This would be so cute ON ME at work lmao

"High on The Hog" is beautiful and a reminder of what these people stole from us. Gotdamn man.

But yeah I’m cool.

Niggas been asking if I’m okay for three weeks. I don’t have another way to say no.

I can’t see left from right. Idk what’s going on. I’m on auto pilot. I feel like I’m talking too much and it’s going to be used against me. So I should just stop talking.

Apple not gone tell you but… season 3 is out

And for what it’s worth I have a list of shit to do and prepare for if this ice storm happens again.

I started Quasim I couldn’t wait any longer lmao

Two types of niggas. One that checks to see if you’re okay in an insane ice storm where you haven’t had power for 2 days. Another simply messaging trying to fuck.

People being surprised Meg is with Klay cause he’s a nerd…. Ummmm she’s a nerd. She’s just fine

They asked if I’m watching the game and I’m steady tryna figure out if Buddy Lee and Ike finna get these niggas or not

The absolute accuracy of this.

Finally finishing Razorblade Tears. I love Buddy Lee and Ike as a duo lmfao

Choosing to distract myself in a story rather than be sad about essentially just being me. I’m truly tired.

I do get tired of being the only one to take care of me

Squealing at this book. Ah, I love stupid love stories.

Started another book. Echos of Summer. Yes the main characters are in love with each other. No they haven’t told each other. Yes it’s been 15 years. Yes they are getting on my nerves.

Quameer is crazy

It’s finna rain and my umbrella in the car 😪

I just set my work alarm😔😩

I think you deserve to see me in a tiny dress drinking a cocktail

I gotta stop playing so much

Lmao

When I walked out the house yesterday, he visibly said “wow” when I approached his car. Hol on, I’m cute?

I wish Left Eye was alive to see her daughters going crazy

I cried shortly after lol

Every time she coughs I get up. The minute I lay back down she coughs again. So ima just stand until 7am.

It’s 3am and I’m up because this child is coughing and my mind is wired to believe she will choke and die so now I have to sacrifice rest.

Like bitch be fr! Anyhoo, Capri finna get married.

And I wish niggas would just be honest about that. You just lusting and it’s okay to admit that to yourself lmao.

This!!

You move with better discernment when you understand how different the two are.

But also right now I’m reading Capri 2. And Razorblade Tears. It’s alot of emotions going on lmao

Anyhoo, I love the way Love Belvin writes. This is my second series from her that I finished. I have a million to go lmao

Oh and they both went to therapy lmao

They had a really strong connection and it brought them back. I also think the dramatics of the breakup/going no contact for 13 years helped. Now THAT I cannot relate lmao

I don’t think I ever followed up on the book. What a journey to return to your first love. I’m glad it worked out for everybody.

😔😔😔

Book update: they ain’t broke up yet but he is using her and I want my sister to fight back but she’s young she don’t know.

I spoiled the book for myself. Yes, it was a bad idea. Yes, I was right, but the breakup was MUCH worse than I thought. 😔😔😞😞

Ah, man. I knew it.

That’s real tho. I think I can relate as far as being delusional and in love. Then you get older and can spot some bullshit a mile away.

I’m nervous to finish this book because I know this couple and the delusional land they living in right now is about to end terribly. Like they are growing deeper in love and it’s finna go to shit.

I miss the blonde real bad idk

I didn’t realize I took off two weeks for the holidays. Maybe I can get my life together during that time.

looking back: a white girl named jerrica should've told us we were about to be in for a ride.

You don’t have to pour yourself empty to prove you’re full of love.

I love me enough for the both of us

Not nearly enough yap about DECLAN