when we die everyone will understand we were two of the funniest people alive

im so depressed that i have been looping pop-punk and playing Destiny 2 PVP basically every waking moment that i havent been at work

can't hear you over the motion of this ocean

in another life I was a dog left in a hot car

I am actively begging to end this shit at this point

i need to start doing cocaine [again?]

wrap it up please.

anyway back to your regularly schedulde @LL3CCC programming. EXCUSE MY CHARISMA VODKA WITH A SPRITZER SWAGGER DOWN PAT CALL MY SHIT PATRICIA

I will not poeticize this. I will not memorialize this. This is not a place of honor etc. I have no interest in remembering you nor this three-month period of psychosis. There is nothing to be gained from having wanted you. If God be in heaven, may I never reach it like I’ve reached for you.

got some even better armor so health is through the roof and grenades go even more brrrrrr i'd call myself kin with Crimson / The Recluse / Sins of the Past if that made any sense but just bear with me here.

in another live's i could have been Macked Miller

people can just say anything about UMAD kefka and i'll believe them like i'm sure he disconnects your internet and unsubs you and leaks your credit card info if you fail enrage

Sent my suspected limerent object the "can we talk tomorrow, or sometime soon" message so that I can disclose my feelings for him and go through another no-contact cycle because that's all my life has been for 10 years at this point.

crimson / the recluse / sins of the past

This one hurts to see. Rest in peace to one of the greats, her work was eye-opening in a very rare way.

absolutely gutting. persepolis was the first comic that showed me the things you can bring to light with the act of making comics

"UMAD?" yes im mad! oh. sorry i thoguht you were askinge . anyway i may have religious OCD,

visionar\y\y\

HAPPY UMAD DAY!!!! I was fortunate enough to be able to make some art for @raidlogproject.bsky.social and chose Midas!!!

i think i can now say that this was y@m@ gr4ves LMAOOOOOOOOOO

also every day. but for different reasons

every day

I mean it's easy to say that I don't give a shit about you so i'm going to continue doing that

no more gay infighting, we gotta make sure xenosys vex gets permabanned

The state of world prog rn

pinned the Temu food tweet. yw

me: "Wait. Did you just send a Fireteam invite? I can't find it in the invites screen. What the fuck? Where did it go?" @schwarz.jp: "I joined your fireteam. You invited me first." me: @schwarz.jp: me: "I have dissociative identity disorder." @schwarz.jp: "Whatever THAT means."

me, singing along to Drake's "Over My Dead Body": "I think I killed everybody in the game last year - man, fuck it, I was on though! And I thought I found the boy of my dreams on F-List -- mm-mmm; fuck it, I was wrong though!" @schwarz.jp: "I'm looking at the Temu food ad." The Temu food ad:

YOSHI P PERMABAN THIS GUY DURING PRIDE MONTH AND MY LIFE IS YOURS

for the past few weeks, I've been reading Yusoff's "Geologic Life." one of the most mind-bending things I've ever read. the idea that we've constructed the literal soil "with" which we've lived as a colonial property makes perfect sense, but Yusoff's articulations are - ahem - out of this world."

this is super extra but my build fucking rules so i wrote its principles out it uses double primary, but that will likely be locked in for the time being when the primary weapon buff hits on june 9th grenades, Orb generation, and Crimson survivability go brrrrrr RIP Destiny 2; long live Destiny 2

i was just calling cause they were just leavin talk to me please don't have much to believe in

Basically having the worst day ever and it doesn’t matter cause ill forget it ever happened in a week from now

where you runnin' now?

cant stop thinking about this

oh no please dont tell me we're doing to "surplus value" what we did to "emotional labor". these terms mean things! important ones! dont just use them for whatever bullshit!

surplus value is the difference between the value of your labor and the wage your employer pays you. it is value that is extracted from you by the mechanism of wage-labor under capital. it is *not* when you are caring for a loved one!

similarly, emotional labor is when your job includes smiling at customers while they yell at you. its not when your friends want to talk to you about something heavy. it is a specific thing that happens *within the context of wage-labor under capitalism*

images that mean the world to me

I am no longer on suspect amounts of Abilify but this is what it feels like to be on suspect amounts of Abilify

im orange da ba dee da ba dorange

me, singing along to Drake's "Over My Dead Body": "I think I killed everybody in the game last year - man, fuck it, I was on though! And I thought I found the boy of my dreams on F-List -- mm-mmm; fuck it, I was wrong though!" @schwarz.jp: "I'm looking at the Temu food ad." The Temu food ad: