october 7th this year will mark my 7th full year on feminizing hormones. it’s weird to think about. i remember feeling so new and innocent when i started. it was a lifetime ago. the whole world has changed.

i really want to believe that the public will stop swallowing the blatant lies of the worst people in the world stop going hmm maybe they have a point when fundamentalists talk about queer contagion stop thinking maybe the men who overthrew roe v wade are right about women’s sports

They made my existence into an "issue" then complained I'd become a single issue voter

used to be there were no other people like me in the world, and i was fine with that. being in a class of one is the easiest way to be unrivaled. then i went out into the streets and i realized people like me are dropping like flies. i was only the one who survived.

Lammy Blows It

how does anyone take a picture of their own butt

i had a date! with a lady!! who encouraged me to communicate more about my autistic needs instead of suppressing them!!!

morpheus; [holding out 2 pills] one of these is estrogen, the other tylenol. the first will turn you transgender, therefore slowly making you more autistic. the other turns you autistic, and therefore slowly transgender...choose wisely...

oh you know i'm reposting this one

i'm only now learning that this is a whole series with a plot and not just a single random commercial youtu.be/6-1Ue0FFrHY?...

i didn’t know what to expect from knights of guinevere but it was a hell of a first episode. i recommend

the balloon fight theme plays and i instantly start breakdancing

look. your aunt violet believes in returning to a state of healthy moderation but she's also not above having a bacardi tropical breeze in the late afternoon

the fluidity of time and space on this cover makes me think i need to reread understanding comics again

(stoned) the higher truth of bisexuality is that it is all-encompassing. that by removing the veil of gender, we may see the individual beauty of all forms, and experience them via the dualistic entwining of self and other

do not eat floor candy because it is gross even though! it tastes great

out, out, daydreaming layabout

usually it’s the outside world telling the inside world the definition of sanity, but i guess that’s old-fashioned now

sir, i thought you should know. your son shows all the signs of being a classic library lesbian, transsexual variety. a stereotype we’re all familiar with, needless to say. yes, there she is, she’s curled up in the story pit reading mrs frisby and the rats of nimh for the seventh time.

i said, i don’t think i want to be tall. i like being short. that’s a real thing i remember saying. when would this have been? jr high school? before the growth spurt that granted me the mountainous height of 5’8”? if i could’ve chosen to be short i guess i would have. but it’s hard to imagine

i’m a daydreamer by nature. i can get lost in thought for weeks and never feel certain enough about any of my ideas to put them into action. the outside world has too many variables. outcomes are impossible to predict. i watch the world from a logical distance.

America will never stop punishing me for being trans and I don't think I can escape them as long as they can hurt someone I care about, which will be always because there are always trans people everywhere, always more of us being born, always trans people to punish for the sin of being alive

if propaganda can put one monstrous idea in your head, it can use that one idea as a wedge to turn you all the way into a monster

hmm i could doomscroll or i could listen to the final fantasy five soundtrack (pixel remaster version). tough decision

tumblr actually made me laugh today though this is apparently from reddit

i have a rule that i get off of social media for the day when i see news so horrifying that i can’t deal with it. because if i keep reading i’ll inevitably see more and more and more and then i’ve been in bed all day, crying, which doesn’t help

RIP Robert Redford, a brilliant artist and performer, visionary philanthropist and the star of one of the most resilient reaction memes on the internet, even if most people don’t realize this is him:

making the big crossover event of the year the gay wedding of moonstar and wolfsbane

thinking about the part in deltarune where kris hits the soul with a hockey stick to get it to stop making noise because he’s hiding in a closet to avoid the conversation happening outside which i guess is a minigame that occupies your attention while the plot unfolds, but with good writing

today i’ve acquired food, drugs, and a bass guitar. not bad for a monday

i use the word y’all. i wonder sometimes what people think of that. does it seem casual or affected? pretending to unearned class? or unearned lack of class? when i say y’all, i imagine an audience of lesbian cowboys. an anonymous sort of greek chorus, or if you will, dudette-cetera

what if instead of bank accounts we had spirit bombs? so instead of “please contribute to my go fund me” we’d say “please help charge up my spirit bomb”

here’s the problem, you got estrogen clogging your dongle

sometimes i think about starting a band with four keytar players that would play music that sounds like final fantasy iv www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGzB...

スーパーマリオブラザーズ✨

did i ever tell y'all about the time i lost all hearing in my left ear, and gradually the silence turned into a wall of tinnitus? it was curable! but it was one of the darkest hells.

i'll just say, there are times when reality is so ludicrous that i understand how people lose track of it

For a long time I wondered if I was an alien trapped on Earth, like a character from the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, because I felt so alone. But then I learned what kind of human I am, and suddenly it seemed like everybody on Earth knew. The result is: I'm lonelier now, because I understand.

utrecht botanical gardens. beautiful place! the butterfly greenhouse was closed though 🦋😔

Every centrist hagiographer: he said some very important stuff Everyone: oh, like what? Every centrist hagiographer: very important things Everyone: Can you repeat some of those things he said? Every centrist hagiographer, looking at their legal department frantically shaking their heads: no

panic opens a window for deception. permanent panic, infinite lies

the only thing that could make this day nicer is a harem of femboys

i enjoy how much air’s moon safari is just the chillest imaginable vibe, almost to the point of lacking a center of attention youtu.be/uQauaVbPEAA?...

spider-ham in standard feels like when U2 gave everyone a free album

doesn't stop being weird to me that the music emoji are in with the sports emoji

autistic, ocd, and dissociating like crazy because everything i thought of as stable and everlasting is falling like dominoes and it's hard to be ok about it