something about listening to a bunch of against me! and witch house and taking better care of my meat prison and being pissed off all the time is really giving 2013 and im here for it honestly 2025 has been a rollercoaster but on the whole i am in a pretty decent place emotionally these days

pulled the trigger and scheduled a salon appointment, been a while and i think it's time for the bangs to return, maybe a shag cut if my hair can handle it, outerwise maybe back to the quarter pixie asymmetrical vibe i was rockin from 18-22

i'll never stop loving witch house

love this guy

Being a performative male by using my DAWless synth set up in public and sampling the theme song from Quantum Leap(1989).

i smoke so i can sleep, but because i smoked i sleep poorly i am probably less tired than i would be without sleep, but i still feel like shit

They are determined to eliminate all that is beautiful and good in this world

an hour and a half and 846 steps to keep my streak going... ugh i can do this

folk punk is just americana for the fags and i for one am grateful

mang so, definitely not doing that again, 5 days, 48 hours of work... i wasn't built for normal jobs, i have barely moved today, but i need to get my 10k in so i don't break my streak, gonna go get a burger or something

Legacy media's unwillingness to discuss Trump and his regime as the fascists they are is going to be studied in decades to come as one of the primary factors in the complete collapse of the United States of America.

getting the sampler in the mail today so im dusting off my shitty old acoustic electric bass with dgbe tuning for a sort of bari-tenor vibe, might start a one fag punk band my dog is kind of scared of my guitar tho since i have never played it as long as he has been alive lol

Fascism back then wasn't more dignified just because all the photos are in black and white. Today's dumb Nazis would fit right in with yesterday's dumb Nazis

i wonder if valerie solanas would have been happier if she had been born a bee

just thinking bout the time i was so poor i would walk around town barefoot and carry my shoes with me because they were falling apart and i didn't have enough money for new ones

RIP mountain man

working too much already feel it

one fun thing about working in medicine is all the fun abbreviations, AKI, BKA, MVC, GSW, ACAB

This thing is rad. 800% pure Hodag, A+, would recommend.

i have studied the deep faggotry

okay so electroswing but make it microtonal medieval

i never was the anime and video game kind of tranny, but it looks like i'mma try and be a synth tranny and i blame peter howell and paddy kingsland and i suppose john nathan turner in general i ordered a sampler, gonna derbyshire my heart out

our enemies seem insurmountable but closer inspection reveals them to be weaker than they ever have been. Scrambling and terrified and confused; their warriors are cleaning garbage and hunting down mean tweets, their generals are drunks, their leader is dying, their very words burst in their throats

There is so much joy in the pain now. Feeling every muscle in this body that I've made my own. It means I'm not dissociating. No longer a ghost floating about but a real person with arms and legs and a back. I get to take joy in things others take for granted because I'm trans, and it's beautiful!

in 2018 i went to the iguazu falls and it's just so nice to see water and gravity interact in such a beautiful way, the kinetic deluge of gushing water spraying and sputtering to the ground as a fine mist floats in mid air, pure joy just watching the water fall

i love spooky season

i was put on this earth to do two things: eat pizza and take naps, and i'm all out of pizza

Every day Republican Party leaders call some new city “like living in hell” and I serenely imagine the blowback if Chuck Schumer ever said anything remotely negative about life in New Market, Iowa (pop. ~300, a sundown town until the 1980s).

okay so how do i fix my stretchy fitness leggings?

im considering a job coordinating organ recovery for donations gutsy!

microwaving the glock

make fascists dead again

this 100%

peanut butter and jelly, an elevated gestalt greater than the sum of its already perfect components pumped is an understatement

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strange fungi

wanna run away so bad

karen dalton is great for when you need music that hurts you, i am also quite partial to daniel johnston, this album never doesn't devastate me youtu.be/NfSv8U_ug0Q?...

my shitty boomer dad just asked me, his queer millennial daughter who has literally been homeless and transient, for money like i have a good job and i am potentially able to help, but fuck what a nightmare

back on my bullshit, jamming to against me! with a notebook in a coffee shop and my exploding yacht party crawl map

Opinion: You should absolutely design directly into layout and also be fully prepared to redo your layout from end to end.

this feels pretty good, i made my personal august goal of 465k steps, and i'm on track to keep up the 10k per day streak best month of the year so far

#smdh will always mean "shampooing my dick head" to me because i was an alt lit poet in 2012

really getting into being a stoner again, a second puff, a new leaf on life

fix me in post chroma key out my bullshit

okay so i really don't tend to revisit music i loved when i was a teenager but it dawned on me that i could really go for a gym sesh to HIM, go on a run listening to gothpop, hell yeah

guess i gotta finally get my wisdom tooth removed