lots of frustration today. i'll be back somehow someway. i miss being abled

first five nights of chemo are done as of last night. three weeks of rest/rehab to get me back to walking again. if you have the means to share or donate while i'm waiting for disability payment for bills, i would be mighty grateful, thank you. www.paypal.com/paypalme/tyr... cash.app/$tyreforhyred

i miss petting my cats and being home. i know im getting better but being incredibly bed bound and turning skeletal from dehydration doesnt fell great.

there has been many liters of fluid coming out of me at a rapid pace since this last chemo session i gotta say. no nausea and at least i wanna keep eating. just too tired for everything

first five nights of chemo are done as of last night. three weeks of rest/rehab to get me back to walking again. if you have the means to share or donate while i'm waiting for disability payment for bills, i would be mighty grateful, thank you. www.paypal.com/paypalme/tyr... cash.app/$tyreforhyred

no ice-cream but if you rolled that dilla and fries in a sheet of paper and sold it out a truck for like six bux on it's own that shit would fly out the window

being ill for awhile ive watched like 30+ episodes of cooking contest stuff and this is the first time ive seen someone break out the pressure cooker

i still cannot believe nedry_bananaslip.wav

lrt: playtested house of necrosis and really squeezed a lot out of the demo alone. its really fun. also has a button to put you in first person which is a cute touch. check it out imo.

After 3,5 years, the doors to the House of Necrosis will open soon! 💀 Experience a Mystery Dungeon-style game inspired by Survival Horror and RPG classics of the 32bit era. House of Necrosis launches Oct 6 on Steam (Windows & Linux). Wishlist now!

back to fully normal diet. im getting a full chicken quesadilla and some damn fries and chocolate ice-cream and im gonna clean my damn plate for dinner

there's a chef here on this contest who's wearing a bright orange casio f91w and that's absolutely wonderful

finally had my first treatment of chemo last night. more paracentesis today and four more treatments of chemo and i'm done with that for 3 weeks. after maybe it's quick surgery or intensive packing to help wound healing if the mass shrinks enough. therapy after? we'll see. real tangible progress.

two weeks minimum hospital left if i get into rehab, which honestly i really do need. im tired and i hurt. i just want chemo though, in limbo on this

miss my cats

im not digging up the clip but theres a scene in 2004's National Treasure starig Nic Cage where they have a full on Coffin Flop

if you ever need to feel better about your creative output remember that 1993's Jurassic Park, a film that would make a billion at box office includes a cartoon banana peel slipping sound when Nedry gets swept by the current.

if you ever need to feel better about your creative output remember that 1993's Jurassic Park, a film that would make a billion at box office includes a cartoon banana peel slipping sound when Nedry gets swept by the current.

hopeful ill be walking somewhat thanks to additional diuretic soon. pairing that with getting the tail end of these infections and maybe i can start real actual chemo this coming week.

these dollar store "number fill in" puzzles which are just a series of numbers you slot into a crossword situation have really kept me sane through the hospital stay so far

eanut butter

im genuinely concerned that these five-six days of not being able to eat solid food has made me adverse to uhh....food texture? maybe just everything ive had since has sucked. (these kellogg graham crackers are like super foul mouthfeel somehow)

theres a lot more meals you need to start eating with spoons for sanity sake and i'd ask you'd start with fried rice.

ill be honest, being stuck watching barely not basic cable, guy fieri has really grown on me cause he really is just having a blast

i watched that puss in boots movie about his midlife crisis and what a gorgeous film

im gonna have granola and even peanutbutter i swear

you may feed me dumplings, for to relieve me of my agonies

two dozen dumplings.....

i have eaten real deal factual meals today and i deserve one bigass jumbo bag of pizza flavored goldfish

i could house like three of them shitty burger king classic chicken sandwiches man. too much mayo, get a bbq pack for each one, too much salt. healing foodstuffs

turns out having five extra liters of hell fluid in your abdomen isn't good for you. anyway they took that out and today i had broth and tomorrow i get real food again.

i drank half a liter of iodine water with a tube down my nose and into my stomach. scan soon

took many hours for them to install a goo apparatus today that sucks and is uncomfortable and i cant eat or drink as it must remain for minimum of day. good news is goo looks fine.

今日の折りたたみクリームパン

goal is become better today

holy shit the tv being out and the remote call line being out for at least 20 minutes so far. hopefully it's not the entire hospital.....

if i could sleep through these hideous discomfort weeks to the part where doctors do a proton pack crossing streams directly into my balls that'd be aces

debilitated today. like bloated so turgid i cannot bend a the abdomen properly. tonight not looking better. got an iv picc line today, coll procedure, annoying concerning circumstances.

in my darkest times: Pal

hello??" *shaking and banging at your enclosure as im visibly agitated* hellllooo??

it finally happened. i had to stop watching a longplay not because i was bored or w/e. but because the person playing it wasnt playing how i liked it played (good)

when you explode a man in super smash bros brawl and a mr. saturn is left behind its because they got reincarnated. its a prinny situation except everyone loves em

My little short movie for Happy Party 3x3, with awesome audio by @edanalpse.bsky.social

so they added fire emblem characters to smash and never added axe or spear animes, the core feature of the series. that you get sword, axe and spear animes

WiiWare game called "Hey I'm Whelking Here!" that includes 6 thrilling platforming chapters (of two stages each) for any avid beachcomber. you move around as a 3D overly glossy giant mollusk, collect hearts to restore life and coins to restore coins. the most common enemy to avoid are gorillas.

WiiWare game called "Hey I'm Whelking Here!" that includes 6 thrilling platforming chapters (of two stages each) for any avid beachcomber. you move around as a 3D overly glossy giant mollusk, collect hearts to restore life and coins to restore coins. the most common enemy to avoid are gorillas.

the tail end of 100 man melee in super smash bros melee is always so damn stressful imo