my level of anxiety is packing a week before I leave so i can make sure 3+ times I have everything i need always.

woke up to like 6 simultaneous job rejections. PLEAAAASE. LORDT.

saw a big pile of turtles and a goose at the park today. i always get the biggest urge to pick up the geese.

the end of chainsaw man feels like a big middle finger god damn. what a waste of time.

i sweaaaar to god if my flight gets cancelled cause of this tsa shit 🥲

rewatching xavier renegade angel and reconnecting with my enlightened side

maybe I'm a square but I dont understand the current fascination with croissants. every big bakery is 90% croissant and laminated doughs. Croissants are... fine? But I never understood the mega hype surrounding them lately.

god now I'm thinking about oxtail ramen.

why is marinated raw crab so expensive wtf.

end of the month cant come soon enough 🥲

well that went way deeper than I was expecting

finding the coolest grocery stores while planning my san diego trip. why didnt i know these existed???

28 years later has some of the strangest cinematography I've ever seen. and I've watched other Boyle films.

absolutely insane to me that the army pays you ridiculously low wages to commit heinous crimes. like you're telling me the schmuck bombing children is only making 50k a year? lol doesnt take much to sway you huh??

(with barely contained rage) I'm going to have a nice weekend

Sorry for the lack of activity it’s literally just this

proving day by day i am a terrible driver lmao oops

sorry for being cringe I'm trying to enjoy being alive

me setting my alarm for 3 in the morning so i can get a reservation for a very specific restaurant at a very specific time

Ate some sushi and the best cake of my life to cheer up today. Have you ever had a black sesame cake with banana cream? No? you're missing out.

Finding out I'm the only person getting laid off from my team, and then my manager gaslighting me about what he told me is. A fucking punch to the gut.

dunno how to describe that i just found someone on instagram who gives me such violent gender envy i'm nauseous lmaooo. in a way thats just. oh my god. i want to be you. so badly it hurts.

I'm finding so many restaurants i want to eat at on my trip. Hoooghhh. 💀

Ceviche and fried plantains today! Both very good. Finished with a small splurge of a matcha and a piece of cake. :)

MAKE AN EMERGENCY DONATION to Trans Continental Pipeline right now. They are a Colorado based org that helps trans people relocate there and they are overwhelmed with requests. CO borders KS, and TCP has the infrastructure to help get people out. GO DONATE. tcpipeline.org

i love not knowing if I'll have a job next month! thats so cool!!!!!!

god a corn dog would fix all my issues rn

id like to take a long rest.

I've been at my worst mentally in years. But I'm still digging my nails in the concrete just hoping and begging something good will finally come out of this hellscape we're all currently living in.

If I stare at her too long she'll try and lunge at my face like a face hugger. also yes that is a pool table. it's now just a cat stuff table.

Reading chunks of the epstein files was truly one of the most nauseating and utterly horrifying things I've ever done. I feel totally shattered as a person lmao. And just totally downtrodden right now. its really hard to want to get up in the morning with this shit happening right now.

just a whole fuckload of snow. we got about 11 inches or so.

also im gonna be off for like 4 days straight. was off normally yesterday. store closed today in protest solidarity snow storm tomorrow means another closure maybe closure sunday if the snow is still trecherous. hell yeah brother.

thinking about spicy orange chicken. not to make, just thinking about it.

proud of my workplace for willingly closing tomorrow ✌️general strike babyyyy

I joined upscrolled. Not sure how active I'll be until more people migrate over, but here!!! Follow me!!! share.upscrolled.com/en/user/ef58...

Big toes up in this house

*fully restores your HP as you scroll past*

cat feet

deleted tiktok. cant have shit in this fuckin country i swear.

ive been walking 10-12k steps a day and now i feel like a restless hamster who *has* to get on its wheel

my freezer has so much chicken in it right now.

Drawn for @spookytama.bsky.social in exchange for an oc!

walking 5 miles every day to keep away the horrors

man i am just existing.

deciding feb march or april for my next sd trip... leaning towards march.