a lot of it just feels very pointless to me now, i lost whoever it was this was supposed to impress. hitting the part that gets skipped over in all the trapped in a room forever stories where i have nothing else to do but cover my world in documentation of my world

but i take photos i can't tear my eyes away from, whether they're ugly or beautiful or what, i can't say. i can say i don't like living here much but i don't know that i'd survive anywhere else. i'm very scared to move on, maybe you can see that in these, maybe you can't

i try not to dwell too much on, at least organized religion when i look for something to discuss, in a picture or in writing. if you are on twitter maybe you have seen guys taking pictures of mcdonalds in southern gothic settings, that sort of thing doesnt really speak to me.

its not an insult cuz i still am

photos i took of my hometown on some kind of samsung galaxy note from 2018-2019 after leaving college due to being a massive neurotic sheltered bitch

some of my favorite samples

im just still sad the album doesnt have the grinch track no one respects that as a piece of music enough cuz its been so trodden

youtube ive moved beyond the need for this. im in a better place now. well maybe not a better place but one less defined by the boundaries of fandom and subculture. please just leave me alone

this has reached the end of its natural lifespan on twitter so im crossposting it here. kindly soliciting ego fluffers

found poetry

you don't hear much about the beta uprising anymore. lindyman.png

Canon I think

I really love the Barzam's design. It's a weird looking grunt suit that started appearing with no fanfare at all. #gundam #barzam

I Grew Up Room Shaped!

shiny oval object. looking for buyer

its fucking umineko again. resonating too strong

type shit

these are REAL museum artifacts selected by REAL curators. they have played us for absolute fools

Megatokyo webcomic artwork - Pirogoeth - Books That Don't Bite fredrin.artstation.com/projects/w6P... megatokyo.com #webcomics #manga

looking for therapy lately is revealing a lot of things that may seem obvious but i had to rule out for reasons of personal believability, e.g. that licensed therapists actually do use "therapyspeak" on their websites

a backrooms of morgue lighting, whitengray rooms with no acoustic dampening, constant air conditioner fwoosh and refrigerator ice machine hum. a backrooms for the modern age

learning that maybe the first use of the "tied to the railroad" trope was genderswapped from how we usually think about it?? wow.......... prodofemimism....... en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Under_t...

why do the vampires have shark fangs.......... why do they not have......... vampire fangs. why are all their teeth like that.

Made You Flinch

fuck the world i have a great music taste lol. need to be back on my carrying my chromebook half open listening to astrological straits type shit

the amazing digital surplus: "we made too many of em!"

wow youtu.be/rGTM-gD44P4

redemption for anchorites

letting myself believe the world is getting wise/catching up to what i was onto like 7 or 8 years ago. might this world resemble something i can find some hope in soon, i wonder

i had thge trap mode aesthetics image saved to my laptop but i never really picked up on any of the tips besides eating cum. and now i have ddds, so

explain this marathon shit to me. who should i be ganking with my squad. whose gump should i be pumping and how do i extract it with maximum efficiency. how do i stop being so lonely

(feeling my thighs crush my balls as i'm rowing) damn i need to get a pwussy soon

the trouble with capitalism is that you eventually run out of other people's unacceptable desires to sublimate

@jonbois.bsky.social Watching baseball

i have an epiphany roughly every 3 days, doesn't mean it does anything. 500 year old vampire

digimom. digital mothers

ファラリスポーチ #過去絵

fish

cheers boss nearly missed that