was gonna rent i saw the tv glow clicked on the trailer and started sobbing maybe i gotta wait another year

i always feel lowkey awkward talking to them which i think is helped by the fact they have an online presence? so i always get shaky thinking "HOW AM I FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON" in the upmost positive way

okay little confession but i look up to lock so much man sea's so talented and passionate in xyr craft and ive genuinely never met anyone with the levels of ambition and ability to take on as many projects as they do. drawings, animations, models, GAMES sea's such a legend and i love xem

why does my favorite game have to be ran by nazi germany what is the POINT

DUDE I LOVED THE FNAF 2 MOVIE

whoever invented ocd has gotta go

AND FINALLY. IVE CREATED MY RIG. IM TECHNICALLY DONE WITH THIS MODEL IM SO PROUD

why did my coworker feel the need to tell me how much she wants dick because shes ovulating you are 36 get a grip of your life woman

ALSO GUYS. LOOK. I DID IT. I TEXTURED A MODEL.

love being greeted with this whenever i open my disc dmsLMFAAOO

btw before i went to work i DID figure out texturing and uv unwrapping it seems its easier than i thought i just need to finish applying all the textures, then i SHOULD be on my way to rigging!!

...uv unwrapping next.

:D

i wish my parents were more supportive of me being on T

i love my little squad

workin on smt

park, glowing and arven are so good to get into media with because not only do they have actually GOOD media literacy, they can also like. appreciate and discuss complex characters and dynamics

i love my delusional ass gc

my discord wrapped told me that i reeked and needed to touch grass

glowing and i budgeted together to get arven a laptop n him, park n i got to play peak today ,,, genuinely had so much fun gehehee

do you have that one groupchat that would get you canceled into the dirt because your friend group’s humor or .

i have such an obscure phobia but like. computer viruses, being hacked, having information leaked etc. digital privacy being breached and the potential destruction of information in the process. genuinely sends me into full on panic attacks when i think something happens

oomf callef me attractive earlier and mentioned how xe wanted to feel my scars when i mentioned how my ex used to kiss them im lightheaded

coughs yeah if ummm if u guys coukld maybe use mainly chance/mae on me thatd be pawsum

posting since im not on disc atm but unpacking is SUCH a cute game 🥹 thankyou so much jay ilysm beastie <33

as much as i love park i've just been frustrated and overwhelmed around xem recently ive been talking to arven off app and been playing roblox with him, so im not isolating this time which has been helping but having actual me-time is so nice been relistening to tma!!! abmd starting a drug empire.

taking a break from discord because i've lowkey not wanted to talk to #someone but i think this is the best thing for me atm ive only really been processing my grief n negative shit for other people and havent given myself time to heal, just time to seem? healed first day sober in months man :-)

sigh i know it doesnt fit me but nitw is lowkey looking MAD replayable right now and mae is looking REALLY good as a name

ive got two people im sickeningly gay for my beautiful wife who like. um. if i were to ever marry anyone even though marriage is SCARY and i hate commitment like that. it would be them. it would be them a hundred times over and my bsf who . we r ambiguously queer in the most platonic way

if you immediately click onto my ocs and understand their dynamic near perfectly we gotta fuck i think (directed) (park)

these r the ocs btw imp n angel theyre mutually obsessive and Bad for eachother andthey are such a wreck i lovethem ive never seen a character in any media that experiences mental illness in a similar light as me, imp is an exploration of that, with angel being a standin for how my dynamic w FPs

open.spotify.com/playlist/5gF... playlist i made for two of my ocs .. they are toxic and unhealthy and will ruin eachother

three delusional bitches in a server whatll happen (we'll encourage eachothers delusions)

listening to tma again and this might just be the happiest ive felt in the past few months

lall allala alal ala la yay

sometimes i question if i actually have autism or if its jst crazy severe adhd/ocd combo , the doctor said i showec signs in thetests back in 2022 but like??? man idk

im going to be living with two of my bestfriends and around so many awesome people, i might? be wrong but i thought u guys were planning on sticking around, our group, glowing, lock is gonna be nearby 2 ,,

NVM all is well, asked if it was something big n they said naw

mm i hate the "smth i need 2 say" convos they make me so anxious even though it was statedthat it wasnt exactly a bad thing but god this is not the kind of anxiety i need rn 😭

what do you do if your hyperfixation falls apart in front of you (one of the devs got outed for talking to their neonazi pedophile ex lead dev again) (the main animator left) (dev who worked on sixer left) (lead devs pointing fingers at eachother)

godd i MISS YOU GUYS im so ass at reaching out

im getting my modeling game up !!!

glowing and i are coming together to buy arven a gaming laptop so he can play more games with us and since its black friday

this is my crystal gems pearl btw

steven universe sona she is a pearl :o)

dude the past few weeks have been so ASS LOL got into an accident, lost my dog, LOST BOTH MY FANG PIERCINGS. LOST MY DRIVERS LISCENCE ??? and i got obliterated on forsaken by a guy with 58 DAYS PLEASE GO TAKE A SHOWERRRRR YOU FUCKING REEK

i cant die because im a key part of two of my friends escaping horrible living conditions and itd be selfish to take that from them so we thrive

watching the unus annus livestream :-)

im going to order a custom stuffy of max, and we have these like. little resin heart molds im going to sprinkle some of his fur and ashes into the mold and put it inside of the plush so i can hold him and he will be with me