Thank you Devi McCallion for blessing us with music

please read books

NEW SQAISHEY QUACK UPLOAD HOLY FUCK today is a wonderful day

If there is a god they are really fucking pushing me to my limits right now

You know the food is good when it genuinely causes me to go into a verbal shutdown

Is it really that, time, again? It seems as if you only just arrived.

oh my god i just found the greatest website ever it has like everything you would ever need in relation to trilobites and trilobite research its "trilobites.info" i found it in my trilobite collector's guide I FUCKING LOVE TRILOBITES SO MUCH AAAAAGHHHHHH

genuinely think of this any time something bad happens, buried fully into my brain

scrolling on youtube for something to watch the day after my grandpa's funeral is so weird because all of this is so stupid?? none of these videos matter all of them are pointless why do i waste my time with this

The intense queer urge to just become catholic??? For some reason??? Even though i literally have trauma from being raised christian?????

reading a trilobite collector's guide while listening to therm's bug themed album i'm autism maxing rn

Detention! #ishimondo #danganronpa

It went really well :)

I’m on my way to chicago rn to go see my cousin and the play he’s in im so excited i havent seen him in like 10 years and he’s so fucking cool, he’s genuinely my biggest inspiration AAHHHHHH

I consider new wave a queer genre of music and I don’t know nor do I care how true or false that is. In my heart new wave is gay.

Oh hey, turns out the death of a loved one causes me to become a very productive employee lol

Read a fanfic in which Mike became a writer and in all his stories the paladin fell for the cleric :,/ It’s been a month but it still hurts #cleradin #byler

whats with spamtenna and byler fans having a heated rivelry with eachother dawg noones ship is better than the other lets all make out instead ok

In every possible way, I am a cat. … EXCEPT when it comes to my partner. With them I am absolutely a dog.

Rewatching stampy and squid’s barely cooking contest for the millionth time, it’s been one of my favorite videos on the internet since i was a little kid idk why it’s not that exceptional i just love it

Everytime I see someone draw Tim Wright from marble hornets as a twink a part of my soul dies.

My best friend is watching the Omori playthrough I recommended to them, they’re at one of the most important parts and they’re texting me their reactions and theories. I wanna text back but I don’t trust myself to not accidentally spoil anything so instead I’m just staring at their texts like

The Paladin and his Cleric 💙💛 (byler) #StrangerThings #byler

I forget how bad my seasonal depression is every year and then every year i get ambushed by it like wtf what are youu??? Oh right the SUN IS GONE

i love sitting and thinking about an art piece i wanna make for like hours while thinking ”wow this is gonna be so cool when i make it i cant wait” and then i proceed to never make said piece

Do different aspects of my own brain that I have given human form in order to better understand my mind and cope with life technically count as OCs? Because if so i think my only actual ocs are just myself lmfao (besides goose, ily goose)

im trying to sew but its hard because i havent eaten anything yet so my hands are shaky, but i dont wanna go make food cuz im so hyperfocused on sewing. damn you audhd

rewatching Euro Brady's omori playthrough while customizing my favorite jacket, life is good

Almost done rewatching stranger things season 5 (i would not do it alone willingly it’s because ive been showing my partner st) and god im so angry this is so ass they lobotomized all my favorite characters the plot is ass im angry all over again

Desperately want to rewatch jack manifolds meat mountain video but i just cant get over the fact that wilbur is in it. I can’t watch anything with him in it anymore it makes me uncomfortable but HE WAS IN SO MANY GOOD VIDEOS IM PISSED

Best friend called me Hero this is fucking awesome

Being in a really really good mood today after being in a really bad depressive episode for like weeks is crazy fucking whiplash lmao Like oh god something is probably wrong but I’m lowkey way too happy to care rn

Cut my hair to look more like Hero heehee :)

My therapist said she thinks I might have OCD and i was like nahhh it’s probably just the autism again, anyways here’s the copious amount of intrusive thoughts ive been having and the compulsions i have around them!! Oh no…

I wish my therapist was that one therapist that played omori so that i could explain my mental problems through omori analogies

Once again got the most intense desire out of nowhere to completely change my identity to revolve around a specific character. Guess who it is this time

Plot twist, it’s Hero

Feel like changing my pfp again but I can’t decide between tybalt or frodo

I wanna start making art again but I genuinely have no idea what I would make. Like I always either have absolutely no motivation, or once in a blue moon I have enough motivation to try but there’s literally nothing I can think of to make

Stampy just uploaded a new video oh my god. I desperately needed this right now

Listening to devi mccallion because that will definitely put me in a better mental state mhm yup definitely

Was looking for transmasc Hero (from omori) content cuz yk, projection, and I saw one fic where his deadname was MY DEADNAME and that shit genuinely shocked me to my core. I just stared at my phone for a solid minute not knowing how to react lol

You know what, I need to rewatch LOTR. That will fix my mental health. Probably.

My boss made us broccoli cheddar soup and rolls AUGHH THIS IS FUCKING AWESOME

My brain is rapidly switching back and forth between wanting to look like Robert Smith and wanting to look like David Bowie

“Is it okay if I pay you on Saturday instead of today?” Yeah of course! (AUGHHHHHHH)

thank you for all the home cooked meals ❤️

I love forcing my cishet male friend to play shitty dragon roleplay games on roblox. And i love even more that he is fully committing to it lmao