i skipped the gym today because i went christmas shopping for four hours ….. i’m still not done

trying to give myself grace on my period but i just feel like a fuckup

hey guys , so i’m actually a f@t fuck

a nerdy security guard at work has a crush on me and it’s kinda cute

my dad brought home cream filled donuts last night ……………. i ate two …….

walking makes me have to shit so bad …..

day 2 of snow day steps , but today was special , work was canceled ! <3

getting my steps in at home because there’s too much snow i don’t want to leave the house !

i got che@p w33d and it’s kinda good ?? slay

started my period i’m miserable and my cravings are going off the rails

here’s the fit , theme is 80s queer winter formal , this is the best i could do

ok so i didn’t have enough time to hit the gym because i have a party to go to but i was on my walking pad with incline for an hour and i’ll do more when i get home so it’s ok :)

crashing tf out

i feel awful omgggg i hate this

i’m at a fancy christmas tea and i lowkey binged so imma go crazy at the gym and not eat until tomorrow

genuinely entered a flow state doing my cardio 🥹 i feel so good

bro i’m at the gym and i’ve already seen 5 of my students , one of them is hogging the machine i need 🥲

excuse my fat ass hand but here’s my promise ring from my partner <3 i could’ve killed him for giving it to me while my nails look like this LOLLL

updated intro ~ • i’m Emmy ! and this is my online diary ♡ • queer , disabled , st0ner princess , gym rat • 25 years old • she/her • high sw • i love interacting and making friends! • dni: minors, fatphobic, queerphobic, or meanies ↻/♡ to be mutuals !

i’m going to post a new intro for my pinned because that one is over a year old lol

hey mooties i miss u what are u all up to today ? weekend plans ? i wanna chat plz respond <3

i’m gonna go to the gym 😛

there’s no heat in my building so i get to leave at 11:35 today 🤪

yesterday didn’t go as planned but today will be great

i can start again today <3

i went too hard at the gym and now i can’t drive home until my blood sugar comes up :/

can we all just take a moment . for my new owala

I ACED MY EXAM AND FINISHED THE SEMESTER WITH AN A IN THE CLASS ! <3

hey lovelies i worked out and randomly decided to buy some food for the next few days , now i’m gunna sm0ke before my big study session !

plan for the day : - skip lunch ( i’ll allow myself an apple ) - get off work at 12:30 - bf pick me up and take me to disp0 - get home , sm0ke - go to gym for at least an hour - get home , shower , sm0ke again - go to library and cover entire study guide for tomorrow’s exam can i get it all done ?

i’m the crackhead at work that shows up with a 200mg caffeine energy drink and a XL diet coke at 6:30 am

before the library and gym i made the most divine cottage cheese bowl with diced apple , melted pb , honey , and cinnamon . i want more now LOL

this line goes so hard , like as an elf sized bitch ,

hey babes i’ve been lurking i’m just busy af 🥲 i got a final exam on wednesday so i’m off to the library to study then to the gym to get a good workout in . wish me luck on my endeavors this evening hopefully i can get it all done and have time to shower too

(1/2) i just wanted to give myself a little shoutout . the first two pictures are from the lowest point in my life , my 21st birthday . i went through multiple traumatic events in 2021 that led to me becoming an alcoholic for two years. the last two pictures are from this year . i have not touched —

anyone listen to waterparks / chloe moriondo ? i’m going to prowler tour on wednesday 🤩😝

me at the gym in my girly victoria’s secret workout sets with baddies screaming “ i’ll fucking kill you like a slut !!!! “ through my headphones

hi mooties i’m having a good saturday <3 bf took me to get w33d and protein snackies now we’re at the gym and bf gonna get his nails done after ( my nails are resting LOL )

felt cute today or wuteva <3

i weighed myself for the first time in like three months and i just maintained the whole time ( i thought i had gained 20 lbs )

not counting c@ls today because it’s friendsgiving at work , i deserve a lil treat . however i will be mindful of what i e@t and go to the gym after i submit my quiz .

what do y’all think of this ? it’s for 5sos’ Everyone’s a Star! Tour <3 i’ve been fixating on styling an outfit even tho i will hopefully be a much smaller size by August .

i’m locking tf in until i get my other two wisdom teeth taken out !

i will not be disciplined , i will be devoted .

new outfit idea for everyone’s a star tour

i’m not counting c@ls rn because i can only eat super soft foods and i’m not stressing myself out by trying to find low c@l high protein foods that are soft enough for me to eat

thank u mooties for all ur responses , however i might buy both because i don’t know if the skirt will fit and i might wear a different one , i’ll keep u all posted on the skirt situation .

which tank goes best with the fur vest and denim skirt ? going for rockstar vibes .

does anyone fuck with 5sos ?

i got my wisdom teeth out send help