IT CAME

Big day... My feelings are all over the place. I'm going to hide for a while.

I am angry at the weather

Today I am being brave. I am going to the Botanical Gardens to work on my PTSD and anxiety issues....

She's asleep on my belly like this

Mystery present!!!! 🥰 Will open on my birthday. Unless you stop me and tell me it's for Christmas!

Mystery present!!!! 🥰 Will open on my birthday. Unless you stop me and tell me it's for Christmas!

11 days to my birthday!

Got a Pokémon card pack with my birthday voucher. I got this! It's so cute!!!

Does this read okay? Its unfinished When all felt difficult Overwhelming and heavy I turned to the sky And asked what to do "Just breathe" It whispered, In a blissful breeze As the sun shined brightly All seemed to ease The difficulty gone Just like the breeze

Does this read okay? Its unfinished When all felt difficult Overwhelming and heavy I turned to the sky And asked what to do "Just breathe" It whispered, In a blissful breeze As the sun shined brightly All seemed to ease The difficulty gone Just like the breeze

My new game came! 😁

I'm just grumpy at the world. Mostly ACC. But the world too.

I donated all the money I had to Autism NZ in exchange for a lego set, they had a thing going on where you donate 100 for a lego set. Well I never got my lego set when everyone else did. They told me it did indeed post. So I am pretty down about life right now :(

Sigh. 30 dollars short this week. It's going to be a tough week. I hate the first few weeks of the month. Hopefully everything's ok when my birthday comes.

Its been so hot, don't melt

Guess I now know why ACC has not processed my claim... They basically ignored them till September with a plan of denying everyone. 😢 So that's why theres a backlog. - Government considered cutting more than $3b of ACC sex-abuse claims www.thepost.co.nz/business/360...

Guess I now know why ACC has not processed my claim... They basically ignored them till September with a plan of denying everyone. 😢 So that's why theres a backlog. - Government considered cutting more than $3b of ACC sex-abuse claims www.thepost.co.nz/business/360...

Feeling a bit like... the old me.

Feeling a bit like... the old me.

Doctors and parents should make decisions about what is best for their kids health - not politicians. The Government has said doctors cannot give new prescriptions of puberty blockers to children who are suffering from gender dysphoria. That is putting kids at risk.

Seems like a very clear statement from @duncanwebbmp.bsky.social here … #nzpol

Big decision. But tree is up

My stress is really bad 😢

Lady Paddy Floofington carried toys in her mouth into the bathroom then dropped them in the washing machine...........

These are my new Wheelchair Ramp and safety Rails :) I paid for the garden rail using my compensation from ACC, but ACC paid for my wheelchair ramp and rail :) I am glad its done.

Hi from dance class

I was homeless at 17/18. 8 months on streets. There was way more than you would imagine then too. Afraid of being returned to abusive situations, neglected at home etc. some even still went to school secretly living on street. It was wild.

Thanks @madhmstr.bsky.social

I love you all.❤️

Front page news ICE CREAM 2L TUB, IT DOES FIT IN THE FREEZER! Matty's hair, can it be untangled tomorrow? First strawberry's of the season harvested Lady Paddy Floofington pushes more things off the table, why?

Today is the day I hopefully get ice cream!

@mattyangel.com my news for the day! 10 dinosaurs are too many. We learnt this in a book at Storytime! Today we did bird flapping songs. I don't know why, but that's what the kids wanted. Ladybirds are cute. My cats didn't want me to go to work.

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Just letting you all know that victims of sexual abuse are being targeted. Including those who were badly abused as children.

ACC explains plan to remove thousands from weekly compensation www.rnz.co.nz/national/pro...

In pudding related news @mattyangel.com @getcaughtliving.bsky.social I found a gluten free dairy free pudding we can make with rice or almond milk! We taste tested a vanilla one last night. Partner is concerned he's having too much coconut fat (heart health) so wants to avoid coconut yoghurt.

The top news story is Matty might have frozen pizza for dinner. Other front page news. Lady Paddy Floofington's snack mouse still missing, Ice cream, Can a 2L tub for in the freezer? Wheelchair Ramp Built but safety Rail still to come.

I am tired of politics :(

I hate my emotions

People hide from monsters If people hide from me Then am I the monster?

Time is passing Moving on But here I am The same but older... I feel out of place In a body I don't know Confused by a world That can't accept me at all. I search for belonging But it's getting harder Each second that passes I become more unwanted... Time is passing. Please help me. 2:07am 24/11/25

THERE BUILDING MY NEW WHEELCHAIR RAMP RIGHT NOW!!!? ITS TODAY!!!! I HAD NO IDEA THEY WERE GOING TO BUILD IT!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED

Time is passing Moving on But here I am The same but older... I feel out of place In a body I don't know Confused by a world That can't accept me at all. I search for belonging But it's getting harder Each second that passes I become more unwanted... Time is passing. Please help me. 2:07am 24/11/25

I had the best day I have had in a long time, the antibiotics are working now I think :)

Finally wrote something again... really struggling this year. Maybe when the ACC Fight is over things will feel better... but I am really haunted by something someone said to me when ending a friendship, that I can't get out of my head. www.mattyangel.com/2025/11/22/w...

For my birthday I want - Chocolate Cheesecake Garlic Bread Friends to share cake with Someone to indulge me with Pokémon talk - I think it will happen 🥰 and I am excited

Grrr just heal up stupid sore

This is out Govts end goal, to be like the UK. - Trans people could be barred from services based on appearance www.bbc.com/news/article...