i have to losesooo much i need motivation

Wtf did i look like at 115 damn my life

i just need to give myself a week of patience and i will look diff just because of this stupid bloadting

all i have to do is stay in the 120s range and i’ll be happy pls😭😭😭😭

Lord pls

would 1500 be a good idea for stoppingbp

i keep bp and gain

I hate

Idk how to restrict or how to stop bp😭 i need help for serious

i need HELP IM SO BOG

i woke up just now and weighed myself and i’m 136.4 lorlrkll hheh

i will NOT ACCEPT A BMI I DON'T DESERVE !!!

the weight i was at AFTER i worked out had me content so i hope i can be 135 tomorrow

MAY WILL BE PIRGE FREE

i just need to lock in i just need to lock in i just need to lock in i just i just need to lock in i just need to lock in i just need to lock in i just i just need to lock in i just need to lock in i just need to lock in i just

bday cake barebell bar was eh

i just came home from the gym and i went HARRDDDD trying tjis

May 2025 you will be my bitch

i am so thankful it is easy for me to wake up and not be hungry. then i eat and it ruins it and i become tired

Blessed

ughhh i probably looked so good at 125 IM MAD SORRY

trying to eat the same things every day to stay sane

goodmorning :)

tomorrow im gonna eat indian food im stressing Omg im gonna have to eat a high amt forever if i wanna function and lose weight but imma try as fast as i can i swear 🙏🙏🙏 Pacing rn ai need my 10K

i have to sleep NOW i will sleep. zzzzzz

I only can think abt how i need to lose weifhtw

i miss my pantssss omyggbff

ugh idk it was just so impulsive im gonna try having a hard limit again idk what’s wrong w me

no this is so serious i’m gonna eat as little as i can tomorrow bye i hate myself

why must i bp

i have to stopppp binging i will not toni go t and tonight i will play. games

need to get back to my lw now actually

i just got back from the gym should i eat

i need my body backkk

May is abt to go hard

i have to sleep but i want to be awake

i can’t wait to weigh myself tomorrow morning i’m feeling insane i might not even wanna eat tomorrow morning u

damn did i really weigh 115?? wait damn

Omg i just will keep staring at myself it doesn’t change anything i jsut can’t stop i also need to force myself to sleep i feel hungry

didntnbinge today didn’t purge again i feel good i just hate my grades and my body but Inwill stare at it again in the morning

i haven’t purged in a few days

i need a buddy or something to be anti eat with bc i wanna be 125 again

yall i keep binging and going to sleep bc i keep smoking but i don’t wanna purge

sleeping

Omg i just wannna sleep

eating cucumbers covered in hot sauce mustard and soy sauce

i can’t wait to not be in school

i wanna be able to stay in bed all day but i love being active but then it makes me hungry

the appearance of my body matters too much even tho my weight is ridiculous rn and wrong

the bping is so bad i n.a. gonna stop i swear today ill make a plan and rn im gonna make food and eat it and not fat stuff