Well, recovering & ruminating over convo with the roommate's 'I'd like to stay can we all talk' that he dragged out to two months too late. So set it up, cook, sit down for my first meal in two days fresh after collapsing at work last night, & it's nothing but lies befitting the cheeto in chief.

Seeing that ice berg thing & brain goes yeah bet I'm part of that.✌️ Will never not hurt something I love & thought I found comm in tanked my mental health in increasing bad times I felt/feel alone in. Which kinda proved true when anytime I tried & be part of it just put me in a worsening dark place

Very important.

Happy Friday, there's only a touch of 🌶🌶 in this, but I hope it will suffice #ofmdkinktober25

Yep...

A little Steddyhands I cooked up a few weeks ago for Day 2. Just Stede free to use on a hot summer night. #ofmdnsfw #ofmdkinktober2025

Emotional over watching the live and people at the shore of Gaza despirate for help while the Flotilla, accompied by 44 nations, 50 ships, in international waters, mean to bring this humitarian aide, and Israel does everything it can to stop them... It's food, water, medical supplies...

I have 3 wips for Kinktober that have sat weeks from zero lack of energy or will to live day to day. Been a struggle to work on them hardly at all. Just dosen't feel the same anymore. It's like sitting alone in the dark. Also my fingers hurt most the time, not allowing time I used to give drawing.

the last 2.5 hours of a shift is the closest we get to hell

Can I just be someone's depressed househusband

I love Stede Bonnet from hit show Our Flag Means Death

Lucius accidentally found Stede on Grindr

The same guy telling you Portland is war-ravaged, told you Mexico was going to pay for the wall and people were eating your pets in Ohio.

I genuinely don't see how people are surviving in this economy with kids. Just at the grocery store. $100 gets just 2 us barely a week, & that's balanced/prepped in bulk stores rotating what we absolutely need every other wk/two wks or it would be worse. One full meal a day while it just gets harder

Stede Bonnet Has a Small Dick

All these sick f*cks need to go down. Whoever participated in exploiting, trafficking and sexually abusing children deserve to burn in a special h@ll. #epsteinfiles #justice #resist

The word of the day is whimper, and I can't make Stede stop doing it #OFMDFreakyFriday Still a WIP so if you see any mistakes, no you didn't 👀

I get that the news cycle is packed right now, but I just heard from a colleague at the Smithsonian that this is fully a GIANT SQUID BEING EATEN BY A SPERM WHALE and it’s possibly the first ever confirmed video according to a friend at NOAA 10 YEAR OLD ME IS LOSING HER MIND (a thread 🧵)

Exactly this. No word from you, just an unfollow? I just unfollow back because I see your true value in friendship now.

Ah yes, finally the ultimate thwarting power.

Pain. Lots of pain. The type that throbs into your chest to a point you can't breathe or you'll pass out type of pain. All from damn elbows. Sprained both elbows from repetitive strain nonstop and it easily hits a 9/10 coming from someone used to constant pain scale.

Show me a picture on your phone that has your energy. Not a selfie.

I'm off work after a short chaotic day and beat, but I'm making beso shrimp pasta for the week, and I'm excited about that.

That's a Dom looking at his Sub, failing miserably at trying to be commanding if I've ever seen one 🤭🤭🤭

"My right leg is experiencing an incomprehensible amount of agony..." ●_● Same buddy, same.

Finding vr Marcus the Worm videos through all this has brought me an odd sense of joy lost in fandom space. Seems he appears on your fyp when your mental heath is at it's limit, ready to go. "I'm trying my best..." *sits in the fire* ●_● "...Robert... it burns..."

Did not realize wearing gloves in a hot climate makes the skin fall off your hands, or does me. I've went through so much stuff to try and stop it because hot damn it hurts. My hands and fingers look like they been burned badly. Each toe has at least one blister. Trying so much stuff for that.

So apparently the rapture is supposed to happen in 3 days Can we loose a bunch of helium filled blow up dolls that day? No particular reason. If it does, then maybe the rest of us can finally have affordable housing, basic rights & healthcare? I'd like to stop breaking my body to trying to survive

Gen feeling anytime I get on here, which is why I do far less. No where for me, and losing the will to do anything I used to get so much joy in bc whats the point? Who cares. I barely draw anymore... Hate me. I hate myself too. I'm so tired of being f#@king tired.

I keep seeing we need to go ____ site! type posts and guys, this is a temporary solution to the bigger problem: the desexing of the internet and puritanical rules and laws. Fur Affinity will host NSFW stuff...until a law say their server will get shut down. Your private site will host NFSW stuff..

Without dialogue, how can you distinguish between a character who's into bondage and one who's tied up against their will? Who gets to decide the line between a depiction of rough sex vs rape?

Well this guideline update was shit to poke back up here. Guess as a survivor of sa there's nowhere safe to express your trauma without being told you're not wanted. Exactly how I ended up pushed out servers, friends, & now here. To those who enjoy that, just know, it's the canary in the coal mine.

The important scary thing that's had me stressed sick over it a month & up all night was today. Getting ready this am find out it was rescheduled to possibly next week & wasn't informed that key information. I took off work for this. Now I get to panic dread another week & ask for the same day off.

All very good positions. Especially that middle one.

"How you die, does not redeem how you lived." So much truth contained in one statement.

It's also Ricky from my Hannibal AU. If you know, you know. 😂

omegastdedeedeeeb deee

Never feel so alone until you wait for silence to break ugly while trying to pay for overwhelming shit bc you're so damn scared how you're going to shoulder it with everything else piled on. You want to scream, cry, but just too tired to & want to shut off for good. It's a fucking, helpless feeling

the rhys darby effect #RhysDarbyFaction #HoffRoading

Ed and Stede would do this

Facial drooping. Well, only one thing causes that... Would explain the weird hand behavior in the video yesterday if it happened, or followed after a previous mini stroke.

When you spend your entire life spreading division, hatred and vitriol, it will always come back on you tenfold in some way. You reap what you sow. It cost you nothing to be kind, empathetic, and think of your neighbor. Kirk went out of his way to harm millions of people with his rhetoric.

Age verification I watched Watership Down when I was five because my parents picked it out of the children's section at the video store and left me alone with it. It changed me to who I am today.

It's been a day. I am beyond dead tired. Things are bruised, sore, and blistered I didn't know I even had.

Charlie Kirk is ☠️?

This.

Cat. He's a kitty cat.