I just remembered that ever since i was a little kid i would just have moments all the time while trying to fall asleep when i would suddenly think some like creature was watching me and i would have to lie perfectly still while counting to like 60 so it would think i was asleep and leave

I love Star Wars yaoi <33333

realizing almost everything wrong with my brain has been ocd this whole time like jesus how the fuck have i been dealing with this for so long. its constant and so miserable i cant believe almost all of this has been because of one disorder and i never noticed it

Gil Galad when he's talking to Elrond and Cirdan

Oh speaking of, like an hour ago I had an intrusive thought that kept spiraling and got so bad that i almost threw up at work and had to text my friend for reassurance that said intrusive thought would not happen. Again. How the FUCK did I not know I had ocd when this is what i live with constantly

holy fuck how did i not know i had ocd sooner???

Whenever I encounter someone who believes in using the Oxford comma, I find myself encouraged, delighted, and hopeful.

Project Hail Mary was so good I saw it a few days ago and I’m still thinking about it. It’s kinda like Iron Lung but a bit more hopeful and far more silly. If you’re thinking about watching it DO IT. It’s so good. ALSO PRACTICAL EFFECTS RAAAHHHHHH I LOVE PRACTICAL EFFECTS

I ain't "neurospicy" I got some disorders

oh in other news i now know that i do in fact have ocd. so that. explains a lot.

I am a very normal human man who made a very normal human man purchase today mhm yep just normal not autistic human man things happening over here yessir

Do you guys remember the Great and Powerful Trixie from mlp? She was kind of awesome, actually

Bought two new trilobites, the left one’s eyes are so well preserved it’s fucking incredible im actually shaking

Holy fuck I’m gonna vomit /pos

I never want to live in a city ever again im literally just visiting chicago and its miserable the driving is making me almost vomit and i dont like cities EUGHHH

Repeat after me: Hate watching still counts as watching, hate watching still counts as watching

i have the best friends in the world to be quite honest

gotta love that my bodys default reaction to any big emotion is nausea. oh you had a stressful day? time to throw up. you had a good day and had a great conversation with someone? time to throw up.

Partner called me a good boy WE’RE WINNING TODAY FUCK YEAH

Being on the aromantic spectrum is weird, guys

I think all the thirst fanarts imagining AM with a humanoid body are cowards. Make the obelisk sexy. I know you can do it, it's possible. What does a cunty obelisk look like to you?

Me every day for like the past 4-5 months (consistently peeping the horrors but fuck it we ball)

is it weird that i lowkey want my partner to clicker train me like a dog? like not at all in a sexual way, i dont even know what it would be for. it just sounds very appealing to me for some reason lol

Can’t believe the reason I’m finally drawing again is because of a stupid autistic white boy with cat ears from a weirdly deep youtube webseries about weebs. But a win is a win i guess!

How to cry tutorial no borax no glue

im gonna be so fr it is taking everything in me to not reach out to an ex friend rn. oh boy i really am at a low point right now lol

Frodo with flowers (Based on Italian Girl with Flowers by Joaquin Sorolla)

Thank you Devi McCallion for blessing us with music

please read books

NEW SQAISHEY QUACK UPLOAD HOLY FUCK today is a wonderful day

If there is a god they are really fucking pushing me to my limits right now

You know the food is good when it genuinely causes me to go into a verbal shutdown

Is it really that, time, again? It seems as if you only just arrived.

oh my god i just found the greatest website ever it has like everything you would ever need in relation to trilobites and trilobite research its "trilobites.info" i found it in my trilobite collector's guide I FUCKING LOVE TRILOBITES SO MUCH AAAAAGHHHHHH

genuinely think of this any time something bad happens, buried fully into my brain

scrolling on youtube for something to watch the day after my grandpa's funeral is so weird because all of this is so stupid?? none of these videos matter all of them are pointless why do i waste my time with this

The intense queer urge to just become catholic??? For some reason??? Even though i literally have trauma from being raised christian?????

reading a trilobite collector's guide while listening to therm's bug themed album i'm autism maxing rn

Detention! #ishimondo #danganronpa

It went really well :)

I’m on my way to chicago rn to go see my cousin and the play he’s in im so excited i havent seen him in like 10 years and he’s so fucking cool, he’s genuinely my biggest inspiration AAHHHHHH

I consider new wave a queer genre of music and I don’t know nor do I care how true or false that is. In my heart new wave is gay.

Oh hey, turns out the death of a loved one causes me to become a very productive employee lol

Read a fanfic in which Mike became a writer and in all his stories the paladin fell for the cleric :,/ It’s been a month but it still hurts #cleradin #byler

whats with spamtenna and byler fans having a heated rivelry with eachother dawg noones ship is better than the other lets all make out instead ok

In every possible way, I am a cat. … EXCEPT when it comes to my partner. With them I am absolutely a dog.

Rewatching stampy and squid’s barely cooking contest for the millionth time, it’s been one of my favorite videos on the internet since i was a little kid idk why it’s not that exceptional i just love it

Everytime I see someone draw Tim Wright from marble hornets as a twink a part of my soul dies.