It's so quickly become absolutely alien to think back to having a dick. What do you mean I had one of those things?

Null bulges are cool and all but you know what's REALLY cool? Being perfectly smooth down there, not even the slightest hint of anything remotely inappropriate for a good toy like you.

Happy three weeks anniversary! It's a much better view from down there now, isn't it? Still a lot of healing to go, but making really good progress already! Best #Nullvember ever! #null #nullo #nullfem

the ottsel hole

I genuinely can't believe how easily being null has felt natural. It's like I should always have been this way.

Haii! Transition saved my life and gave me a future. Now I'm working on a next step with Facial Feminization Surgery. The date is set for May-June 2026. I can almost make it, but the budget is very tight. Any help means the world to me. ko-fi.com/sleeps_darkl...

Salmacian girl x null girl,,

Picking up on writing a novel where I left it a few weeks ago - diving back into a scene where a character is wearing a chastity cage for the first time feels very different to write now.

Seeing people sharing dick pics is weird right now. Already, it's starting to feel wrong that one of those things was ever attached to me. This feels so natural. I was meant to be like this.

Torn between the desire to wait until everything has healed up a bit more before sharing, or start posting pics right away!

Dressings are off and I've finally been able to have a proper look at things down there! I'm so happy with it, and especially for just 8 days from surgery it's already looking so good.

Flashback to this time last week when I struggled to explain to the nurses that I was able to get my compression socks on easily because I'm really used to getting latex on.

The truly most terrifying thing about being a TF fan

I feel like I have a watersports kink given how many people have complimented my urine this week.

Nothing there. I'm crying with happiness every time I look down and see it. A truly joyous Nullvember and the start of the rest of my life feeling whole at last.

Declaring an absolute victory over No Nut November.

Should see everything tomorrow when my dressings are taken off. Can't wait to see how it all looks!

Come, sit with me. ...Don't be shy now, I promise I'll take good care of you. We can always go inside should... Other needs arise. 🐲: @furrjoi.com ✨️⛓️: @latexforever.bsky.social #rubber #latex #rubberDragon #latexDragon #rubberFur #latexFur

I got a quick look at things earlier when I had a sponge bath. Everything is still covered in bandages and dressings, but it's obvious nothing is there anymore. Had a good cry of happiness at the sight. Can't wait to see it properly in a few days.

Your girl is now null! Happy Nullvember everyone.

Today!!!

Two days! About to head to the airport now. I can't believe it's finally here! It's finally the time.

You should be a taur because: 1) MORE paws! 2) MORE you! 3) BIGGER tail! 4) ??? 5) Hammock Belly (Friend storage?)

It's been really sad seeing someone I once looked up to and helped me a lot slide into paranoia and spiteful envy. I get that some people might feel jealous of those who are fortunate enough to get surgery like me, but to actively threaten people for having that opportunity? That's not on.

If I'd have planned ahead, I'd have done something fun to count down the final 10 days before surgery. But I didn't. So you get this instead. 10 days left!

Can't believe I'm getting the first breast growth aches in a while - on the last day of hormones before I need to stop them pre-surgery.

How can something feel so close and so unreal at the same time? 18 days.

🦅📞

Three weeks to go! Still tempted to see if the surgeon has a secret menu for the taurification procedure as well.

Kind of glad circumstances have meant a "genital farewell party" hasn't been feasible. Looking forward to getting rid of all of that with as minimal fanfare as possible. Will absolutely need to have a null welcoming party at some point though.

One more month!

think u may have dropped something :>

Oops, all horny. Nothing to do with it.

Putting together my shopping list of surgery recovery things to get in advance. Less than six weeks to go now! Had to hold back a bit of a panic attack earlier when I realised just how close it is.

Flight and accommodation booked for surgery. This is really starting to feel close now!

Boobs are sore tonight and could use some attention. Who volunteers?

Increased progesterone has definitely brought back some of the horny. Now what???

I've got to find the time to start writing some of my longer kink story ideas. I think there could be some really fun ones there I'd like to share.

In April I left a lot of groups because I felt I was unwanted in those communities. In that time, 2 people from those groups have messaged me. So that's justified. I just saw some of the messages in those groups from when I left. Not a single person used the correct pronouns. I'm glad I left.

Second (and final) attempt at making the replica yesterday, this time digital. Should find out soon if the data gathered is enough to create a good scan.

Two months today. 61 days. That's all it is now. Then I'll finally be the null girl I've always needed to be.

I wonder what it's like to have an udder....something so sensitive between your crotch..as it expands against your underwear/shorts/pants as teats start to grow and rub against the fabric. You cant help but moan as the udder expands more and more until it BURSTS

IMO, null isn't locks and bulges. Null is literally fuck-all :3

first shift #vuiart

70 days to go. This is really becoming the final stretch now.

How many people have been horny about the deathclaw in the Fallout Season 2 trailer?

Replica attempt didn't even come close to being a success. Oof.

Oops.

seriously, some of the kinkiest people I know are asexual. There is like, a purity to that lmao