I love my friends so much!!!!!

still chiseling away at my modded win10 install. theres little giveaways here and there, but it’s getting close!

I’ve done close to 30 cons in the past 10 years and this is the first one that’s made me ugly cry but in like a really good way

thank you for the memories this weekend @fenny.zone @bocuma.bsky.social @yote.gay @caniselastis.bsky.social

one thing the furry community has given me that I’m extremely thankful for is a chance to experience healthy, positive, affectionate masculine camaraderie without any pretense of sexual insecurity. I feel a sense of brotherhood that I previously never felt, but always craved.

Pawcon this weekend was fantastic! Also somehow managed the funniest room number in the building and ended up doing shots our of traffic cones

I think I want to experience full fursuit cuddles more than basically anything anymore

I wish being who I want to be didn’t feel like flexing a muscle that fatigues

todd

I need coaching or something, to overcome my shyness. I’m not socially incompetent; I am personable, kind, I feel like I can hold a conversation well. But the shyness/social anxiety feels like a prison I can’t seem to break out of.

social anxiety! At the fur con

RC cars at Pawcon :3 I planned on bringing my LP-86, but last minute was having some issues with it, so Yokomo it is Probably gonna try to find some space outside as the car show is drawing to an end

toddy no @toddrick.gay

yeah I needed this

I’m in california I like it here

first con in a hot minute I am Fursuiting at, hopefully I can get some more pics and stop recycling the same 10 fursuit pictures

SHOW ME YOUR WIENER #FursuitFriday

first time missing the gym in a couple months, feeling kind of sick. Any other time I missed a morning session, I made it up in the evening, but I’m not sure if I can do that today. I feel horrible about it

uuuh sheath #furryart #nsfw

I’m gonna paint my nails tonight and feel pretty as fuck

I kind of want to start skateboarding again

do I be gay and paint my nails before paw con

I’m TODD!!!!!!!

Commissioning art is my favorite flavor of retail therapy

I think I might be going too hard at the gym. The soreness I’m feeling day to day is intense. I don’t feel “pain” like I hurt something, it’s just soreness from exertion. I’m really scared though that if I don’t go hard, I won’t get the results I want.

I still have to do the body mounts, mirrors, light buckets and lights, wing, fitment, etc… But I had to set it on the chassis and get an idea of how it’s going to look. I got some inch down Watanabe wheels from Scale Dynamics, and I’m so stoked with how the gold looks against the blue

the cool thing about losing a shit ton of weight is I get to keep saying to myself “I haven’t weighed (amount) since (date that keeps moving further into the past) feels good bro

I finished painting the trim, peeling the final protective film is really satisfying :3

today was go live for an app I’ve spent the past 10 months developing almost single handedly and to say I have had a stressful couple weeks is a gross understatement

The children crave butter

I love getting told I’m doing a great job

Big guy on the subway’s got zero shame out in public, but I doubt you mind. 🎨 @deeeems.bsky.social <3

Tonight turned out to be one of the hardest nights I’ve had in a long time. I am physically and emotionally exhausted. I need a hug.

got the blue painted :3 I still need to paint the exterior window trim, so the protective film is still on the main body. I peeled it for the bumper though, it looks so pretty :3

Cars was really fun <3 I needed it

this is literally just my gray fox character Pivot (minus the antlers) :33 ((very cute art btw)) my art by @pulex.bsky.social <3

going to hang with some buds at a drift track today :3 very excited

I bought toddy magnets Art by @pulex.bsky.social <3

looks like I don’t have to worry about making this decision, I have to work tonight 🙃

HI

It’s horny hours

BE HORNY AT YOUR FRIENDS ALL THE COOL KIDS ARE DOING IT

debating whether or not to say fuck it and wear my fursuit to my brother’s Halloween party tomorrow. I don’t have shit for costumes outside of that

Had a couple spots where masking bled through but I was able to hide most of it with making the black molding. It'll work for a short course beater!

I made it up this evening, back to it tomorrow morning <3 I’m super proud of myself, I’ve had some hiccups like this, but for a couple months now I’ve not missed a day. I’m gonna be big

My piercing appointment for tomorrow got cancelled last minute, they ordered the wrong jewelry. I’m kinda disappointed, been hyping myself up for it

I missed the gym this morning and I feel awful for it

I need more art of my leggy

I wish I could have a single Saturday night that was even just half as enjoyable as the shit I see people post on here weekly

not feeling great tonight. I turn 30 tomorrow, today didn’t go the way I wanted, not really happy where I am, didn’t achieve a quarter of the things I wanted to by this point. Feeling pretty anxious and terrible all things considered