For reasons beyond my control I have the evening bookless and my mucousoid haze is leaving me with curious interests

Following the mucin trail

Reading List www.peterlang.com/document/105...

Ksnail romTale the first. Local petty tyrants stealing your snailwife www.korea.net/NewsFocus/Cu...

Demon snail babes are coming to coastlines NEAR YOU yokai.com/sazaeoni/

Claim marmurmedical.com/snails-the-f...

You got a sloppy snail infographic too? Crushing it like snail shells under the grass aesthetics.today/beauty/what-...

Yes YES tell me more

One face snail surely feels bad, every pore undulating in pseudopod surely feels good. What’s the threshold coverage for the flip

How many snails crawling on your face before it feels good

It was wintertime OoOooo In the dark wintertime wintertime We’re working on our night ooze Trying for that middle age Kleenex blews

I LOVE THE INFLAMMATORY RESPONSE I LOVE THE ACHES I LOVE THE MUCUS THE HUMAN FORM IS MEANT TO OOZE

Bisks posts texts, various words best left unspoken. It’s a whole category: Masts iconoclasts outlasts masks

I should lean into my own flanderization

Very confusing couple pages in urth ch9 #bskybc

Oh motherfuvker gene god damn it

Backwards time travelers with a mission are cruel? Maybe tragic? because, never knowing the consequences of their actions, even if they succeed they march backward continuing to sacrifice all the previous generations just back and back forever #bskybc

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Thread of vague Urth proper nouns I hope to get better clarity on as we proceed #bskybc

I did snap myself back into Wolfe world by starting the @rereadingwolfe.bsky.social podcast and it was, much like an opening scene to a certain gene Wolfe model, like a resurrection of consciousness Oh right he remembers, oh right we are doing the god thing, and also the demiurge thing #bskybc

Lfg lads I’m hyped, apollos terror may yet shine on urth (I have no clue what’s gonna happen here) #bskybc

I have acquired literature #bskybc

social media

EDM has my brain all fucked up on.soundcloud.com/Ait3sZ69jBhI...

One imagines the hibernating bear creeping from the cave and thinking the fox ought to be waiting

Dormancy goes crazy with it because you can abandon your people for months on end and expect of them the very same from before you left

Chris! O Chris! You’ve taken the wrong lesson from your studies!

Currently wondering whether I should make it my monkey and thereby my circus

Currently wondering whether better things are possible and if I have any sacred oxen I might not care to be gored (I don’t think that’s the right construction of the rearrangement of that idiom but please be patient I am not thinking very hard)

Currently trying to accept the world as it is and not as I think it ought to be

Currently processing the tug of many conflicting story lines all of which erode my ability to smell a rose or be of a moment but none of which threaten my safety. I expect the moral clarity of danger is the most missing ingredient

Currently working on feeling something

Currently striving to boil

What do I even do with my time

Ultimately this was the thing that stared in 1500

As the holiday approaches I wonder if the echo will start to resonate. Maybe the book club will do it

I no longer know how to fall into myself, this is what a suit feels like

Wither the nanopede, o most leggéd of us all, o lamb upon the altar

I am seeking non chemical, low commitment exercises to utterly rewire my brain chemistry. So far I have tried sudoku and crosswords to great effect but I think there are likely other veins to poke

It’s perfectly befitting that my usage of social media now peaks on weekends where it used to peak on Tuesday.

Secondary markets are the most important markets, and whoever empowers the grapevine singularity will rule the schoolyard

What is cutting the cactus correctly and receiving water worth if one hasn’t passed through The Trial

How do I negotiate with my employer to be paid in gold bullion? Has anyone pulled this off?

Me and Bing Sydney

The boomer has certainly misunderstood what It is, but maybe more importantly they vest It with cultural power by opposing It

None of this matters gf, I care for it all so much bf

The sexual tension between ‘none of this matters’ and ‘i care for it all so much’