And I feel that depression coming back and I got 3 new books on my kindle. We’re about to ✨disassociate✨

Speaking of, I’m rereading Don Caselli and I guess I was asleep the first time I read it cause I don’t remember any of this shit.

True.

So. It’s your birthday you just broke up with your man cause you caught him and his step sister (apparently they been fuckin) so one monkey don’t stop the show you go out and run into a nigga and boom one night stand. Cool? Cool.

Anyways I just read Khaotic Ties and it was some decision making in that story okay lmao

What was the last book I updated on here

Im almost done with the book and I know for a fact, I hate mean niggas. Pointless being a mean ass bitch when you need love. Also Men use their daughters as currency more than you think.

THIS BOOK IS CRAZY WHY WOULD YOUR FATHER HAND DELIVER YOU TO YOUR ABUSER BITCH

I’m reading Demon’s Dream. Hoes don’t wanna be free I see lmao

I obviously didn’t know the difference between smut and just books with spice because ho bitch what is this I’m reading

I also semi started (forced) a book club with my friends called BLT: Black Literature Talk or Bacon Lettuce and Tomato. We’ll be reading Brandy’s book.

Then I started ENIGMA…I need to start reading the descriptions first because I’m clutching my pearls.

Hey, so that was insane. And everybody need they ass whooped.

Nigga. So I read Cutthroat by Octavia Grant.

I read some other books too but I also reread Love Belvin’s Love Unaccounted Series again because cant nobody whoop my ass about it.

Anyways, the books are good. Jahquel J. puts crack in those words. Idk I’m locked in. I want more.

If I told you I was in love with you and wanted to be with you and it’s crickets on your end and then I graciously bow out and get a another nigga WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO SLITHER YOUR WAY BACK IN I THOUGHT YOU DIDNT LOVE ME BITCH!

And I’m finally finishing up with Quasim. Not Blair LEFT HIM!!?? Serves his ass right cause that nigga was trippin.

I read the Love Songs of WEB Dubois and bitch. That’s a 5 star. I want to read it again for the first time.

Kay I’m late reporting but I’m reading that Prism series by Love Belvin. Everybody lying to each other and this nigga a killer

This would be so cute ON ME at work lmao

"High on The Hog" is beautiful and a reminder of what these people stole from us. Gotdamn man.

But yeah I’m cool.

Niggas been asking if I’m okay for three weeks. I don’t have another way to say no.

I can’t see left from right. Idk what’s going on. I’m on auto pilot. I feel like I’m talking too much and it’s going to be used against me. So I should just stop talking.

Apple not gone tell you but… season 3 is out

And for what it’s worth I have a list of shit to do and prepare for if this ice storm happens again.

I started Quasim I couldn’t wait any longer lmao

Two types of niggas. One that checks to see if you’re okay in an insane ice storm where you haven’t had power for 2 days. Another simply messaging trying to fuck.

People being surprised Meg is with Klay cause he’s a nerd…. Ummmm she’s a nerd. She’s just fine

They asked if I’m watching the game and I’m steady tryna figure out if Buddy Lee and Ike finna get these niggas or not

The absolute accuracy of this.

Finally finishing Razorblade Tears. I love Buddy Lee and Ike as a duo lmfao

Choosing to distract myself in a story rather than be sad about essentially just being me. I’m truly tired.

I do get tired of being the only one to take care of me

Squealing at this book. Ah, I love stupid love stories.

Started another book. Echos of Summer. Yes the main characters are in love with each other. No they haven’t told each other. Yes it’s been 15 years. Yes they are getting on my nerves.

Quameer is crazy

It’s finna rain and my umbrella in the car 😪

I just set my work alarm😔😩

I think you deserve to see me in a tiny dress drinking a cocktail

I gotta stop playing so much

Lmao

When I walked out the house yesterday, he visibly said “wow” when I approached his car. Hol on, I’m cute?

I wish Left Eye was alive to see her daughters going crazy

I cried shortly after lol

Every time she coughs I get up. The minute I lay back down she coughs again. So ima just stand until 7am.

It’s 3am and I’m up because this child is coughing and my mind is wired to believe she will choke and die so now I have to sacrifice rest.

Like bitch be fr! Anyhoo, Capri finna get married.