Intrusive thought of the night: I could just... not wake up tomorrow, and nobody would even care.

I just want to feel loved. Cared for. Wanted... I've been alone for a decade. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of being picky, because clearly, I have no right yo be, but I am. I'm picky, and I don't do casual, and I am so tired. So, so unbearably tired.

Weird rash has turned into weird pimples that Google says are called PIE. Apparently I'm allowed to use hydrocortisone on it (which I don'thave), but *not* triamcinalone (which I do) because of the strength difference. Cool. I'll just buy that when I have money.

my partner just lost their medicaid coverage, so our lives are about to get WAY more expensive, if you can afford to give once, even a little, please do, if you can afford to give monthly you are a miracle and I love you, thank you so much

9-year-old Oleksandra Pascal, who lost her leg due to the war, won bronze in the gymnastics tournament 📹pascals2016/Instagram

And, no. I will not be changing my number because this deranged pervert can't take a damn hint.

Someone has been on my mind lately. A lot. Haven't seen or spoken to him in 20 years, very likely never will again, but even so. I hate that I still think about him at all.

Since I have new followers, it may be helpful yo say that I don't post a ton here. I am more active on tiktok, and I also use IG and WordPress. Tt & IG = Chimadena13 chimadena.wordpress.com

Hello to my new followers, you are most welcome! Did someone put me on a list somewhere? Lol

I made a dr appointment, but they can't get me in until Jan 20. My calves are cramping up, too, now.

I look like a bowl of oatmeal

Everything between my ribcage and my knees hurts...

Well, my body has apparently decided that its new favorite thing is to orgasm randomly 40x per day, so that's... a thing... I'm sore and exhausted. And also very confused. Send help.

Idk

#nh #newhampshire #anime #nerds #dorks Come find me!

WHY?

It's a damn miracle! I never thought the day would come!

Funny how that works out

Intrusive thought of the day: Weight loss would be a whole lot easier if I didn't have a kid to feed. I could just... not keep food in the house.

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Gave myself bangs on a whim today, thinking of dying my hair black. Not entirely sure what this rash is, but it looks like I had a lot more fun than I did. They gave me steroids about it.

TAPS SCREEN For like the zillionth time: Libraries are FREE for you, but WE still get compensated for our work!!

Happy birthday, @damienhaas.bsky.social I hope your weekend has been every bit as wonderful as you are.

Think I might try to dye my hair black again... if it will stick

I was meant to go on my first date in *years* tomorrow. Was ready to drive an hour to meet this guy, and I've been ghosted. Probably best if I just stick with fictional men and ones who will never know I exist. I mean, I know I'm not pretty or thin, but it still hurts.

Why are men?

Watching Death Note, but not super into it

My toxic trait is knowing that I need to get laid while also being unwilling to settle for casual sex.

Decided to wear makeup today. It was a quick job, and not great, but it is what it is

I failed a blood test today! THREE TIMES!

Watching a new anime, which is always fun, but I've watched 38 episodes since yesterday, and that's a problem

It's not a case of "Oh she can cut back on her lattes and it will be ok" like Republicans paint it. Some people just cannot afford an extra $1k EVERY MONTH for insurance but without it, they will die. *WILL* Not illegal immigrants Not lazy people. The GOP is killing us b/c THEY DON'T CARE

Who could have *possibly* seen that coming

Just venting, so scroll on if you like my kid and I need SNAP and SSI to survive, so... this is going to be fun. Food banks are great, but they're about to be SUPER overextended. And RIGHT before Christmas? I have to choose between gifts for my kids and food... hope is hard.

Waking up 2 minutes before my alarm is diabolical

Well, summer is over, it's Halloween now!

Spent $68 today on an oil change & 2 light bags of groceries. The oil change was $26. Which means the 2 light bags of groceries were $48. That's asinine. I can barely afford to survive like this.

Just bought tickets to see the Demon Slayer movie on Friday! Can't wait!

When your cat thinks she's made of velcro

Went a bit overboard and made myself a kumihimo kit. The thing on the bottom right is my measuring tool for the embroidery floss. It used to be a paint stick. I measured and cut all of it, put it in baghies, then color organized it in dollar store containers.

I just read the back of my daughters book from school and knew *exactly* how it ended. Not sure whether to be proud of myself or disappointed in the repetition of story ideas.

New Salad Fingers? YES, PLEASE! youtu.be/2eeQGRQ-dXc?...

Still love this youtu.be/4EqWZbyeC6o?...