A bit of anorexia would be good for me tbh

Just found out I can access things people sent to me 8 years ago on Outlook. Fuck fuck fuck this is Not good

It's in my nature to be abandoned by everyone eventually. Some people stick it out longer than others but it all ends the same. Maybe there are no good people in this world or maybe I'm just fundamentally broken. Probably both

Think I might actually start being active again...... Mostly because I'm spiralling to rock bottom again lolol

AAAAAAA WHY IS ANXIETY KILLING ME I WANT TO DIIIIIEEEE

RSD sucks so bad I wanna die

Should I get this...... Incredible steal but no point if it tastes bad

I'm gonna just start eating egg whites

I hate people who act all humble and nice but obviously think they're superior to you. People pleasers with a saviour complex

Good morning* everyone *4pm

🧵harm reduction🧵 ──────୨ৎ────── I'm not in recovery but i try to be as safe as possible </3 feel free to add any tips + info of ur own! DNI anti recovery & fatphobes #edsky #caterpillarsky #edtwt

ive got that narcissistic brand of ed where you are filled with crippling self loathing and dysmorphia on a cellular level but still think you’re the hottest bitch on the planet

I'm gonna actually up my activity but tbh I need to follow more people to do that lmao

Would you hang out with me based on me + the last song I listened to 🤨 (It's the Bakemonogatari ending theme for anyone wondering)

I cannot stop picking fights on line

we are so fucking back

I'm back just in time for the new year's influx of users 🔥💯

Feel like I'm in fucking secondary school again. Hiding in the toilet so people can't see me having a breakdown

Being an adult with an ED sucks man. What do you mean I can't buy protein bars bc they're too expensive

Amime

I am fundamentally a joke. A one dimensional subhuman lifeform. The idea that I have normal human emotions is laughable. I need to show I'm suffering otherwise no one will take me seriously

Hmm. Maybe not this one man

Shout out to the skinny girl in a baggy hoodie and loose fitting yoga pants on the treadmill rn. You might not be one of us but there's a good chance you are

Off to the gym soon 💪😵‍💫

I'm doing so bad with my uni work atm, I really need to step up my game :(

#edtwt #edsky #shedsky #shedtwt #edmemes

#edsky #caterpillersky

plan A get rich plan B kill myself

I made a typo fuck. I was not locked in apparently

little too accurate tbh

Applied for a week long extension for my assignment. Fingers crossed

I cut myself in my dreams now. Okay

Locking in put of pure hatred and jealousy

Starting my gymbro arc for the third time this year

God I hate the classic middle class British "I have to be polite about everything and avoid confrontation" shit. My mum very obviously doesn't accept me being queer but we just avoid the topic and she acts like I never came out.

I am genuinely sick of being unnatractive I need to get skinny and toned and buy platform boots NOW ‼️

I can't cut deep enough I can't starve correctly I am so fucking useless in every way

I love autumn and winter so much tbh. I need to get a cafetiere so I can make nice coffee and be best ana

I don't wanna be tiny I wanna be scrawny like a rat like the ghost of a rat that starved to death

Oh it gets worse. Apparently one of the things the bitch reported was my gf talking about how a guy bullied her by accusing her of being a school shooter. Getting bullied is illegal now. I fucking hate neurotypicals