Kay, so apparently I write fanfic now 🙃

I don't belong in this world

My legs are so swollen that my feet are tingling.

Okay, it's getting pretty bad now. Feeling like I'm too disgusting to exist. Need to find a distraction.

Taking a break from unpacking to enjoy a new book. I'm so in love with the fact that a Manga author wanted to introduce people to more authors. Because reading is what? FUNDAMENTAL! #read #books #edogawaranpo #bungoustraydogs #bsd

Sometimes I just get so tired of having to be strong all the time.

Just paid a ridiculous electric bill that I cannot afford because of the flood and subsequent need for dehumidifiers and the heat being cranked up super high, and now I get to figure out how to pay for my daughters birthday on the 25th. I'm going to lose my mind.

Cool cool. So, because of the burst pipes, and the subsequent necessity for dehumidifiers, my electric bill is LITERALLY 10 x higher than usual 🙃

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If you are able to help in any way, we would greatly appreciate it!

I find it amazing that for whatever reason, nobody seems to want to repost this, but feels like "liking" it is good enough. There's a problem here, folks.

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We are in a hard spot right now. If you are able to help in any way, it would be greatly appreciated

A sudden water leak turned our lives upside down. I injured myself in the chaos, and now we face the challenge of rebuilding. Your support can help us recover and find stability again. Every donation counts, and sharing this message can make a difference. Thank you! [heart] gofund.me/21afb3165

Honestly, I normally wouldn't do this , but if there is a stone in sterling in earrings or a ring size that you are looking for I can go looking right now so I can dig myself out of this hole.

For those keeping score at home:

I wish I could stop thinking about someone who probably doesn't even remember I exist. It's been 26 years, haven't seen him in almost 15, no real reason to think about him at all, and I still can't go 24 fucking hours without thinking about him.

Please send help for my Vishanti. I'd help, but I only have squeezy treats to offer and there's no way to send those through the computer. -Macie

Maybe I just need a man who will buy me books and tell me I'm pretty 🤷🏼‍♀️

Has anyone used a website to create a t-shirt that was good quality and let's you just make one shirt?

If you want to give me a birthday present, please help my cousin with a terminal brain tumor get to Germany for some experimental treatment. (Link in reply because Bluesky marks these links as spamish)

Got bored, idk

You 1/1/26

If you can give my friend Lenée a hand with her recovery from surgery I'd be grateful.

Intrusive thought of the night: I could just... not wake up tomorrow, and nobody would even care.

I just want to feel loved. Cared for. Wanted... I've been alone for a decade. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of being picky, because clearly, I have no right yo be, but I am. I'm picky, and I don't do casual, and I am so tired. So, so unbearably tired.

Weird rash has turned into weird pimples that Google says are called PIE. Apparently I'm allowed to use hydrocortisone on it (which I don'thave), but *not* triamcinalone (which I do) because of the strength difference. Cool. I'll just buy that when I have money.

my partner just lost their medicaid coverage, so our lives are about to get WAY more expensive, if you can afford to give once, even a little, please do, if you can afford to give monthly you are a miracle and I love you, thank you so much

9-year-old Oleksandra Pascal, who lost her leg due to the war, won bronze in the gymnastics tournament 📹pascals2016/Instagram

And, no. I will not be changing my number because this deranged pervert can't take a damn hint.

Someone has been on my mind lately. A lot. Haven't seen or spoken to him in 20 years, very likely never will again, but even so. I hate that I still think about him at all.

Since I have new followers, it may be helpful yo say that I don't post a ton here. I am more active on tiktok, and I also use IG and WordPress. Tt & IG = Chimadena13 chimadena.wordpress.com

Hello to my new followers, you are most welcome! Did someone put me on a list somewhere? Lol

I made a dr appointment, but they can't get me in until Jan 20. My calves are cramping up, too, now.