Not doing good today. Having brain stuff where I just feel confused and sad.

bad Frieren

It’s pride month and I wanna smooch a girl!

It feels humorously quaint to look back on an old post from before I came out where I described myself as sometimes being a switch when I’m “fully comfortable” with myself. Cut forward to me being a girl now and it’s like if you’re tiny enough I will eat you before I let another girl eat me.

Repost to scare Bluesky developers

It's surreal for me to think how despite being a porn artist, I never really arouse myself by my own art when making it and I gauge what I make rather by what I find stylistically communicative and interesting. It features all the stuff I find sexy, but I never got turned on by one of my own pieces.

its normal for girls to fantasize about being extremely large and dangerous, like some type of beast, with claws and whatnot

It's a Friday evening and I'm watching a bunny lull itself to sleep with a music box.

Loading in a compilation of L'Enfance Éternelle's whole discography is a headtrip because you can basically hear in real time how a wonderfully dark and melodramatic goth rock group steadily underwent a necrosis of excessive sentimentality to the tune of ever present cheesy harmonica solos.

Despite listening to the Petula Clark compilation album I've got at least three times today it always jumpscares me all the same when I recognize the melody in one of the tracks as being one that Richard Hell later lifted in his Blank Generation album.

Much like any normal kink artist I draw my eye-watering fetish fodder while listening to the sorta music you'd expect a teenage girl from the 60s to blast.

Each time an established artist sells their soul to the hollow slop machine I take further pride in the work I've done as an artist. Each detail in anything I made is something I had to think out and analyze in composition, whenever I make something new I'm always learning and discovering myself.

I may draw at a borderline glacial pace and it takes me forever to come up with outlines that I'm fully happy with, but I can say with pride that I never once incorporated AI into my process. I've still got the original sketches for my art laying around somewhere in the apartment.

Is it just me or is slop getting easier to spot?

La Croix butt chug. This is how we get down and party at the AA reunion.

La Croix butt chug. This is how we get down and party at the AA reunion.

We're beating Oogtar to death with sticks at 1 PM. Be there or be square.

bottom heavy falin sketch

don't actually do this

when you’re sabrina and you’re online

commission.

This girl had a very ridiculously busy day earlier and her body still aches from it. I just wanna lay down and receive massages from the tinies I’d scatter across my exhausted creaky rusted door of a figure. Oh god my back…

I did this same Picrew ages back before I came out, thought I'd update it now with how I am now at the moment!

I’ve been like getting more photos of myself lately to try to help build up my confidence in my appearance while in the earlier stages of transitioning and in the most recent one I ended up lightly flashing my kaiju figure collection in the background like the nerd I am.

I really wanna ramp up my swallowing game with the sizes of food and drinks that I can gulp whole. Y'know, for funsies. Sometimes I just wanna take like a whole mouthful of water and gulp it down effortlessly. Stuff like that! #TenebrarumLust

In memory of the late Tom Kane, here's possibly my favorite Professor Utonium moment, ironically not from the show itself, but from a Cartoon Network bumper. youtu.be/HMD19RaADsQ

I’m just saying, I’m a ravenous lady who likes to sing a little too. Why not you enjoy a spectacle before your annihilation in being treated to how this siren could serenade you from the same abyss your fate is about to be sealed within? Gazing down her esophagus the whole time as she does so.

I've been feeling the strongest Audrey II vibes lately in that I do just feel like a cartoonishly evil girl who can sing about how fucking hungry she is before she eventually devours some unlucky soul. What if I just started singing Suppertime as a way to flirt with people?

I kinda have a feel that my two “strangest” kinks are like my branches of vore and size where I have a thing for uvula play/worship and the idea of someone being so small that a person’s hair turns into a forest around them? I dunno if they’re even that weird for their respective kinks though.

I've been feeling the strongest Audrey II vibes lately in that I do just feel like a cartoonishly evil girl who can sing about how fucking hungry she is before she eventually devours some unlucky soul. What if I just started singing Suppertime as a way to flirt with people?

Get yourself a gothic sub who really likes to make believe that she's a sinister domme but she in actuality wants to have her body absolutely used to the fullest while she flirtatiously snarls out how she'll devour you whole to make you one with her soft thighs. #TenebrarumLust

I do find it very funny how multiple times now when I've come out to people who I'd known back in my boymoding days about my true identity the first thing they respond with it "oh I knew". Apparently I really sucked at being a he/they but in the best way.

Fun fact: My dad watches more anime than me, as in way way more, and of all the things he could name that he has an issue with in anime his biggest peeve is the villains having hairy tongues. He means it literally, he’s apparently sick of villains looking the same with their hairy tongues?

Wanna say too but spicy stuff is welcome too, though any spicy asks will be answered here where I can let myself be a bit more!

Getting to verbally flirt with a cute friend not too long ago has had me considering lately that maybe my voice could actually be sexy in an evil seductress way? #TenebrarumLust

I personally find it very funny how there's little auditory distinction between that cam rip of the whole audience booing at the end of The Devil Inside and the one video of Whitehouse performing in the 90s where the crowd just started verbally berating the band as soon as they stopped playing.

It's another one of those days where I'm craving having a kink experience with someone irl. It can get a tad lonely at points having no ways to meet your kink scene friends and it's like I really really really wanna get topped by someone in the vorniest way imaginable. #TenebrarumLust

It's one of those extra fun mornings where I forgot to eat dinner last night so my stomach is now doing those hunger growls where you like hear them rise up from the pit of my stomach all the way up to my esophageal sphincter! They're roaming around in there, this girl's feeling extra hungry today.

Listen, if you're going to needlessly use a gendered term for a giant, at least use a good one like this.

After many many many years my physical soundtrack collection got its first update!!

a visual aid to illustrate proper clown/goth taxonomy

Gobblin’ people with a six pound gut I fought the maw and the maw won I fought the maw and the maw won I sloshed my girl and I sloshed my fun I fought the maw and the maw won I fought the maw and the maw won #vore #voresky #digestion

Gobblin’ people with a six pound gut I fought the maw and the maw won I fought the maw and the maw won I sloshed my girl and I sloshed my fun I fought the maw and the maw won I fought the maw and the maw won #vore #voresky #digestion