if tech people cared about making the world a better place, they would invest everything they have into shadow libraries and free online educational resources

i like seeing helpless little white boys being put in situations

my worst quality is feeling disgust at people who remind me of myself when i was younger

bunnies are the most powerful beings in the world, and bunnies alone are capable of transforming the world. The world is changed for the benefit of bunnies and none other only by their energetic activity.

i can tell i needed a break because i can feel the delusions slowly crawling back into me. the human spirit is the master of everything and decides everything

they should make it socially acceptable to only be awake at sunrise and sunset for crepuscular creatures like myself

English shiritori might have a fundamental flaw

you're very mature for your citation count

i didn't do the dishes so i drank meal replacement straight from a beaker like a test subject and i got so excited i forgot it wasn't food safe

i do have a labcoat now. it looks like a regular jacket here but it's actually knee length. the camera is doing The Hobbit stuff to trick you.

i always thought i could learn something from people who are more functioning but that's like trying to learn a language from a native speaker

dude open up the old testament. it doesnt matter what page.

i'll be free once i stop thinking of myself as a temporarily embarrassed normie

how symmetrical is orbital mechanics? well, the orbit can have any orientation in 3d space, so the answer is obviously SO(4). wait... what?

my late new year's resolution is to stop trying to be white, actually talking to white people kinda ruined the fun occidentalism of it all

new favorite hobby is getting white girls to pronounce arabic phrases, it's so cute

saba7o everybunny 🐇

kind of funny how all lebanese music is distributed by french labels called things like "Hymns of the Orientals"

i start hyperventilating when i remember the vast majority of people live in just one culture their entire lives

i went outside for two days in a row so i'm going to be like this for the next month

i'm kind of crushing it

logged into my pinterest for the first time in a while

this was longest ive ever managed to cope with social anxiety, almost 3 months! not enjoying the need to apologize for existing in people's general vicinity again but we're getting there

i must have a guardian angel because just minutes after i give up i always see something so beautiful it jolts me back to life

my late new years resolution is to become a better consumer

you think i have memory issues? i don't remember asking

yeah, i can tell

i keep forgetting the proof to the noether theorems because they're so straightforward they occupy the same space in my mind as where i last put my phone

i wish i had a rival. a cute transgender rival that i hate and get really annoyed at but then she beats me at something and offers me her hand and i begrudgingly accept it and it lights a fire in my eyes to beat her the next time. and we share a hotel room with one bed accidentally and kiss too.

surreal to have family members send videos of explosions near our home followed by furry telegram kissing stickers

it's really funny that the most surprising thing to me the first time i played guitar was that the resonances were "built-in"

they call it work life balance because you balance the joy of work with the despair of life

there's this new underground artist making the rounds, his name is vivaldi and he's making a song for each of the four seasons. anthony fantano gave them a strong 6

destruction of every small fidgetable object in my vicinity will continue until morale improves

one of the most personally infuriating consequences of LLMs has been friends forgetting the social courtesies for how to ask questions

nothing like a good feeling

i cracked an egg into a bowl but wasnt hungry so i left the raw egg yolk there and in the next morning i went to the bowl and it had aged into a baby and it was crying and i killed it i killed it oh my god i killed it this cant be happening

baffled why Anthropic is making a show of not cooperating with the military when their refusal letter reads like an acceptable letter, why bother?

if you're at the library, make sure you google "Shannon's rat" and not "Shannon rat". especially when you're on a very visible public computer

I have received permission to post about it publicly so at some point soon I'll drop a blog post about how I got full Read/Write/Execute on the home directories of every single account in my university's Linux system please look forward to it

the real conclusion from AI psychosis is that americans are only a couple positive affirmations away from murder

limiting myself to 4 hours of demanding work a day feels great and more productive than I have ever been but now I have no idea how to fill my time

i don't think i'll ever get over the survivor's guilt of being an immigrant, i am definitely not worth it i just got lucky

my work is so confusing. i read materials i don't understand, i procrastinate for a couple days after giving up, i then come back somehow having understood them. what the hell

if you are part of the global aristocracy and have decided to become a tech worker about it, i will be judging you for wasting your potential

styropyro is my favorite butch lesbian

bunny math: - frobunnyus - hop fibration - pyoneda lemma - bun-dles fish math: - shrimplex - mussel's paradox - krilling form - carpinality of the real line - oc-topos - finfinity-category - co-limpet - SeaW-complex - isomorfishm

long-form is really good at making you clarify your thoughts, i think i see the appeal of forums now

getting (now almost) two years of laser has been more gender-affirming than two years of hrt