able to buy them some time but that’s unfortunately all I can do. I can only hope they survive what happens next.”

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀＊ . . . ＊ he made the plan sound and feel easy . ＊ i don't know how i could bring this up to them ， though .

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀＊ i do not roleplay and i never will . ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ they cannot ， in fact ， read minds . ）

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ . . . they're in better shape than they were completely soulless . though ， they don't know how to bring this up to susie or ralsei . they don't want IT seeing their borrowed soul either . ） （ a struggle with time and places . ）

:/ Denial is a river in Egypt Denial is a river in Egypt Denial is a river in Egypt Denial is a river in Egypt Denial is a river in Egypt Denial is a river in Egypt Denial is a river in Egypt

ghost face does not have simps. ghost face does not have simps. ghost face does not have simps. ghost face does not have simps. ghost face does not have simps. ghost face does not have simps. ghost face does not have simps. ghost face does not have simps. ghost face does not have simps.

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ when noelle touches their hands ， they feel they make a breakthrough . she understands . she can get an idea . the real her—the one they're trying to save—knows what they felt maybe in / those / times as well . ） ＊ i get it . ++

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ they hold onto their own neck after she releases her grasp on it . they take deep ， heavy breaths as they try to quickly pull themself together . they have to be there for noelle . ） （ so what if she hurt them ？ ） ++

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ they flinch when she grabs their shoulder . no – no . nono no . let go . let go of them . they think they know what IT wants her to do . they think they know the scare tactic . they think they think they think . but do they know things . ） ++

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ they soon slump back over once her grip releases from their hair . they put their hands on their head for a few moments ， processing it all—her words ， what the SOUL is likely having her do . they hate being on the other end . ） ++

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ once noelle grabs them by the hair ， they try to pull her hands away . one handed then two . all while she continues to speak to them with that unchanging voice that drips with the strangest of malices behind it . ） ++

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀＊ .. i did . （ they manage to get out some kind of sentence with a dryness in their throat . they honestly hate to face all of this ， but what other choice do they have when consequences stand before them ？ some consequences don't even belong to them . ） ++

( Why… can't… I… move? ) ( Why… can't I… look… away? )

Of healing nature Another failure

I'm just not really a person anymore if thats okay

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ they fail to find the strength to get up from the floor ， but their eyes dart towards noelle . ） （ they never wanted to cross paths with her . why now when they lay defenseless once more ？ they try to find strength in their voice . . ） ++

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ that pain returned again . ） （ it waltzes in a pair with longing and forces them back onto the floor . they will not be getting up for a while . ）

⠀ nc ⠀⠀⠀（ they feel like shit is being talked about them right now ）

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ still dragging themself along . ）

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀（ one would think having a parasite removed would be a blessing . ） （ they struggle to even move forward without the reminder of what their body was forced to do then tossed like a doll . ）

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀＊ . . .

⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ＊ 𝐪𝐛 𝐥𝐛𝐡 𝐞𝐫𝐳𝐫𝐳𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐯𝐠 𝐣𝐧𝐟 𝐲𝐯𝐱𝐫?

⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 【 𝐱𝐞𝐯𝐟 𝐣𝐧𝐟 ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 𝐡𝐟𝐫𝐪 𝐡𝐜 . 】

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀＊ 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐩 , 𝐤𝐫𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 . ⠀